[Still Small Voice Within] Choose Life and Love Again

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FW: [justchannelings] "Choose Life and Love Again" " Choose Life and Love Again "

A Message from Kerry and her Angels

November 5, 2007

Fourteen years ago I was diagnosed with severe depression

and anxiety. I was out of work, on disability, completely unable to

function in everyday life. I couldn't muster up the energy to get out of

bed, let alone do the grocery shopping. And if I did make it to the

store, I would experience a panic attack and have to leave before I was able to

make my purchase.

I was in a rut! I had forgotten who I was and how to

give love and receive love. My beautiful path that once flowed when I

followed my heart, had been interrupted by the raging storms that

had passed through my world. I was left " damaged " by the

storms and unable to pick myself back up and rebuild my life. I had given

up on myself, my hopes and dreams and my life. I had retreated to my

bedroom and shut out the light. It was a very dark place where I lay,

defeated and lifeless.

Then this one day I was driving down the hill

on the way to my Psychiatrist appointment for my " med

check " when this song came on the radio. It was one of my old

time favorites. " We built this city on Rock and Roll " ! I

remembered a time when I was dancing and rocking out to this familiar tune, a

time in my past when I was happy and free! I began to sing along as I was

winding down this hill, remembering the love and joy I used to feel and

express.

I had loved this song so much that I had shared with my

family and friends that I would like this song to be played at my

funeral. It represented the essence of who I thought myself to

be. Thinking about my life and how " lifeless " I had

become, I could actually visualize this song being played at my funeral.

With the music blaring and the beat of the drum vibrating throughout my

body, suddenly I opened the sun roof and screamed at the top of

my lungs, " I choose life! "

Something happened when I screamed this proclamation.

The energy shifted in me and the world around me. In this moment I

remembered and could actually feel how much I once loved life.

Just hearing this song brought me to the place where I could recall and

motivated me to release this dark cloud that had been hovering over.

This one song inspired me to choose again. I decided in this

moment that I wanted to feel the love and passion of life again! The

cloud had lifted! I was clear!

It was more than a light bulb moment, because it was a

feeling that precipitated the thought. It was in my cellular memory,

the recollection of the feeling of love. I was consumed by the spirit of

the song. It was the vibration of the music that embraced me and healed

me. I weaned my self off the medication, I was prescribed, and began to

feel again. But what I felt was the sadness, anger, pain and

disappointment from my situation and circumstances in life that the medication

had blocked and kept me from feeling. I knew I had to face these feelings

of darkness if I was to come back to the place where I could feel

and express the passion and love of life again.

For nine months I cried. I cried over every hurt I had

ever experienced throughout my life. I wrote letters to all the people

who had hurt me and let me down. I did not mail these letters, because

some to whom they were written, were no longer among the living. It

wasn't about them, it was about ME! I needed to express my true feelings

that I had suppressed at the time.

After I had completed this process in my healing, I heard

the words from my still small voice within, " You did not deserve to be

treated this way. Forgive them for they knew not what they were

doing. Accept that these things happened to you and now it

is time for you to forgive and let it go. " And so I did.

The tears ceased and I was completely renewed and eager

to go out and experience all that life had to offer again. I had a new

outlook on life! Everything and everyone was beautiful and pure as if the

rain of my tears had washed away from my memory all that was not of love.

And I listened to the radio and all the wonderful songs that fed my soul and

reminded me that love is all that really matters.

Love is the highest vibration in the Universe and it is the

solution to every problem. It will heal anyone, anytime, any place, if we

only let it in. Choose life and love again!

So whatever you are experiencing or feeling today, we remind

you to choose life and love again! Let go of the things you have

no control over and take control of your life!Allow the vibration of your

favorite tunes to fill you, embrace you and heal you. Cleanse your hurt

and pain through the blessing of your tears. Write your letters and set

yourself free! Begin again! Choose to think differently! And

love your life!

Life is a glorious journey through time and

space. Wherever it takes you, choose love and enjoy the ride!

In Love and Light,

Kerry and her Angels

www.timelyacceptance.com

http://home1.gte.net/ladyisis/Kerry.htm

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