[One_EFT Healing Highrise] Re: workshop

[Guest guest]

Hi Doc Houston,

thank you for the suggestions.

I have a difficult time feeling anything in my body and also have

a very hard time remembering anything from my childhood. Even don't

remember often what I did all day:-)

I have the feeling I am going in circles with the tapping. Like

around one or several issues. I do know some stuff from my childhood

which most likely caused my lifelong problems. But I can't even

attach emotions to them. I do have some emotions about them, but

still can't really feel them in the context of the abuse. Not sure if

this makes sense.

As an example I know I was raped the first time when I was about

10 years old (don't remember any details, but know the people

involved), then again at age 15 and ones more a few years later with

the threat of getting killed. Oh, forgot the incest before the age of

10.

Through hypnosis something serious came up when I was 2, however,

I don't even know if its true.

Something else I know from age 4 which involved my dad which came

through several flashbacks.

These are just a few examples. There is lots more in my life. As I

said, I don't really think they are bothering me much, but my life

and emotions are a mess. So something is hindering me to change it,

and believe me I'm trying hard.

I'm doing many things right now and just hope that flooding myself

with those things, that something will make a difference. I know I

feel some changes, but my major problems are still there.

thanks again for trying to help christa