Re: Fast Guacamole now alissa cohen

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Tracey, I am so moved - I just don't know what to say.

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From: Rainbow Egret

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Sent: Saturday, October 14, 2006 2:39 PM

Subject: Re: Fast Guacamole now alissa cohen

Hi Carol

Yes thank you the weather was beautiful and it is so beautiful as the community cemetary is on the cliffs overlooking the ocean. It is truly an absoltutely beautiful and magickal place.

Two Sea Eagles were soaring around and I took him 10 yellow roses - because he was the sunshine of my life and some geranium from my sister-in-laws garden. I buried a letter I wrote with him and I re-wrote the part of our wedding that we wrote and laminated it with a wedding photo.

We took my mother-in-law and sister-in-law out there too. All they could do was stand at Carl's grave side and argue over who had more right to be there with me telling each other to shut up. Shaking head - I truly do have a very disfunctional in-law family.

My sister-in-law told me that day that my niece, her daughter, had a dream in which she saw a white light and then saw Carl and he said: "I am not dead, ask Tracey and the kids".

To me that was truly beautiful and mean't so very much to me.

I will post as many recipes as I can when I get time to actually read through the book myself. I am so tired each night that I fall asleep in front of the TV.

Blessings and Hugs

Tracey

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Hi Tracey, Right now, please, please, please rest and take care of your darlings. I'm touched by your love for Carl and the beautiful marriage you got to enjoy. Great memories are priceless. I know the HAWKS love you and appreciate your sharing with us. We do care. When you are ready for a family picture and can post it I would love to see how the kids are growing up. Take your time, no rush, but when you feel up to it. Please try to pamper yourself if that means when the kids are sleeping a relaxing bath, a candle or whatever helps you just "chill" as they say in USA (for word relax.) Keep in touch please as I don't want to have to get the the word out across the net like I did for "missing" who appeared rapidly once we were closing in on him. Now we have his current address and can show up at his door, his work, or whatever it takes

to never let him "drop" his HAWKs here again. We were in the panic mode. It was a great ending however--he's back! Love and hugs to you and the kids, carolg Gayla <aeranch@...> wrote: Tracey, I am so moved - I just don't know what to say. Gayla Always Enough RanchAcampo, Californiahttp://bouncinghoofs.com/alwaysenough.htmlBill Barnhill is our Inspiration! Go Bill!!!aeranch@... ----- Original Message ----- From: Rainbow Egret health Sent: Saturday, October 14, 2006 2:39 PM Subject: Re: Fast Guacamole now alissa cohen Hi Carol Yes thank you the weather was beautiful and it is so beautiful as the community cemetary is on the cliffs

overlooking the ocean. It is truly an absoltutely beautiful and magickal place. Two Sea Eagles were soaring around and I took him 10 yellow roses - because he was the sunshine of my life and some geranium from my sister-in-laws garden. I buried a letter I wrote with him and I re-wrote the part of our wedding that we wrote and laminated it with a wedding photo. We took my mother-in-law and sister-in-law out there too. All they could do was stand at Carl's grave side and argue over who had more right to be there with me telling each other to shut up. Shaking head - I truly do have a very disfunctional in-law family. My sister-in-law told me that day that my niece, her daughter, had a dream in which

she saw a white light and then saw Carl and he said: "I am not dead, ask Tracey and the kids". To me that was truly beautiful and mean't so very much to me. I will post as many recipes as I can when I get time to actually read through the book myself. I am so tired each night that I fall asleep in front of the TV. Blessings and Hugs Tracey

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Hi Carol

I sent a few photos to Suzi asking her to put them in the photos section.

I try to rest and we have candles every night, insence all the time and I have special women's music that I put on when I'm putting the washing away in my room that I dance to which helps me be me.

I'm on a journey of re-discovering myself and doing what pleases me. I'll always stay in touch and I feel pretty good at the moment am starting to feel Carl's spiritual presence a lot more. He's been gone 11 weeks now and although I still grieve I am starting to feel and adjust to his spiritual presence as opposed to his physical one.

I'm doing OK :-)

Hugs

Tracey