Bach Flower suggestions please

[Guest guest]

I might not be back to read your answers right away, but if you have

any suggestions I welcome them. My companion of almost twelve years

died last night shortly after 9 pm eastern time. Most of my mother's

cat companions lived twenty years. (My parents are long deceased.) I

believe it was neoplastic cancer that took Paris. I took her in for

an enema yesterday morning and she quickly deteriorated throughout

the day. Everything I did she did with me. I mean everything. I

have extended family (some cousins) but no one close and no close

friends here I can call on. I am going to light a candle for my

siamese baby tonight. Her name is Paris. Please think a good thought

for her around that time if you can. I was raised with siamese cats

and this one truly had a special spirit. She was very close. When she

was a baby I awoke one night and there was a somewhat dark woman

standing beside my bed who appeared as though she might be deformed -

I knew it was my cat Paris. That is the only time I saw her in that

form. I have never mourned like this for a person or another

animal. My head is horribly achy. I took her body to be cremated.

The process will take place this evening. I know she is in God's

hands, at least I keep telling myself that. I can't think for myself

right now. I have a set of Bach Flowers. Someone please suggest for

me. I have to go to work tomorrow afternoon and I have to get

control of myself. Thank you. - peace (doll)