Recovery

[Guest guest]

HI ,

I live in the DFW area for 22 years with " aggressive A " . I am sorry

I did not see your posts asking about doctors. I had 2 good ones.

Both at Baylor. Also, we have good reports about doctors in

Houston. I am just remembering a couple who were in the group for a

long time, Chet & . I am surprised no one in this group knew of

anyone.

Sounds like an Achalasia nightmare. I am sor sorry. I know there

are docs in Dallas that know about " A " . If I remember right, one

gastro I saw has " A " . Hmmmm very strange. I would be interested to

know who your insurance is......

Anyway, if I can be of any help, please feel free to email me off

list. I will look to see if I can find he doctors name. I don't

remember it. in 1994 he was the head Gastro at Baylor in Dallas.

something. I will also see if I can find 's email. they

are in Dallas and could at least be moral support.

Blessings,

JC

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www.healingcommunities.org

>

> Good morning:

> Several of you have been disappointed in your recovery times and

> ability to eat etc. I can tell you a story that will make you

> thankful that you are where you are.

>

> My husband began having problems about the first of the year. By

> early March he could not seem to swallow anything and was losing

> weight like crazy. We got in to a gastroenterologist as soon as

> possible and had the EGD. Achalasia. Now find a surgeon. The

> insurance company was no help...they could not give me any names

and

> even this group did not know of anyone in the Dallas/Ft Worth

area.

> Traveling was really not an option. So, I did find a surgeon that

> the Director of Surgery at my hospital (I am a nurse) had worked

with

> and had treated achalasia. So far so good. Except of course he

was

> not on our insurance and the process for getting a waiver was a

> little behind the actual surgery date. Anyway, first surgery was

> delayed due to a questionable EKG which turned out to be nothing.

> Next day came surgery. Heller and partial wrap. The post op

> motility test showed no real passage but swelling was to blame we

> thought. Three weeks or so later we were back in the hospital with

> dehydration and more weight loss. Dilitation showed the area

around

> the surgery very swollen and tight. After discharge, about another

3-

> 4 weeks later we were back in the hospital, again with

dehydration.

> Another dilitation and still the swelling was severe. This could

> take up to six months to resolve we were told. Actually, I think

my

> husband has made it worse by trying to eat and drink even though

> nothing is going through, the constant irritation of his putting

> stuff into the esophagus and then regurgitating, but who could

blame

> him, he was starving and dehydrated. I lived in fear of esophageal

> rupture daily.

>

> Next step (early July) was placement of a G-tube or a feeding tube

so

> that he could get nutrition and give the swelling time to heal. At

> that time the surgical area was still very swollen and the area

that

> was easily dilated at the previous dilitation was again tight.

Right

> now we are waiting. Another dilitation in early August and perhaps

> at six months we will have to go in and redo the wrap.

>

> I can just hear some of you saying we should have gone to one the

THE

> surgeons. But our surgeon has experience with achalasia and an

> excellent reputation. He has been very knowledgeable about

treatment

> and options. Actually what I have found out is that 15% of the

> surgeries are not successful. Looks like we will be in that 15%.

>

> So there has been a huge toll. He lost his job...he had just

started

> it a few weeks before the surgery. I worry every day about losing

> our house because of all the medical bills. On just my salary I

> don't see how we will ever be able to keep up. All my vacation and

> sick time has been used due to his hospitalizations. Oh, and I did

> not even mention the two visits to the ER for kidney stones,

brought

> on by dehydration.

>

> So, I guess, while I understand your frustration at not healing as

> quickly as you had hoped, be thankful for what you do have going.

It

> could be worse. And I know that there are some folks out there who

> have had more troubles than we have, so I am thankful that at least

> now he is not dehydrated and on a manic quest for something to

drink

> that will quench his thirst.

>

> Sorry, this is long and sounds like poor pitiful me, but I am

feeling

> frustrated today, maybe more than usual.

> paula

>

[Guest guest]

A normal lapro myotomy is a day or two in the hospital and a few weeks

down time to rest up.It depends on your type of work as well.I do not

even know what the other procedure is,what is that?

Tonia

>

> I'm having a Lap heller myotomy and diverticulotomy. How much time

should I take off from

> work?

>

[Guest guest]

> >

> > I'm having a Lap heller myotomy and diverticulotomy. How much time

> should I take off from

> > work?

> >

>

Tonia,

It's a small sac that forms at the lower esophagus due to the pressure.

Apparently they fix it

at the time of the myotomy. Is there alot of discomfort during the first week

post-op?

[Guest guest]

Dear Rich,

This is amazing, truly unbelievable, to me. When I see how fast you go, how well

you are recovering, I honestly wonder how on earth that is possible... It's

great to hear and even see on the pictures though!!! You must be so strong!

As you know I was " off the earth " for most of my first week post -ectomy! You

can imagine how surprised I am to read how fast you are going already! The main

reason for me being kept " off the earth " is that I got severe nausea post

-ectomy, not the normal reaction to morphine or anything, they didn't have a

clue why I got that nausea. If I moved, talked or was touched I had to throw up,

which of course was very bad for the inside wounds. I am so relieved this hasn't

happened to you! Once they found a way to fight the nausea (finally some meds

worked) things went very quick and I was up and about a lot. After that I was

allowed to go home very soon. I got home after 10 days!

Don't overdo it, Rich, I know how brave you are feeling, but you've just had

major surgery. Keep up the good work and exercise, but don't overdo it.

Just a little bit longer and you may have your first sip to drink and first bite

to eat! I know you must be looking forward to that. It will be a moment you'll

never forget! And in a while, when you are able to do your own groceries again,

you'll be standing in the supermarket feeling like a little kid that is allowed

to chose from the sweets for the first time in his life, you can chose any

meat/fruit/vegetable and it will go down! Isn't that a wonderfull thing to be

able to look forward to?!

Love,

Isabella

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From: " rbailhe@... " <rbailhe@...>

achalasia

Sent: Thursday, March 26, 2009 9:36:16 PM

Subject: Recovery

Hi Everybody,

It's me. I'm alive! I'm using the hospital wifi and sitting in my bed typing on

my lap top.

Rose gave you some brief updates.

She told you about the size of my esophagus. I guess it was time. As you all

prepped me, it has not been a cakewalk. I have two chest tubes. One stomach

tube. On j-tube which is being used for drainage right now, a catheter and I may

be forgetting one. I am still on an epidural. The pain has been quite bearable.

This is post op Day 2. Tomorrow I have the tube in my nose which is draining the

stomach removed. They will start feeding me small amounts with the j-tube and I

can drink clear, non-carbonated liquids. I am really looking forward to that. It

is with some tripidation. I am just hoping things go down well.

Generally, I am thrilled to have the surgery behind me. Another big test with be

a barium esophagram to make sure there is no leackage where the stomach was

attached to the remaining esophagus. That will be on Tuesday.

I know I'm not of the woods yet but I am very pleased with the way things are

going so far. The doctors are very optimistic.

More later - nodding off.

Thanks for all your support. It has been invaluable.

Rich

[Guest guest]

Huraah Rich

Good to read your post and that everything is going a ok so far. Look forward to

reading your recovery posts. Don't rush it take it easy.. Good Luck in your

Barium Esophagram on Tuesday. I could only swallow 10mills then 20 mills and so

on every hour 5 days post op. and that was slowly. Take care.

(from the UK)

________________________________

From: " rbailhe@... " <rbailhe@...>

achalasia

Sent: Thursday, March 26, 2009 8:36:16 PM

Subject: Recovery

Hi Everybody,

It's me. I'm alive! I'm using the hospital wifi and sitting in my bed typing on

my lap top.

Rose gave you some brief updates.

She told you about the size of my esophagus. I guess it was time. As you all

prepped me, it has not been a cakewalk. I have two chest tubes. One stomach

tube. On j-tube which is being used for drainage right now, a catheter and I may

be forgetting one. I am still on an epidural. The pain has been quite bearable.

This is post op Day 2. Tomorrow I have the tube in my nose which is draining the

stomach removed. They will start feeding me small amounts with the j-tube and I

can drink clear, non-carbonated liquids. I am really looking forward to that. It

is with some tripidation. I am just hoping things go down well.

Generally, I am thrilled to have the surgery behind me. Another big test with be

a barium esophagram to make sure there is no leackage where the stomach was

attached to the remaining esophagus. That will be on Tuesday.

I know I'm not of the woods yet but I am very pleased with the way things are

going so far. The doctors are very optimistic.

More later - nodding off.

Thanks for all your support. It has been invaluable.

Rich

[Guest guest]

All great news Rich - good for you!

 

I have had a look at your photos on Rose's blog. It was lovely to see your

smiling face. I am convinced that your cheerful disposition and sense of

humour are contributing to your recovery. Keep up the good work and don't forget

to get LOTS of rest.

 

Best Wishes from Ann (UK)

From: rbailhe@... <rbailhe@...>

Subject: Recovery

achalasia

Date: Thursday, 26 March, 2009, 8:36 PM

Hi Everybody,

It's me. I'm alive! I'm using the hospital wifi and sitting in my bed typing on

my lap top.

Rose gave you some brief updates.

She told you about the size of my esophagus. I guess it was time. As you all

prepped me, it has not been a cakewalk. I have two chest tubes. One stomach

tube. On j-tube which is being used for drainage right now, a catheter and I may

be forgetting one. I am still on an epidural. The pain has been quite bearable.

This is post op Day 2. Tomorrow I have the tube in my nose which is draining the

stomach removed. They will start feeding me small amounts with the j-tube and I

can drink clear, non-carbonated liquids. I am really looking forward to that. It

is with some tripidation. I am just hoping things go down well.

Generally, I am thrilled to have the surgery behind me. Another big test with be

a barium esophagram to make sure there is no leackage where the stomach was

attached to the remaining esophagus. That will be on Tuesday.

I know I'm not of the woods yet but I am very pleased with the way things are

going so far. The doctors are very optimistic.

More later - nodding off.

Thanks for all your support. It has been invaluable.

Rich

[Guest guest]

Dear Lynn,

I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't sympathize with

your condition especially with your crippled hip. This disgusts me to no end. I

was hoping by now he would also be infested so he would at least feel some pity

for you. I am still pissed off at my x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but

then she threw me back to my infested house after she got sick of me. What a

woman. Now I'm back in hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so

please feel free to drive me crazy anytime.

Thanks,

Tony

>

> Okay

>

> Here I am again. My cripple hip put me down for a few days. Missed the forum

here. This is my venting place so I don't drive my poor husband crazy. Sense I

am a crazy lady that is not hard to do. lol.

>

> Still doing pretty good. Sometimes I feel right on the edge of being able to

get away with one set of clothes and 1 shower a day. Find it frusterating that

it just does not seem to tip over to that though. Because of being a negative

thinker. I wonder if I am going to stay stuck at almost healed point forever.

How long can one keep taking herbs internally before getting into trouble with

it???

>

> Tonight my husband finally seems to be more peaceful. When I have less bugs he

seems to start itching everywhare. At night he is keeping me awake while he is

itching feiriously while sound asleep. I don't dare suggest he has bugs or he

may be put out sense he does not believe in bugs on him and maybe not on me.

Wonder if the reason he is not all sick with this is maybe his body fights it

off and thats why the short bouts of peace. You would think while he does

nothing to fight bugs and he itches in waves like the bugs hit me in waves. you

would think the body would eventually weaken and he would be stuck int the same

boat. Ohh I pray constantly no one gets this from me. God probably gets tired of

my peading, begging and crying about it.

>

> Wormwood. I am very scared of wormwood. I am still trying hard to work up to

half a dose. I am now up to 4 drops per glass starting today. Just a couple days

ago 3 drops 4 times a day made me feel a little breathless and on the edge of

loosing motor skills. Now I feel off balance with 4 drops 4 times a day but have

not felt like I am loosing motor skills. So I have great hope this is my body

finally getting use to the stuff I believe will help me.

>

> I am so stinkin sensitive to products that the collidal minerals I take also

gave me trouble an I had to start at a 1/4 of a dose and within 3 days got it up

to a full dose. Gave me cotton mouth really bad and made me feel funny at first.

>

> Well glad to see the forum is alive and kicking again. Having you all here

keeps me from feeling alone. Thank you everyone.

>

> In Light Lynn

>

[Guest guest]

Tony and Lynn,

I sympathize with you as this "disease" affected my marriage for over a year before my wife left me. Lynn I hope for a stronger relationship between you and your husband. Tony, I hope that you feel value after the rejection you faced.

J

From: tonysvenson <no_reply >bird mites Sent: Tue, January 19, 2010 2:56:52 AMSubject: Re: Recovery

Dear Lynn,I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't sympathize with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This disgusts me to no end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so he would at least feel some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but then she threw me back to my infested house after she got sick of me. What a woman. Now I'm back in hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so please feel free to drive me crazy anytime. Thanks,Tony>> Okay> > Here I am again. My cripple hip put me down for a few days. Missed the forum here. This is my venting place so I don't drive my poor husband crazy. Sense

I am a crazy lady that is not hard to do. lol. > > Still doing pretty good. Sometimes I feel right on the edge of being able to get away with one set of clothes and 1 shower a day. Find it frusterating that it just does not seem to tip over to that though. Because of being a negative thinker. I wonder if I am going to stay stuck at almost healed point forever. How long can one keep taking herbs internally before getting into trouble with it??? > > Tonight my husband finally seems to be more peaceful. When I have less bugs he seems to start itching everywhare. At night he is keeping me awake while he is itching feiriously while sound asleep. I don't dare suggest he has bugs or he may be put out sense he does not believe in bugs on him and maybe not on me. Wonder if the reason he is not all sick with this is maybe his body fights it off and thats why the short bouts of peace. You would think while he does nothing to fight bugs

and he itches in waves like the bugs hit me in waves. you would think the body would eventually weaken and he would be stuck int the same boat. Ohh I pray constantly no one gets this from me. God probably gets tired of my peading, begging and crying about it. > > Wormwood. I am very scared of wormwood. I am still trying hard to work up to half a dose. I am now up to 4 drops per glass starting today. Just a couple days ago 3 drops 4 times a day made me feel a little breathless and on the edge of loosing motor skills. Now I feel off balance with 4 drops 4 times a day but have not felt like I am loosing motor skills. So I have great hope this is my body finally getting use to the stuff I believe will help me. > > I am so stinkin sensitive to products that the collidal minerals I take also gave me trouble an I had to start at a 1/4 of a dose and within 3 days got it up to a full dose. Gave me cotton mouth really bad and made me

feel funny at first. > > Well glad to see the forum is alive and kicking again. Having you all here keeps me from feeling alone. Thank you everyone. > > In Light Lynn>

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[Guest guest]

hi Tony,It never ceases to surprise me how little compassion sometimes our

partners bestow on us.Mine left before xmas but kinda just couldn't take the

abuse.Bugs and relationships are very difficult.I think people get burned out on

us.I've decided not to talk about my bugssss anymore to most people.As a nurse I

can get doubly pissed because I wouldn't let someone down that way.I think other

people on this forum have had this impact relationships severely.Anyway We go

through cycles and I believe We are good people and will have our needs

fulfilled.hugs,RoseR

--- no_reply wrote:

From: tonysvenson <no_reply >

bird mites

Subject: Re: Recovery

Date: Tue, 19 Jan 2010 07:56:52 -0000

Dear Lynn,

I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't sympathize with

your condition especially with your crippled hip. This disgusts me to no end. I

was hoping by now he would also be infested so he would at least feel some pity

for you. I am still pissed off at my x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but

then she threw me back to my infested house after she got sick of me. What a

woman. Now I'm back in hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so

please feel free to drive me crazy anytime.

Thanks,

Tony

>

> Okay

>

> Here I am again. My cripple hip put me down for a few days. Missed the forum

here. This is my venting place so I don't drive my poor husband crazy. Sense I

am a crazy lady that is not hard to do. lol.

>

> Still doing pretty good. Sometimes I feel right on the edge of being able to

get away with one set of clothes and 1 shower a day. Find it frusterating that

it just does not seem to tip over to that though. Because of being a negative

thinker. I wonder if I am going to stay stuck at almost healed point forever.

How long can one keep taking herbs internally before getting into trouble with

it???

>

> Tonight my husband finally seems to be more peaceful. When I have less bugs he

seems to start itching everywhare. At night he is keeping me awake while he is

itching feiriously while sound asleep. I don't dare suggest he has bugs or he

may be put out sense he does not believe in bugs on him and maybe not on me.

Wonder if the reason he is not all sick with this is maybe his body fights it

off and thats why the short bouts of peace. You would think while he does

nothing to fight bugs and he itches in waves like the bugs hit me in waves. you

would think the body would eventually weaken and he would be stuck int the same

boat. Ohh I pray constantly no one gets this from me. God probably gets tired of

my peading, begging and crying about it.

>

> Wormwood. I am very scared of wormwood. I am still trying hard to work up to

half a dose. I am now up to 4 drops per glass starting today. Just a couple days

ago 3 drops 4 times a day made me feel a little breathless and on the edge of

loosing motor skills. Now I feel off balance with 4 drops 4 times a day but have

not felt like I am loosing motor skills. So I have great hope this is my body

finally getting use to the stuff I believe will help me.

>

> I am so stinkin sensitive to products that the collidal minerals I take also

gave me trouble an I had to start at a 1/4 of a dose and within 3 days got it up

to a full dose. Gave me cotton mouth really bad and made me feel funny at first.

>

> Well glad to see the forum is alive and kicking again. Having you all here

keeps me from feeling alone. Thank you everyone.

>

> In Light Lynn

>

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[Guest guest]

Yes,Hubby is pretty good guy...Lynn I am so sorry about Your grandson,I think it

sounds horrible but I have been watching the Haiti Earthquake on tv..it kinda

makes these bugs look less horrible..My daughter has these darn mites but does

nothing about it....there are days it is very overwhelming thinking is She going

to get fibers and other symptoms...praying for all of us Hugs Rose

--- torpedolynn@... wrote:

From: " Lynn " <torpedolynn@...>

bird mites

Subject: Re: Recovery

Date: Tue, 19 Jan 2010 18:29:21 -0000

Hi Tony

Did you ever get that vigious stinging to subside?? I started leaving the New

Hope Soap 2 on my skin to dry and it has sulfar in it. Whare it dried on all

day. Also the parisite herbs I take durinng the 3 part of the 3 points plan has

helped kill so many bugs that I now have very little trouble with stinging. In

fact I am back to whare I do not even have to spot spray with my Lemon/Lime

concentrate I make up. When you win this battle do you think you will be able to

go back or is it a done deal because she will not stick by you while you are

ill. Some people are like that. Sorry she will not help you or stick by you.

On the husband. Afraid I made him look bad. I was just venting on points I wish

he knew differently about. He really does help me with this all the time. He

helps me spray down the bedding when he is around and if I am to crippled. He

does not seem to realize I am getting better. When I tell him an emprovement he

almost rolls his eyes like he does not really believe what I am saying. I guess

what makes him think this way is when a bug wave does come and even though it is

way smaller than before I ever started any point on the three point plan; I tend

to get bend out of shape and exhausted from having to fight and get a little

emotional about it. He does not remember only five months ago I wanted to die

and was crying every night becuase I was so scared and exhausted while being

crippled. Than the products helped me not get crippled so often and started

helping with cutting back on the bugs.

I can understand that he does that though because I even do this to myself while

living with it through it. When a bug wave comes I start to wonder if I am ever

going to get better and I have come a long way in a short amount of time. I

think he has health problems and they are on the back burner. Thats whare I was

at six years or more ago. I knew I had something wroung and kept putting it on

the back burner. Now he seems to be at that stage. I would not be surprized if

in 3 to 6 years he has an out break of this. He gets the tiny little red blood

spot under the skin. Almost looks like a blood blister without the blister. Like

some blood decided to take space in one little poor. He gets those some what.

Year ago I remember when I first started getting those. I thought it was old

age. Than the white little circles. I thought instead of brown liver spots I was

getting some liver spots in white. I also thought that was old age comming in. I

notice my hubby also is getting those white blotches. I have gotten rid of most

of my red tiny pore spots and white blotches. I used to be covered in them.

Exspecially my arms. Now I can actually count them there are so few.

I am really scared for my grandson. The five yr. old. I take off the same white

flakes out of his hair that I get out of my hair and undergarments. I have not

seen any black specks on him. I can sit by him and play and look over his hair

while playing and than pluck out a few white specks and than 10 to 30 min. Later

pluck more off that were not there before while having stayed in the same place.

Like sitting at the kitchen table to play a game. Than his stomach is bothering

him all the time. For years that was happening to me while the blood spots and

white blotches formed on my skin. I thought my stomach problems were hereiditary

which part of it is. I did not realize that when the bugs exploded my stomach

did not give me as much trouble. I feel his stomach is doing the same thing. I

would not be surprized if one day that little boy has a bug explosion and the

stomach problem goes away but the exhaution and stress will ruin his ability to

eat and he is thin. He can not afford for weight to drop off like it has me. So

I am really scared for him.

In Light Lynn

>

> Dear Lynn,

>

> I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't sympathize

with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This disgusts me to no

end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so he would at least feel

some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a

week but then she threw me back to my infested house after she got sick of me.

What a woman. Now I'm back in hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other

voices so please feel free to drive me crazy anytime.

>

> Thanks,

> Tony

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[Guest guest]

Hi Rose, J, Lynn, I'm so glad you guys can relate to my horrible situation.

Thanks for sharing.

I've been getting a little bit of relief from the stinging by spraying deluted

bleach on the stinging areas then smothering them with sulfur lotion. I want it

gone totally but that won't happen till I kill the ones in the house. I think I

have the same problem as Buggeredbymites because I have to leave the house to

get real relief. I don't know if she would ever take me back permanently she

actually thinks I'm nuts now. I have to admit I lost my temper many times and

called her the " b " word especially after drinking so I cna't blame her too much.

Then she can't understand how I itch and she doesn't so that makes me appear

even crazier. I am still pissed at her. I showed her all my reserch on this

bastard bug and she refused to believe it even though she saw how messed up I

was. Anyway I am now researching a different scope to identify them the one I

ordered off ebay is a piece of crap.

Thanks again,

Tony

> >

> > Dear Lynn,

> >

> > I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't sympathize

with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This disgusts me to no

end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so he would at least feel

some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a

week but then she threw me back to my infested house after she got sick of me.

What a woman. Now I'm back in hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other

voices so please feel free to drive me crazy anytime.

> >

> > Thanks,

> > Tony

>

>

>

>

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>

>

[Guest guest]

Can we EVER relate! I even rented an apartment at one time. Was going to

leave him, the dogs, everything but my car. Was going to rip the

contaminated clothes off at the door, hit the shower, and start (almost

completely fresh).

Two things happened. I threw up at the idea of not going home to my

hubby. And I realized the day I was going to move that I had movement in

my new socks and brand new shoes.

I went home. Much poorer.

The night he and I started making up words to songs to describe our

situation, and realizing how many songs are, one way or another, about

bugs, was the night we both turned around. I kept fighting the bugs, but

I decided that everything they hadn't taken from me, they weren't going

to get--and that included my sense of humor. So when they would bite me,

especially the icepick biters, I would say, " I'm going to beat you, you

little b____s, you just wait. " And I made myself not talk about it so my

husband and I could experience a little joy. If I have to slap or

scratch or spray or rub while we are talking, he has learned now to

ignore it, and I just do it but we continue with the conversation. So we

both get our needs met.

Sad you are going thru this miserable stuff, Tony, but glad that if you

are, that you are doing it with us instead of without us. There's lots

of great info and more experience than the Library of Congress could

hope to hold, but most of all, there's a little fussin,' but lotsa love.

katie

> > >

> > > Dear Lynn,

> > >

> > > I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't

sympathize with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This

disgusts me to no end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so

he would at least feel some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my

x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but then she threw me back to my

infested house after she got sick of me. What a woman. Now I'm back in

hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so please feel free

to drive me crazy anytime.

> > >

> > > Thanks,

> > > Tony

> >

> >

> >

> >

> > ------------------------------------

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

Suggestion is don't try to convince bout these bugs...bugsss are not attractive

and relationships require love,attraction and humor...it is truly a drag to have

someone tell You You are crazy..I have to pray for my ex so I am not swallowed

alive by my own resentments...when I think back I really did talk alot about

these things...being medical it also fascinates me so I will continue to share

with You guys to avoid as much as possible getting into conflicts with

family...Love You Guys,Rose R...this is of course what KJ just said except She

sings good...

--- kajay109@... wrote:

From: " katiejill109 " <kajay109@...>

bird mites

Subject: Re: Recovery

Date: Tue, 19 Jan 2010 22:58:57 -0000

Can we EVER relate! I even rented an apartment at one time. Was going to

leave him, the dogs, everything but my car. Was going to rip the

contaminated clothes off at the door, hit the shower, and start (almost

completely fresh).

Two things happened. I threw up at the idea of not going home to my

hubby. And I realized the day I was going to move that I had movement in

my new socks and brand new shoes.

I went home. Much poorer.

The night he and I started making up words to songs to describe our

situation, and realizing how many songs are, one way or another, about

bugs, was the night we both turned around. I kept fighting the bugs, but

I decided that everything they hadn't taken from me, they weren't going

to get--and that included my sense of humor. So when they would bite me,

especially the icepick biters, I would say, " I'm going to beat you, you

little b____s, you just wait. " And I made myself not talk about it so my

husband and I could experience a little joy. If I have to slap or

scratch or spray or rub while we are talking, he has learned now to

ignore it, and I just do it but we continue with the conversation. So we

both get our needs met.

Sad you are going thru this miserable stuff, Tony, but glad that if you

are, that you are doing it with us instead of without us. There's lots

of great info and more experience than the Library of Congress could

hope to hold, but most of all, there's a little fussin,' but lotsa love.

katie

> > >

> > > Dear Lynn,

> > >

> > > I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't

sympathize with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This

disgusts me to no end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so

he would at least feel some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my

x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but then she threw me back to my

infested house after she got sick of me. What a woman. Now I'm back in

hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so please feel free

to drive me crazy anytime.

> > >

> > > Thanks,

> > > Tony

> >

> >

> >

> >

> > ------------------------------------

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

So cute, thx, Rose :-)

From: Rose <rosebanks@...>bird mites Sent: Tue, January 19, 2010 6:23:35 PMSubject: Re: Re: Recovery

Suggestion is don't try to convince bout these bugs...bugsss are not attractive and relationships require love,attraction and humor...it is truly a drag to have someone tell You You are crazy..I have to pray for my ex so I am not swallowed alive by my own resentments. ..when I think back I really did talk alot about these things...being medical it also fascinates me so I will continue to share with You guys to avoid as much as possible getting into conflicts with family...Love You Guys,Rose R...this is of course what KJ just said except She sings good...--- kajay109 (DOT) com wrote:From: "katiejill109" <kajay109 (DOT) com>bird mitesSubject: Re: RecoveryDate: Tue, 19 Jan 2010 22:58:57 -0000Can we EVER relate! I even rented an apartment at one time. Was going toleave him, the dogs, everything but my car. Was going to rip thecontaminated clothes off at the door, hit the shower, and start (almostcompletely fresh).Two things happened. I threw up at the idea of not going home to myhubby. And I realized the day I was going to move that I had movement inmy new socks and brand new shoes.I went home. Much poorer.The night he and I started making up words to songs to describe oursituation, and realizing how many songs are, one way or another, aboutbugs, was the night we both turned around. I kept fighting the bugs, butI decided that everything they hadn't taken from me, they weren't goingto get--and that included my sense

of humor. So when they would bite me,especially the icepick biters, I would say, "I'm going to beat you, youlittle b____s, you just wait." And I made myself not talk about it so myhusband and I could experience a little joy. If I have to slap orscratch or spray or rub while we are talking, he has learned now toignore it, and I just do it but we continue with the conversation. So weboth get our needs met.Sad you are going thru this miserable stuff, Tony, but glad that if youare, that you are doing it with us instead of without us. There's lotsof great info and more experience than the Library of Congress couldhope to hold, but most of all, there's a little fussin,' but lotsa love.katie> > >> > > Dear Lynn,> > >> > > I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can'tsympathize with your condition especially with your crippled hip. Thisdisgusts me to no end. I was hoping by now he would also be

infested sohe would at least feel some pity for you. I am still pissed off at myx.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but then she threw me back to myinfested house after she got sick of me. What a woman. Now I'm back inhell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so please feel freeto drive me crazy anytime.> > >> > > Thanks,> > > Tony> >> >> >> >> > ------------ --------- --------- ------> >> >

[Guest guest]

Hi , I talk these bastards all the time. I tell them I 'm going kill them

and I use really foul language just to let them know I don't welcome them in my

house or on me. I like your idea of putting it to music. That's great. I can

also relate to the icepicks. I get those kind of bites on my feet when I'm home.

I don't know why they are so attracted to my feet. maybe because theyre closer

to the floor or something. It's so sick. Anyway I'm glad you still have your

husband. I am still trying to keep contact with my x through all of this even

though I hate how she just walked out on me when I was at my worst. I know she

still cares about me. After her reaction I'm probably not going to tell my

friends about my problem no one can understand this bug. They just think your

nuts. I will probably be single until I get rid of this thing.

Thanks,

Tony

> > > >

> > > > Dear Lynn,

> > > >

> > > > I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't

> sympathize with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This

> disgusts me to no end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so

> he would at least feel some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my

> x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but then she threw me back to my

> infested house after she got sick of me. What a woman. Now I'm back in

> hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so please feel free

> to drive me crazy anytime.

> > > >

> > > > Thanks,

> > > > Tony

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > ------------------------------------

> > >

> > >

[Guest guest]

Ah, and I've discovered that if I take reasonable precautions, I can have an

enjoyable social life. For example, if I am invited to someone's home I on

longer give reasons why I cannot attend that are none of their beeswax anyhow.

Instead, I ACCEPT the invitation then something 'comes up' and I thank my would

be host and promise next time. Also, I accept most invitations I get to public

places unless I know the chairs are upholstered or the seating too tight. If I

an surprised by either of these, I suddenly develop a migraine - which I don't

really get but they don't know that. At work I explain my frequent vacuuming as

due to allergies and a cleaning obsession, also not true. But these techniques

allow me to have a life. And he I am bitten while someone is showing of their

vacation photos, well, It's not like I don't know the pain will pass, so I

usually just smile like I'm not being stabbed with an icepick, and that is how I

have managed to wind up

with more, not less friends since I got the bugs. Oh, and wearing long sleeves

to hide the evidence, when present, lol.

On Wed Jan 20th, 2010 1:57 AM EST tonysvenson wrote:

>Hi , I talk these bastards all the time. I tell them I 'm going kill them

and I use really foul language just to let them know I don't welcome them in my

house or on me. I like your idea of putting it to music. That's great. I can

also relate to the icepicks. I get those kind of bites on my feet when I'm home.

I don't know why they are so attracted to my feet. maybe because theyre closer

to the floor or something. It's so sick. Anyway I'm glad you still have your

husband. I am still trying to keep contact with my x through all of this even

though I hate how she just walked out on me when I was at my worst. I know she

still cares about me. After her reaction I'm probably not going to tell my

friends about my problem no one can understand this bug. They just think your

nuts. I will probably be single until I get rid of this thing.

>

>Thanks,

>Tony

>

>

>> > > >

>> > > > Dear Lynn,

>> > > >

>> > > > I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't

>> sympathize with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This

>> disgusts me to no end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so

>> he would at least feel some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my

>> x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but then she threw me back to my

>> infested house after she got sick of me. What a woman. Now I'm back in

>> hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so please feel free

>> to drive me crazy anytime.

>> > > >

>> > > > Thanks,

>> > > > Tony

>> > >

>> > >

>> > >

>> > >

>> > > ------------------------------------

>> > >

>> > >

[Guest guest]

Well I go to AA and they do that hand holding thing so I usually put alcohol on

my hands(maybe they think I drink it)I sit on the hard seats and try to stay

away from women(cuz I think they get it more)Then I have had women say oh come

on honey You need a hug.Then I spill the beans.

--- kajay109@... wrote:

From: Kajay109 <kajay109@...>

bird mites

Subject: Re: Re: Recovery

Date: Tue, 19 Jan 2010 23:48:04 -0800 (PST)

Ah, and I've discovered that if I take reasonable precautions, I can have an

enjoyable social life. For example, if I am invited to someone's home I on

longer give reasons why I cannot attend that are none of their beeswax anyhow.

Instead, I ACCEPT the invitation then something 'comes up' and I thank my would

be host and promise next time. Also, I accept most invitations I get to public

places unless I know the chairs are upholstered or the seating too tight. If I

an surprised by either of these, I suddenly develop a migraine - which I don't

really get but they don't know that. At work I explain my frequent vacuuming as

due to allergies and a cleaning obsession, also not true. But these techniques

allow me to have a life. And he I am bitten while someone is showing of their

vacation photos, well, It's not like I don't know the pain will pass, so I

usually just smile like I'm not being stabbed with an icepick, and that is how I

have managed to wind up

with more, not less friends since I got the bugs. Oh, and wearing long sleeves

to hide the evidence, when present, lol.

On Wed Jan 20th, 2010 1:57 AM EST tonysvenson wrote:

>Hi , I talk these bastards all the time. I tell them I 'm going kill them

and I use really foul language just to let them know I don't welcome them in my

house or on me. I like your idea of putting it to music. That's great. I can

also relate to the icepicks. I get those kind of bites on my feet when I'm home.

I don't know why they are so attracted to my feet. maybe because theyre closer

to the floor or something. It's so sick. Anyway I'm glad you still have your

husband. I am still trying to keep contact with my x through all of this even

though I hate how she just walked out on me when I was at my worst. I know she

still cares about me. After her reaction I'm probably not going to tell my

friends about my problem no one can understand this bug. They just think your

nuts. I will probably be single until I get rid of this thing.

>

>Thanks,

>Tony

>

>

>> > > >

>> > > > Dear Lynn,

>> > > >

>> > > > I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't

>> sympathize with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This

>> disgusts me to no end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so

>> he would at least feel some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my

>> x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but then she threw me back to my

>> infested house after she got sick of me. What a woman. Now I'm back in

>> hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so please feel free

>> to drive me crazy anytime.

>> > > >

>> > > > Thanks,

>> > > > Tony

>> > >

>> > >

>> > >

>> > >

>> > > ------------------------------------

>> > >

>> > >

[Guest guest]

I think my wigs make that safer. I soak them in Orange Plus (also keeps them new looking) and wear a wig cap soaked in the same.

From: Rose <rosebanks@...>bird mites Sent: Wed, January 20, 2010 3:44:57 AMSubject: Re: Re: Recovery

Well I go to AA and they do that hand holding thing so I usually put alcohol on my hands(maybe they think I drink it)I sit on the hard seats and try to stay away from women(cuz I think they get it more)Then I have had women say oh come on honey You need a hug.Then I spill the beans.--- kajay109 (DOT) com wrote:From: Kajay109 <kajay109 (DOT) com>bird mitesSubject: Re: Re: RecoveryDate: Tue, 19 Jan 2010 23:48:04 -0800 (PST)Ah, and I've discovered that if I take reasonable precautions, I can have an enjoyable social life. For example, if

I am invited to someone's home I on longer give reasons why I cannot attend that are none of their beeswax anyhow. Instead, I ACCEPT the invitation then something 'comes up' and I thank my would be host and promise next time. Also, I accept most invitations I get to public places unless I know the chairs are upholstered or the seating too tight. If I an surprised by either of these, I suddenly develop a migraine - which I don't really get but they don't know that. At work I explain my frequent vacuuming as due to allergies and a cleaning obsession, also not true. But these techniques allow me to have a life. And he I am bitten while someone is showing of their vacation photos, well, It's not like I don't know the pain will pass, so I usually just smile like I'm not being stabbed with an icepick, and that is how I have managed to wind upwith more, not less friends since I got the bugs. Oh, and wearing long sleeves to hide the evidence, when present,

lol.On Wed Jan 20th, 2010 1:57 AM EST tonysvenson wrote:>Hi , I talk these bastards all the time. I tell them I 'm going kill them and I use really foul language just to let them know I don't welcome them in my house or on me. I like your idea of putting it to music. That's great. I can also relate to the icepicks. I get those kind of bites on my feet when I'm home. I don't know why they are so attracted to my feet. maybe because theyre closer to the floor or something. It's so sick. Anyway I'm glad you still have your husband. I am still trying to keep contact with my x through all of this even though I hate how she just walked out on me when I was at my worst. I know she still cares about me. After her reaction I'm probably not going to tell my friends about my problem no one can understand this bug. They just think your nuts. I will probably be single until I get rid of this thing.

>>Thanks,>Tony>>>> > > >>> > > > Dear Lynn,>> > > >>> > > > I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't>> sympathize with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This>> disgusts me to no end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so>> he would at least feel some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my>> x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but then she threw me back to my>> infested house after she got sick of me. What a woman. Now I'm back in>> hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so please feel free>> to drive me crazy anytime.>> > > >>> > > > Thanks,>> > > > Tony>> > >>> > >>> > >>> > >>> >

> ------------ --------- --------- ------>> > >>> > >

[Guest guest]

The main reason I think they make it safer (especially the longer ones) is that the critters are going to stay close to the chow

From: Rose <rosebanks@...>bird mites Sent: Wed, January 20, 2010 3:44:57 AMSubject: Re: Re: Recovery

Well I go to AA and they do that hand holding thing so I usually put alcohol on my hands(maybe they think I drink it)I sit on the hard seats and try to stay away from women(cuz I think they get it more)Then I have had women say oh come on honey You need a hug.Then I spill the beans.--- kajay109 (DOT) com wrote:From: Kajay109 <kajay109 (DOT) com>bird mitesSubject: Re: Re: RecoveryDate: Tue, 19 Jan 2010 23:48:04 -0800 (PST)Ah, and I've discovered that if I take reasonable precautions, I can have an enjoyable social life. For example, if

I am invited to someone's home I on longer give reasons why I cannot attend that are none of their beeswax anyhow. Instead, I ACCEPT the invitation then something 'comes up' and I thank my would be host and promise next time. Also, I accept most invitations I get to public places unless I know the chairs are upholstered or the seating too tight. If I an surprised by either of these, I suddenly develop a migraine - which I don't really get but they don't know that. At work I explain my frequent vacuuming as due to allergies and a cleaning obsession, also not true. But these techniques allow me to have a life. And he I am bitten while someone is showing of their vacation photos, well, It's not like I don't know the pain will pass, so I usually just smile like I'm not being stabbed with an icepick, and that is how I have managed to wind upwith more, not less friends since I got the bugs. Oh, and wearing long sleeves to hide the evidence, when present,

lol.On Wed Jan 20th, 2010 1:57 AM EST tonysvenson wrote:>Hi , I talk these bastards all the time. I tell them I 'm going kill them and I use really foul language just to let them know I don't welcome them in my house or on me. I like your idea of putting it to music. That's great. I can also relate to the icepicks. I get those kind of bites on my feet when I'm home. I don't know why they are so attracted to my feet. maybe because theyre closer to the floor or something. It's so sick. Anyway I'm glad you still have your husband. I am still trying to keep contact with my x through all of this even though I hate how she just walked out on me when I was at my worst. I know she still cares about me. After her reaction I'm probably not going to tell my friends about my problem no one can understand this bug. They just think your nuts. I will probably be single until I get rid of this thing.

>>Thanks,>Tony>>>> > > >>> > > > Dear Lynn,>> > > >>> > > > I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't>> sympathize with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This>> disgusts me to no end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so>> he would at least feel some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my>> x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but then she threw me back to my>> infested house after she got sick of me. What a woman. Now I'm back in>> hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so please feel free>> to drive me crazy anytime.>> > > >>> > > > Thanks,>> > > > Tony>> > >>> > >>> > >>> > >>> >

> ------------ --------- --------- ------>> > >>> > >

[Guest guest]

I also will likely be single until I get rid of this thing completely - maybe even longer. I am concerned that I may get a resurgence of this infestation after (and if) I completely get over it. Maybe we should start a dating site for mite/morgellan's survivors! Lol.

J

From: tonysvenson <no_reply >bird mites Sent: Wed, January 20, 2010 1:57:01 AMSubject: Re: Recovery

Hi , I talk these bastards all the time. I tell them I 'm going kill them and I use really foul language just to let them know I don't welcome them in my house or on me. I like your idea of putting it to music. That's great. I can also relate to the icepicks. I get those kind of bites on my feet when I'm home. I don't know why they are so attracted to my feet. maybe because theyre closer to the floor or something. It's so sick. Anyway I'm glad you still have your husband. I am still trying to keep contact with my x through all of this even though I hate how she just walked out on me when I was at my worst. I know she still cares about me. After her reaction I'm probably not going to tell my friends about my problem no one can understand this bug. They just think your nuts. I will probably be single until I get rid of this thing. Thanks,Tony> > > >> > > > Dear Lynn,> > > >> > > > I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't> sympathize with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This> disgusts me to no end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so> he would at least feel some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my> x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but then she threw me back to my> infested house after she got sick of me. What a woman. Now I'm back in> hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so

please feel free> to drive me crazy anytime.> > > >> > > > Thanks,> > > > Tony> > >> > >> > >> > >> > > ------------ --------- --------- ------> > >> > >

[Guest guest]

Do you remember these?

From: J S <requireshelp@...>bird mites Sent: Wed, January 20, 2010 8:02:59 PMSubject: Re: Re: Recovery

I also will likely be single until I get rid of this thing completely - maybe even longer. I am concerned that I may get a resurgence of this infestation after (and if) I completely get over it. Maybe we should start a dating site for mite/morgellan' s survivors! Lol.

J

From: tonysvenson <no_reply@group s.com>bird mitesSent: Wed, January 20, 2010 1:57:01 AMSubject: Re: Recovery

Hi , I talk these bastards all the time. I tell them I 'm going kill them and I use really foul language just to let them know I don't welcome them in my house or on me. I like your idea of putting it to music. That's great. I can also relate to the icepicks. I get those kind of bites on my feet when I'm home. I don't know why they are so attracted to my feet. maybe because theyre closer to the floor or something. It's so sick. Anyway I'm glad you still have your husband. I am still trying to keep contact with my x through all of this even though I hate how she just walked out on me when I was at my worst. I know she still cares about me. After her reaction I'm probably not going to tell my friends about my problem no one can understand this bug. They just think your nuts. I will probably be single until I get rid of this thing. Thanks,Tony> > > >> > > > Dear Lynn,> > > >> > > > I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't> sympathize with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This> disgusts me to no end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so> he would at least feel some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my> x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but then she threw me back to my> infested house after she got sick of me. What a woman. Now I'm back in> hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so

please feel free> to drive me crazy anytime.> > > >> > > > Thanks,> > > > Tony> > >> > >> > >> > >> > > ------------ --------- --------- ------> > >> > >

[Guest guest]

Those are very cute and funny.Can We send pictures to the dating site before

mites and morgellons.Or do You really have to have a current photo??

--- kajay109@... wrote:

From: Kajay109 <kajay109@...>

bird mites

Subject: Re: Re: Recovery

Date: Wed, 20 Jan 2010 18:35:52 -0800 (PST)

Do you remember these?

 

________________________________

From: J S <requireshelp@...>

bird mites

Sent: Wed, January 20, 2010 8:02:59 PM

Subject: Re: Re: Recovery

 

I also will likely be single until I get rid of this thing completely - maybe

even longer.  I am concerned that I may get a resurgence of this

infestation after (and if) I completely get over it.  Maybe we should start a

dating site for mite/morgellan' s survivors!  Lol.

J

________________________________

From: tonysvenson <no_reply@group s.com>

bird mites

Sent: Wed, January 20, 2010 1:57:01 AM

Subject: Re: Recovery

 

Hi , I talk these bastards all the time. I tell them I 'm going kill them

and I use really foul language just to let them know I don't welcome them in my

house or on me. I like your idea of putting it to music. That's great. I can

also relate to the icepicks. I get those kind of bites on my feet when I'm home.

I don't know why they are so attracted to my feet. maybe because theyre closer

to the floor or something. It's so sick. Anyway I'm glad you still have your

husband. I am still trying to keep contact with my x through all of this even

though I hate how she just walked out on me when I was at my worst. I know she

still cares about me. After her reaction I'm probably not going to tell my

friends about my problem no one can understand this bug. They just think your

nuts. I will probably be single until I get rid of this thing.

Thanks,

Tony

> > > >

> > > > Dear Lynn,

> > > >

> > > > I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't

> sympathize with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This

> disgusts me to no end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so

> he would at least feel some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my

> x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but then she threw me back to my

> infested house after she got sick of me. What a woman. Now I'm back in

> hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so please feel free

> to drive me crazy anytime.

> > > >

> > > > Thanks,

> > > > Tony

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > > ------------ --------- --------- ------

> > >

> > >

[Guest guest]

I do, but it was good to look at again. You are funny and a great cartoon artist The one on "bugmatch.com" is hilarious.

From: Kajay109 <kajay109@...>bird mites Sent: Wed, January 20, 2010 9:35:52 PMSubject: Re: Re: Recovery

Do you remember these?

From: J S <requireshelp>bird mitesSent: Wed, January 20, 2010 8:02:59 PMSubject: Re: Re: Recovery

I also will likely be single until I get rid of this thing completely - maybe even longer. I am concerned that I may get a resurgence of this infestation after (and if) I completely get over it. Maybe we should start a dating site for mite/morgellan' s survivors! Lol.

J

From: tonysvenson <no_reply@group s.com>bird mitesSent: Wed, January 20, 2010 1:57:01 AMSubject: Re: Recovery

Hi , I talk these bastards all the time. I tell them I 'm going kill them and I use really foul language just to let them know I don't welcome them in my house or on me. I like your idea of putting it to music. That's great. I can also relate to the icepicks. I get those kind of bites on my feet when I'm home. I don't know why they are so attracted to my feet. maybe because theyre closer to the floor or something. It's so sick. Anyway I'm glad you still have your husband. I am still trying to keep contact with my x through all of this even though I hate how she just walked out on me when I was at my worst. I know she still cares about me. After her reaction I'm probably not going to tell my friends about my problem no one can understand this bug. They just think your nuts. I will probably be single until I get rid of this thing. Thanks,Tony> > > >> > > > Dear Lynn,> > > >> > > > I wish your husband would appreciate you. It bothers me he can't> sympathize with your condition especially with your crippled hip. This> disgusts me to no end. I was hoping by now he would also be infested so> he would at least feel some pity for you. I am still pissed off at my> x.Yeah, she took pity on me for a week but then she threw me back to my> infested house after she got sick of me. What a woman. Now I'm back in> hell. I am so alone and I love hearing other voices so

please feel free> to drive me crazy anytime.> > > >> > > > Thanks,> > > > Tony> > >> > >> > >> > >> > > ------------ --------- --------- ------> > >> > >

[Guest guest]

Thank you, J

From: J S <requireshelp@...>bird mites Sent: Thu, January 21, 2010 7:07:56 PMSubject: Re: Re: Recovery

I do, but it was good to look at again. You are funny and a great cartoon artist The one on "bugmatch.com" is hilarious.

[Guest guest]

Someone complained about this several weeks ago and they ended up having a staph infection - I would call the doctor for sure tomorrow.

From: dave705727 <middx23@...>cholesteatoma Sent: Sun, January 24, 2010 6:28:02 PMSubject: Recovery

I ampast my first week of recovery and still getting quite a bit of pain. I noticed this morning my ear has gone red, itchy and started to scab up.It has also started to swell up a bit. Does anybody know what this could be? I might have to contact my gp in morningTa