Guest guest Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 Thank you for the advice. I realise it but it seems not easy to do it. I have lived my life in a different way. I have always believed that I can do everything I want and aim. I have always succeeded. Always....mmm before I catch Stills. Now I can not do many things. I cannot take care of my son as I did before - I need somebody to help me. My son is almost 4 and is full of energy, talks a lot, wants me to pay my attention all the time. I am thankful my mum helps me. Before I get Stills I had studied my second Masters Degree at one of the biggest university in Bulgaria, which I was forced to stop because I felt not good. I said: I will go on no matter if I am ill. I tried but the only thing I achieved was to realise that I have to change the way of living. First of all more rest. And I stopped studing. I am not used to take rest - I am a very energetic person. All this plus of course the side effects of Stills make me feel depressed and as if a tank has crossed over me. Now what I am trying to achieve is to give a new meaning of my life and to learn myself to live in a more reasonable way. It is hard to think positively after Stills ( I have and kidney problems also ), hard to learn to take a rest, hard to let small thing to make you happy. I really had big aims, ambitions and dreams. Had, unfortunately. All It is come to nothing now. But I will preserve myself and will do everything I can to feel ok. The first and the most important step is to change my mind. Your posting and advice help me much. Thank you. Smiles, Viki 2007/9/12, Zovtic : > > > > > Viki:. > If I may suggest giving yourself a YAY for the little things you do > is a tremendous help toward positive living. Let me explain. Little > things you might take for granted such as brushing your teeth or > getting dressed deserve a little " YAY " because it's something you've > accomplished. It gives you positive feedback to yourself and is > uplifting to know you've validated yourself. > > This is something I've taught my sister who fights depression on a > daily basis and has seemed to help. I realize it probably sounds > silly and will, in all likelihood, feel a little uncomfortable at > first but it's also been a great help to me. > > Take care and be well. > > Ellen > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 Thank you for the advice. I realise it but it seems not easy to do it. I have lived my life in a different way. I have always believed that I can do everything I want and aim. I have always succeeded. Always....mmm before I catch Stills. Now I can not do many things. I cannot take care of my son as I did before - I need somebody to help me. My son is almost 4 and is full of energy, talks a lot, wants me to pay my attention all the time. I am thankful my mum helps me. Before I get Stills I had studied my second Masters Degree at one of the biggest university in Bulgaria, which I was forced to stop because I felt not good. I said: I will go on no matter if I am ill. I tried but the only thing I achieved was to realise that I have to change the way of living. First of all more rest. And I stopped studing. I am not used to take rest - I am a very energetic person. All this plus of course the side effects of Stills make me feel depressed and as if a tank has crossed over me. Now what I am trying to achieve is to give a new meaning of my life and to learn myself to live in a more reasonable way. It is hard to think positively after Stills ( I have and kidney problems also ), hard to learn to take a rest, hard to let small thing to make you happy. I really had big aims, ambitions and dreams. Had, unfortunately. All It is come to nothing now. But I will preserve myself and will do everything I can to feel ok. The first and the most important step is to change my mind. Your posting and advice help me much. Thank you. Smiles, Viki 2007/9/12, Zovtic : > > > > > Viki:. > If I may suggest giving yourself a YAY for the little things you do > is a tremendous help toward positive living. Let me explain. Little > things you might take for granted such as brushing your teeth or > getting dressed deserve a little " YAY " because it's something you've > accomplished. It gives you positive feedback to yourself and is > uplifting to know you've validated yourself. > > This is something I've taught my sister who fights depression on a > daily basis and has seemed to help. I realize it probably sounds > silly and will, in all likelihood, feel a little uncomfortable at > first but it's also been a great help to me. > > Take care and be well. > > Ellen > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 Thank you for the advice. I realise it but it seems not easy to do it. I have lived my life in a different way. I have always believed that I can do everything I want and aim. I have always succeeded. Always....mmm before I catch Stills. Now I can not do many things. I cannot take care of my son as I did before - I need somebody to help me. My son is almost 4 and is full of energy, talks a lot, wants me to pay my attention all the time. I am thankful my mum helps me. Before I get Stills I had studied my second Masters Degree at one of the biggest university in Bulgaria, which I was forced to stop because I felt not good. I said: I will go on no matter if I am ill. I tried but the only thing I achieved was to realise that I have to change the way of living. First of all more rest. And I stopped studing. I am not used to take rest - I am a very energetic person. All this plus of course the side effects of Stills make me feel depressed and as if a tank has crossed over me. Now what I am trying to achieve is to give a new meaning of my life and to learn myself to live in a more reasonable way. It is hard to think positively after Stills ( I have and kidney problems also ), hard to learn to take a rest, hard to let small thing to make you happy. I really had big aims, ambitions and dreams. Had, unfortunately. All It is come to nothing now. But I will preserve myself and will do everything I can to feel ok. The first and the most important step is to change my mind. Your posting and advice help me much. Thank you. Smiles, Viki 2007/9/12, Zovtic : > > > > > Viki:. > If I may suggest giving yourself a YAY for the little things you do > is a tremendous help toward positive living. Let me explain. Little > things you might take for granted such as brushing your teeth or > getting dressed deserve a little " YAY " because it's something you've > accomplished. It gives you positive feedback to yourself and is > uplifting to know you've validated yourself. > > This is something I've taught my sister who fights depression on a > daily basis and has seemed to help. I realize it probably sounds > silly and will, in all likelihood, feel a little uncomfortable at > first but it's also been a great help to me. > > Take care and be well. > > Ellen > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 Hi Vicki I just wanted to reply to your post as I think the hardest part of this disease is accepting that you can only do much less that you would like to. When I was first diagnosed, I like you thought that it was only mind over matter and battled on not achieving what I aimed for and all I seemed to have was feeling tired and miserable. I then thought this is not how I want to live me life so made myself do only what I could and not feel guilty about. It is hard and must be more difficult for you with an energetic little boy to look after but I find my change in lifestyle has been worth it for me because now I know my limitations I can put some time aside to enjoy myself.. Whatever you do don't give up on your dreams even if they are not quite the ones you hoped for. Hug for you and your little boy Best wishes Joan U.K. _____ From: Stillsdisease [mailto:Stillsdisease ] On Behalf Of viktoriya georgieva Sent: 12 September 2007 14:29 To: Stillsdisease Subject: Re: Re: This is nice Thank you for the advice. I realise it but it seems not easy to do it. I have lived my life in a different way. I have always believed that I can do everything I want and aim. I have always succeeded. Always....mmm before I catch Stills. Now I can not do many things. I cannot take care of my son as I did before - I need somebody to help me. My son is almost 4 and is full of energy, talks a lot, wants me to pay my attention all the time. I am thankful my mum helps me. Before I get Stills I had studied my second Masters Degree at one of the biggest university in Bulgaria, which I was forced to stop because I felt not good. I said: I will go on no matter if I am ill. I tried but the only thing I achieved was to realise that I have to change the way of living. First of all more rest. And I stopped studing. I am not used to take rest - I am a very energetic person. All this plus of course the side effects of Stills make me feel depressed and as if a tank has crossed over me. Now what I am trying to achieve is to give a new meaning of my life and to learn myself to live in a more reasonable way. It is hard to think positively after Stills ( I have and kidney problems also ), hard to learn to take a rest, hard to let small thing to make you happy. I really had big aims, ambitions and dreams. Had, unfortunately. All It is come to nothing now. But I will preserve myself and will do everything I can to feel ok. The first and the most important step is to change my mind. Your posting and advice help me much. Thank you. Smiles, Viki 2007/9/12, Zovtic <zovtic@... <mailto:zovtic%40aol.com> >: > > > > > Viki:. > If I may suggest giving yourself a YAY for the little things you do > is a tremendous help toward positive living. Let me explain. Little > things you might take for granted such as brushing your teeth or > getting dressed deserve a little " YAY " because it's something you've > accomplished. It gives you positive feedback to yourself and is > uplifting to know you've validated yourself. > > This is something I've taught my sister who fights depression on a > daily basis and has seemed to help. I realize it probably sounds > silly and will, in all likelihood, feel a little uncomfortable at > first but it's also been a great help to me. > > Take care and be well. > > Ellen > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 Hi Vicki I just wanted to reply to your post as I think the hardest part of this disease is accepting that you can only do much less that you would like to. When I was first diagnosed, I like you thought that it was only mind over matter and battled on not achieving what I aimed for and all I seemed to have was feeling tired and miserable. I then thought this is not how I want to live me life so made myself do only what I could and not feel guilty about. It is hard and must be more difficult for you with an energetic little boy to look after but I find my change in lifestyle has been worth it for me because now I know my limitations I can put some time aside to enjoy myself.. Whatever you do don't give up on your dreams even if they are not quite the ones you hoped for. Hug for you and your little boy Best wishes Joan U.K. _____ From: Stillsdisease [mailto:Stillsdisease ] On Behalf Of viktoriya georgieva Sent: 12 September 2007 14:29 To: Stillsdisease Subject: Re: Re: This is nice Thank you for the advice. I realise it but it seems not easy to do it. I have lived my life in a different way. I have always believed that I can do everything I want and aim. I have always succeeded. Always....mmm before I catch Stills. Now I can not do many things. I cannot take care of my son as I did before - I need somebody to help me. My son is almost 4 and is full of energy, talks a lot, wants me to pay my attention all the time. I am thankful my mum helps me. Before I get Stills I had studied my second Masters Degree at one of the biggest university in Bulgaria, which I was forced to stop because I felt not good. I said: I will go on no matter if I am ill. I tried but the only thing I achieved was to realise that I have to change the way of living. First of all more rest. And I stopped studing. I am not used to take rest - I am a very energetic person. All this plus of course the side effects of Stills make me feel depressed and as if a tank has crossed over me. Now what I am trying to achieve is to give a new meaning of my life and to learn myself to live in a more reasonable way. It is hard to think positively after Stills ( I have and kidney problems also ), hard to learn to take a rest, hard to let small thing to make you happy. I really had big aims, ambitions and dreams. Had, unfortunately. All It is come to nothing now. But I will preserve myself and will do everything I can to feel ok. The first and the most important step is to change my mind. Your posting and advice help me much. Thank you. Smiles, Viki 2007/9/12, Zovtic <zovtic@... <mailto:zovtic%40aol.com> >: > > > > > Viki:. > If I may suggest giving yourself a YAY for the little things you do > is a tremendous help toward positive living. Let me explain. Little > things you might take for granted such as brushing your teeth or > getting dressed deserve a little " YAY " because it's something you've > accomplished. It gives you positive feedback to yourself and is > uplifting to know you've validated yourself. > > This is something I've taught my sister who fights depression on a > daily basis and has seemed to help. I realize it probably sounds > silly and will, in all likelihood, feel a little uncomfortable at > first but it's also been a great help to me. > > Take care and be well. > > Ellen > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 Hi Vicki I just wanted to reply to your post as I think the hardest part of this disease is accepting that you can only do much less that you would like to. When I was first diagnosed, I like you thought that it was only mind over matter and battled on not achieving what I aimed for and all I seemed to have was feeling tired and miserable. I then thought this is not how I want to live me life so made myself do only what I could and not feel guilty about. It is hard and must be more difficult for you with an energetic little boy to look after but I find my change in lifestyle has been worth it for me because now I know my limitations I can put some time aside to enjoy myself.. Whatever you do don't give up on your dreams even if they are not quite the ones you hoped for. Hug for you and your little boy Best wishes Joan U.K. _____ From: Stillsdisease [mailto:Stillsdisease ] On Behalf Of viktoriya georgieva Sent: 12 September 2007 14:29 To: Stillsdisease Subject: Re: Re: This is nice Thank you for the advice. I realise it but it seems not easy to do it. I have lived my life in a different way. I have always believed that I can do everything I want and aim. I have always succeeded. Always....mmm before I catch Stills. Now I can not do many things. I cannot take care of my son as I did before - I need somebody to help me. My son is almost 4 and is full of energy, talks a lot, wants me to pay my attention all the time. I am thankful my mum helps me. Before I get Stills I had studied my second Masters Degree at one of the biggest university in Bulgaria, which I was forced to stop because I felt not good. I said: I will go on no matter if I am ill. I tried but the only thing I achieved was to realise that I have to change the way of living. First of all more rest. And I stopped studing. I am not used to take rest - I am a very energetic person. All this plus of course the side effects of Stills make me feel depressed and as if a tank has crossed over me. Now what I am trying to achieve is to give a new meaning of my life and to learn myself to live in a more reasonable way. It is hard to think positively after Stills ( I have and kidney problems also ), hard to learn to take a rest, hard to let small thing to make you happy. I really had big aims, ambitions and dreams. Had, unfortunately. All It is come to nothing now. But I will preserve myself and will do everything I can to feel ok. The first and the most important step is to change my mind. Your posting and advice help me much. Thank you. Smiles, Viki 2007/9/12, Zovtic <zovtic@... <mailto:zovtic%40aol.com> >: > > > > > Viki:. > If I may suggest giving yourself a YAY for the little things you do > is a tremendous help toward positive living. Let me explain. Little > things you might take for granted such as brushing your teeth or > getting dressed deserve a little " YAY " because it's something you've > accomplished. It gives you positive feedback to yourself and is > uplifting to know you've validated yourself. > > This is something I've taught my sister who fights depression on a > daily basis and has seemed to help. I realize it probably sounds > silly and will, in all likelihood, feel a little uncomfortable at > first but it's also been a great help to me. > > Take care and be well. > > Ellen > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 Hi Viki, Good to see your messages. I was wondering how you were doing. I'm also a " do everything " person and now, even after two and a half years, I still try to do everything. Sometimes it works; sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes I'm willing to put up with the pain; sometimes I have to admit failure. And a lot of times I get angry and upset and depressed---three words I would NEVER have used to describe myself before Still's. I guess eventually we all find our own new paths... in Maine > > Thank you for the advice. I realise it but it seems not > easy to do it. I have lived my life in a different way. I have always > believed that I can do everything I want and aim. I have always > succeeded. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 Hi Viki, Good to see your messages. I was wondering how you were doing. I'm also a " do everything " person and now, even after two and a half years, I still try to do everything. Sometimes it works; sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes I'm willing to put up with the pain; sometimes I have to admit failure. And a lot of times I get angry and upset and depressed---three words I would NEVER have used to describe myself before Still's. I guess eventually we all find our own new paths... in Maine > > Thank you for the advice. I realise it but it seems not > easy to do it. I have lived my life in a different way. I have always > believed that I can do everything I want and aim. I have always > succeeded. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 12, 2007 Report Share Posted September 12, 2007 Hi Viki, Good to see your messages. I was wondering how you were doing. I'm also a " do everything " person and now, even after two and a half years, I still try to do everything. Sometimes it works; sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes I'm willing to put up with the pain; sometimes I have to admit failure. And a lot of times I get angry and upset and depressed---three words I would NEVER have used to describe myself before Still's. I guess eventually we all find our own new paths... in Maine > > Thank you for the advice. I realise it but it seems not > easy to do it. I have lived my life in a different way. I have always > believed that I can do everything I want and aim. I have always > succeeded. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2007 Report Share Posted September 13, 2007 Hi Joan You are absolutely right. I have drawn such conclusions but stillI wonder if I am right or mistaken. Sometimes I think may be I have become lazy or may be getting older ( I am almost 30) or I just do not know. But when I read your reply I understood that I was right . I am now at the stage of thinking that it is not my life, it is not true, it cannot happen to me. But almost 2 years passed and I still do not feel well as I did before. I go on getting in the hospital every 3 months, Mtx is added and so on and so on... Everything this means that it is Stills that make me feel bad and unfortunately it is not a mistake. Being a reasonable person I know I must go on and now I try to find the right way. I try to accept what you write to me. Yes, it is the hardest part but with the support of that group I will succed. I haven't felt such an undersanding! It is good to know that somebody knows how you feel. Smiles Viki 2007/9/12, Joan UK : > > Hi Vicki > > I just wanted to reply to your post as I think the hardest part of this > disease is accepting that you can only do much less that you would like > to. > When I was first diagnosed, I like you thought that it was only mind over > matter and battled on not achieving what I aimed for and all I seemed to > have was feeling tired and miserable. I then thought this is not how I > want > to live me life so made myself do only what I could and not feel guilty > about. It is hard and must be more difficult for you with an energetic > little boy to look after but I find my change in lifestyle has been worth > it > for me because now I know my limitations I can put some time aside to > enjoy > myself.. > > Whatever you do don't give up on your dreams even if they are not quite > the > ones you hoped for. > > Hug for you and your little boy > > Best wishes > > Joan U.K. > > _____ > > From: Stillsdisease <Stillsdisease%40yahoogroups.com>[mailto: > Stillsdisease <Stillsdisease%40yahoogroups.com>] > On Behalf Of viktoriya georgieva > Sent: 12 September 2007 14:29 > To: Stillsdisease <Stillsdisease%40yahoogroups.com> > Subject: Re: Re: This is nice > > Thank you for the advice. I realise it but it seems not > easy to do it. I have lived my life in a different way. I have always > believed that I can do everything I want and aim. I have always > succeeded. > > Always....mmm before I catch Stills. Now I can not do many things. I > cannot > take care of my son as I did before - I need somebody to help > me. My son is almost 4 and is full of energy, talks a lot, wants me to > pay my attention all the time. > I am thankful my mum helps me. Before I get Stills I had studied my second > Masters Degree at one of the biggest university in Bulgaria, which I was > forced to stop because I felt not good. I said: I will go on no matter if > I > am ill. I tried but the only thing I achieved was to realise that I have > to > change the way of living. First of all more rest. And I stopped studing. I > am not used to take rest - I am a > very energetic person. All this plus of course the side effects of > Stills make me feel depressed and as if a tank has crossed over me. > Now what I am trying to achieve is to give a new meaning of my life and to > learn myself to live in a more reasonable way. It is hard to think > positively after Stills ( I have and kidney problems also ), hard to learn > to take a rest, hard > to let small thing to make you happy. I really had big aims, ambitions > and dreams. Had, unfortunately. All > It is come to nothing now. > But I will preserve myself and will do everything I can to feel ok. The > first and the most important step is to change my mind. Your > posting and advice help me much. Thank you. > Smiles, > Viki > 2007/9/12, Zovtic <zovtic@... <zovtic%40aol.com> <mailto:zovtic%<zovtic%25> > 40aol.com> >: > > > > > > > > > Viki:. > > > > If I may suggest giving yourself a YAY for the little things you do > > is a tremendous help toward positive living. Let me explain. Little > > things you might take for granted such as brushing your teeth or > > getting dressed deserve a little " YAY " because it's something you've > > accomplished. It gives you positive feedback to yourself and is > > uplifting to know you've validated yourself. > > > > This is something I've taught my sister who fights depression on a > > daily basis and has seemed to help. I realize it probably sounds > > silly and will, in all likelihood, feel a little uncomfortable at > > first but it's also been a great help to me. > > > > Take care and be well. > > > > Ellen > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2007 Report Share Posted September 13, 2007 Hi Joan You are absolutely right. I have drawn such conclusions but stillI wonder if I am right or mistaken. Sometimes I think may be I have become lazy or may be getting older ( I am almost 30) or I just do not know. But when I read your reply I understood that I was right . I am now at the stage of thinking that it is not my life, it is not true, it cannot happen to me. But almost 2 years passed and I still do not feel well as I did before. I go on getting in the hospital every 3 months, Mtx is added and so on and so on... Everything this means that it is Stills that make me feel bad and unfortunately it is not a mistake. Being a reasonable person I know I must go on and now I try to find the right way. I try to accept what you write to me. Yes, it is the hardest part but with the support of that group I will succed. I haven't felt such an undersanding! It is good to know that somebody knows how you feel. Smiles Viki 2007/9/12, Joan UK : > > Hi Vicki > > I just wanted to reply to your post as I think the hardest part of this > disease is accepting that you can only do much less that you would like > to. > When I was first diagnosed, I like you thought that it was only mind over > matter and battled on not achieving what I aimed for and all I seemed to > have was feeling tired and miserable. I then thought this is not how I > want > to live me life so made myself do only what I could and not feel guilty > about. It is hard and must be more difficult for you with an energetic > little boy to look after but I find my change in lifestyle has been worth > it > for me because now I know my limitations I can put some time aside to > enjoy > myself.. > > Whatever you do don't give up on your dreams even if they are not quite > the > ones you hoped for. > > Hug for you and your little boy > > Best wishes > > Joan U.K. > > _____ > > From: Stillsdisease <Stillsdisease%40yahoogroups.com>[mailto: > Stillsdisease <Stillsdisease%40yahoogroups.com>] > On Behalf Of viktoriya georgieva > Sent: 12 September 2007 14:29 > To: Stillsdisease <Stillsdisease%40yahoogroups.com> > Subject: Re: Re: This is nice > > Thank you for the advice. I realise it but it seems not > easy to do it. I have lived my life in a different way. I have always > believed that I can do everything I want and aim. I have always > succeeded. > > Always....mmm before I catch Stills. Now I can not do many things. I > cannot > take care of my son as I did before - I need somebody to help > me. My son is almost 4 and is full of energy, talks a lot, wants me to > pay my attention all the time. > I am thankful my mum helps me. Before I get Stills I had studied my second > Masters Degree at one of the biggest university in Bulgaria, which I was > forced to stop because I felt not good. I said: I will go on no matter if > I > am ill. I tried but the only thing I achieved was to realise that I have > to > change the way of living. First of all more rest. And I stopped studing. I > am not used to take rest - I am a > very energetic person. All this plus of course the side effects of > Stills make me feel depressed and as if a tank has crossed over me. > Now what I am trying to achieve is to give a new meaning of my life and to > learn myself to live in a more reasonable way. It is hard to think > positively after Stills ( I have and kidney problems also ), hard to learn > to take a rest, hard > to let small thing to make you happy. I really had big aims, ambitions > and dreams. Had, unfortunately. All > It is come to nothing now. > But I will preserve myself and will do everything I can to feel ok. The > first and the most important step is to change my mind. Your > posting and advice help me much. Thank you. > Smiles, > Viki > 2007/9/12, Zovtic <zovtic@... <zovtic%40aol.com> <mailto:zovtic%<zovtic%25> > 40aol.com> >: > > > > > > > > > Viki:. > > > > If I may suggest giving yourself a YAY for the little things you do > > is a tremendous help toward positive living. Let me explain. Little > > things you might take for granted such as brushing your teeth or > > getting dressed deserve a little " YAY " because it's something you've > > accomplished. It gives you positive feedback to yourself and is > > uplifting to know you've validated yourself. > > > > This is something I've taught my sister who fights depression on a > > daily basis and has seemed to help. I realize it probably sounds > > silly and will, in all likelihood, feel a little uncomfortable at > > first but it's also been a great help to me. > > > > Take care and be well. > > > > Ellen > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2007 Report Share Posted September 13, 2007 Hi I am glad to see your reply. I feel just like you. When I get angry or upset or depressed my relatives tell me that I have become very nervous and should see a neurologist and take such pills, it is very difficult to live with me so I should control my emotions. Sometimes I ask myself :Am I crazy, sometimes I know I am not crazy. It is good to know that I am not alone and somebody feels like me and understand me. Thank you for support. Hugs, Viki 2007/9/13, : > > Hi Viki, > Good to see your messages. I was wondering how you were doing. I'm > also a " do everything " person and now, even after two and a half years, > I still try to do everything. Sometimes it works; sometimes it > doesn't. Sometimes I'm willing to put up with the pain; sometimes I > have to admit failure. And a lot of times I get angry and upset and > depressed---three words I would NEVER have used to describe myself > before Still's. I guess eventually we all find our own new paths... > in Maine > > > > > > Thank you for the advice. I realise it but it seems not > > easy to do it. I have lived my life in a different way. I have always > > believed that I can do everything I want and aim. I have always > > succeeded. > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 13, 2007 Report Share Posted September 13, 2007 Hi I am glad to see your reply. I feel just like you. When I get angry or upset or depressed my relatives tell me that I have become very nervous and should see a neurologist and take such pills, it is very difficult to live with me so I should control my emotions. Sometimes I ask myself :Am I crazy, sometimes I know I am not crazy. It is good to know that I am not alone and somebody feels like me and understand me. Thank you for support. Hugs, Viki 2007/9/13, : > > Hi Viki, > Good to see your messages. I was wondering how you were doing. I'm > also a " do everything " person and now, even after two and a half years, > I still try to do everything. Sometimes it works; sometimes it > doesn't. Sometimes I'm willing to put up with the pain; sometimes I > have to admit failure. And a lot of times I get angry and upset and > depressed---three words I would NEVER have used to describe myself > before Still's. I guess eventually we all find our own new paths... > in Maine > > > > > > Thank you for the advice. I realise it but it seems not > > easy to do it. I have lived my life in a different way. I have always > > believed that I can do everything I want and aim. I have always > > succeeded. > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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