I'm sorry

[Guest guest]

I dont know who is complaining but I personnlly found nothing wrong with

what you did. As mothers we do almost the impossible to secure our childrens

happiness and whatever expense mostly our own. If I had this problem I would

have addressed it in the same manner. Theres my two cents. Sorry if I have

overstepped my bounds but had to say what I felt.

Tina 1

>From: janalise <serene@...>

>Reply-egroups

>To My Friends <serene@...>

>Subject: i'm sorry

>Date: Tue, 18 Apr 2000 10:04:19 -0600

>

>i am sorry for using the list to network. As a mom, tho' I would do it

>again in an instant if i thought it would help one of my kids... I will be

>happy to unsubscribe if you wish.

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Dear Janalise,

Your posting was neither sexist, religious, or in any way offensive to anyone. No one wrote and complained to me or to the list moderator. If they had we would have sorted it out.

You have been ill and are doing something for your sons future. Where is the crime in that?

If people did not want your email they would delete it. Same as they would for any email they do not want.

I wish you well with your fundraising for your sons college. I am sure we all know how expensive medical problems are and understand your financial position.

There is no need to unsubscribe.

Bright Blessings,

Aisha.

[Guest guest]

Ahhh people.... just when you think you understand them, or that they are your friend they drop a hot and smelly on ya!

Janalise.... my advise... hit the delete key! This person is not worth stressing over!

"First of all your stories don't click. One day you are so sick that you cannot get out of bed, you think you are dying, you do not know how you are going to pay your bills etc. then the next day you are planning a vacation to wherever you want to go that month."

Any one who is really sick knows that we all have good and bad days! And as for your "vacation" well... you travelled a little to be with your husband - um.. hello.... I see no tours of Europe on the horizon for you unfortunately! And why should you not dream! You can PLAN a vacation... but doesn't mean you get the chance to do it.... ugh! People!

"One day your husband is being so mean to you that you don't understand why he acts like this, and the next day, he is the best thing since sliced bread."

LOL... this made me laugh! Your hubby is mega stressed, and so you vent when he is... it is healthy! We all do it! Then he gets his shit together and you have your good days. Good on you for sharing this! It is a reminder that we all have our moods and we all have our days - this is human - whether you are sick or not!

"One day your children are throwing things at you, calling you names, and neglecting you, and the next day, they are off to their wonderful adventures of medicine, the ministry etc."

This made me laugh too... HELLO... you have 8 kids! They range from age *very young* to their 20's. Which are he referring too? Also... one of your kids has ADHD And ODD so naturally there will be days when he is violent and days when he isnt - that is what his condition means! Sheesh!

"One day you are Janalise, the next you are Jana, Jan,J, Queen of clutter, etc. One day you are never writing again, then within minutes you send 12 messages. You are supposed to be on bedrest, but you get up every 5 minutes to write on the net."

LOL.... I like the fact that you change your name... hell its just something you do for fun... sheesh... people are so damn serious! And yeah... one day you dont wanna write and then you change your mind... I do that all the time too! We are entitled to change our minds... we are also internet addicts so of course you are going to check your email! You'd die of boredom otherwise! Gawd... imagine a life without email! YUCK!

"You have sucked some very special people into your little world, but when they are down, you can not even say that you wish them well; I said all that to say this. We do not believe you. Are you really sick? Are you really married? Are you really a mother? Are you really even JANALISE?"

This is just plain and outright mean. And who is "WE" ..... ??? If this person is too chicken to even show their face by using a friends email then tell them where to go babe! And if you are on this list and have a problem with any email that comes in, please contact me or the moderator - DO NOT write to the person who troubled you!

"These groups are for support, information, and bonding together with people you can relate to.They are not the Help Janalise Hotline."

Oh yes they are! They are the "Help Whoever Needs It At The Time Hotline" - that's why its called "SUPPORT" *UGH* Makes me want to slap someone!

"If you are truly sick, please get help and do what the Doctors think is in your best interest."

I guess that is why you see your doctors and follow their advice, spend time in hospital etc ... oy voy! Or are you just like me hon? Able to fake all your blood tests and symptoms... gee though... you are an over achiever... you faked that leg really well! Puts me to shame! AHHHHHH its all maddening these idiots!

"I am not trying to be mean."

Noooooooooooooooo obviously!

"My personal opinion is that you have multiple personalties, and you dont not know who you are."

Ahhh.... It is all in your mind... you must choose to be well.... love your disease it is keeping you healthy!

RUBBISH!

This is my personal favourite... somehow we end up back to the "You are mentally ill" bullshit! Perhaps you could send him/her that are you an alien test??

I think I will have to call my book Hate Your Disease its Trying To Kill You! Psychobabblers.... they should get their mouths sewen up... anyone here like sewing?

Ah Jana... ignore these crettons... they are not worth the stress. But it gets to ya doesn't it... all that negative energy being zapped your way. You think that maybe you have done something wrong. Well - no regrets! Live each and every day! Never apologise and never explain! And if people dont like it then they can shove their head where they dropped that hot and smelly from!

Hang in there babe!

Love Mother hen...Aisha.

[Guest guest]

Janalise,

I can't believe anyone would be so cruel. I believe you and I understand how things can seem so trivel to those that aren't in your situations.

I agree with Aihsa on this just delete this and forget it happened. Easier said than done that is for sure. For everyone that disagrees with you and tries to hurt you there are twice as many that care deeply for you. As for them saying you are multiple personalities. Well who isn't! Especailly when you deal with so many problems at once.

Hang in there and my offer still stands. If you need me I am here.

Love,

Mo ( Mother Hen II)

Re: i'm sorry

Ahhh people.... just when you think you understand them, or that they are your friend they drop a hot and smelly on ya!

Janalise.... my advise... hit the delete key! This person is not worth stressing over!

"First of all your stories don't click. One day you are so sick that you cannot get out of bed, you think you are dying, you do not know how you are going to pay your bills etc. then the next day you are planning a vacation to wherever you want to go that month."

Any one who is really sick knows that we all have good and bad days! And as for your "vacation" well... you travelled a little to be with your husband - um.. hello.... I see no tours of Europe on the horizon for you unfortunately! And why should you not dream! You can PLAN a vacation... but doesn't mean you get the chance to do it.... ugh! People!

"One day your husband is being so mean to you that you don't understand why he acts like this, and the next day, he is the best thing since sliced bread."

LOL... this made me laugh! Your hubby is mega stressed, and so you vent when he is... it is healthy! We all do it! Then he gets his shit together and you have your good days. Good on you for sharing this! It is a reminder that we all have our moods and we all have our days - this is human - whether you are sick or not!

"One day your children are throwing things at you, calling you names, and neglecting you, and the next day, they are off to their wonderful adventures of medicine, the ministry etc."

This made me laugh too... HELLO... you have 8 kids! They range from age *very young* to their 20's. Which are he referring too? Also... one of your kids has ADHD And ODD so naturally there will be days when he is violent and days when he isnt - that is what his condition means! Sheesh!

"One day you are Janalise, the next you are Jana, Jan,J, Queen of clutter, etc. One day you are never writing again, then within minutes you send 12 messages. You are supposed to be on bedrest, but you get up every 5 minutes to write on the net."

LOL.... I like the fact that you change your name... hell its just something you do for fun... sheesh... people are so damn serious! And yeah... one day you dont wanna write and then you change your mind... I do that all the time too! We are entitled to change our minds... we are also internet addicts so of course you are going to check your email! You'd die of boredom otherwise! Gawd... imagine a life without email! YUCK!

"You have sucked some very special people into your little world, but when they are down, you can not even say that you wish them well; I said all that to say this. We do not believe you. Are you really sick? Are you really married? Are you really a mother? Are you really even JANALISE?"

This is just plain and outright mean. And who is "WE" ..... ??? If this person is too chicken to even show their face by using a friends email then tell them where to go babe! And if you are on this list and have a problem with any email that comes in, please contact me or the moderator - DO NOT write to the person who troubled you!

"These groups are for support, information, and bonding together with people you can relate to.They are not the Help Janalise Hotline."

Oh yes they are! They are the "Help Whoever Needs It At The Time Hotline" - that's why its called "SUPPORT" *UGH* Makes me want to slap someone!

"If you are truly sick, please get help and do what the Doctors think is in your best interest."

I guess that is why you see your doctors and follow their advice, spend time in hospital etc ... oy voy! Or are you just like me hon? Able to fake all your blood tests and symptoms... gee though... you are an over achiever... you faked that leg really well! Puts me to shame! AHHHHHH its all maddening these idiots!

"I am not trying to be mean."

Noooooooooooooooo obviously!

"My personal opinion is that you have multiple personalties, and you dont not know who you are."

Ahhh.... It is all in your mind... you must choose to be well.... love your disease it is keeping you healthy!

RUBBISH!

This is my personal favourite... somehow we end up back to the "You are mentally ill" bullshit! Perhaps you could send him/her that are you an alien test??

I think I will have to call my book Hate Your Disease its Trying To Kill You! Psychobabblers.... they should get their mouths sewen up... anyone here like sewing?

Ah Jana... ignore these crettons... they are not worth the stress. But it gets to ya doesn't it... all that negative energy being zapped your way. You think that maybe you have done something wrong. Well - no regrets! Live each and every day! Never apologise and never explain! And if people dont like it then they can shove their head where they dropped that hot and smelly from!

Hang in there babe!

Love Mother hen...Aisha.

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I want you to read a letter I got - it is why I am thinking

seriously of turning off the computer and going away... here it is

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Janalise

I am writing to you for a couple of reasons. I am writing from a

friends

address, because I belong to several of the same groups that you do,

and

I do not want to leave them because of my opinions.

Your postings over the last several months have been quite

interesting.

At first I felt badly for you and your family.But as timr goes by, I

feel more badly for the many people who are sucked into your

manipulation.

First of all your stories don't click. One day you are so sick that

you

cannot get out of bed, you think you are dying, you do not know how

you

are going to pay your bills etc. then the next day you are planning

a

vacation to wherever you want to go that month.

One day your husband is being so mean to you that you don't

understand

why he acts like this, and the next day, he is the best thing since

sliced bread.

One day your children are throwing things at you, calling you names,

and

neglecting you, and the next day, they are off to their wonderful

adventures of medicine, the ministry etc.

One day you are Janalise, the next you are Jana, Jan,J, Queen of

clutter, etc.

One day you are never writing again, then within minutes you send 12

messages.

You are supposed to be on bedrest, but you get up every 5 minutes to

write on the net.

You have sucked some very special people into your little world, but

when they are down, you can not even say that you wish them well;

I said all that to say this.

We do not believe you. Are you really sick?

Are you really married? Are you really a mother? Are you really even

JANALISE?

These groups are for support, information, and bonding together with

people you can relate to.They are not the Help Janalise Hotline.

If you are truly sick, please get help and do what the Doctors think

is

in your best interest.

If all you say is true, think of the rest of the family and listen

to

the Drs. Help your husband and children help you.

If you are not what you say you are, get professional help.

My personal opinion is that you have mutiple personalites, and you

don

not know who you are.If this is the case, you can get help for that

also. But for God sakes STOP playing on the sympathy of good

people

that actually worry about the person they think you are.

I am not trying to be mean.But the dollar scam was a bit much, not

to

meantion illegal.

Janalise, get help, before it is too late.

At 10:55 AM 4/19/00 +1000, you wrote:

Dear

Janalise,

Your posting was neither sexist, religious, or in any way

offensive to anyone. No one wrote and complained to me or to the list

moderator. If they had we would have sorted it out.

You have been ill and are doing something for your sons

future. Where is the crime in that?

If people did not want your email they would delete it. Same

as they would for any email they do not want.

I wish you well with your fundraising for your sons college.

I am sure we all know how expensive medical problems are and understand

your financial position.

There is no need to unsubscribe.

Bright Blessings,

Aisha.

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[Guest guest]

I will write you tomorrow Mo... mom Hen #2 - I am really sad right now

and can't stop crying... I think that person just doesn't understand real

life, chronic illness, pain, and whatever - I don't know - but it

made me very sad. I would hate it if everyone thought I wasn't me... gads

I wish I wasn't me some times. I could write a book about all the stuff I

HAVEN'T TOLD PEOPLE! I yi yi...

night all

a sad jana/jan/mom/friendpatient/wife/Child of God

At 12:11 AM 4/20/00 -0500, you wrote:

Janalise,

I can't believe anyone would be so cruel.

I believe you and I understand how things can seem so trivel to those

that aren't in your situations.

I agree with Aihsa on this just delete

this and forget it happened. Easier said than done that is for sure. For

everyone that disagrees with you and tries to hurt you there are twice as

many that care deeply for you. As for them saying you are multiple

personalities. Well who isn't! Especailly when you deal with so many

problems at once.

Hang in there and my offer still stands.

If you need me I am here.

Love,

Mo ( Mother Hen II)

Re: i'm sorry

Ahhh people.... just when you think you understand them, or that they are your friend they drop a hot and smelly on ya!

Janalise.... my advise... hit the delete key! This person is not worth stressing over!

" First of all your stories don't click. One day you are so sick that you cannot get out of bed, you think you are dying, you do not know how you are going to pay your bills etc. then the next day you are planning a vacation to wherever you want to go that month. "

Any one who is really sick knows that we all have good and bad days! And as for your " vacation " well... you travelled a little to be with your husband - um.. hello.... I see no tours of Europe on the horizon for you unfortunately! And why should you not dream! You can PLAN a vacation... but doesn't mean you get the chance to do it.... ugh! People!

" One day your husband is being so mean to you that you don't understand why he acts like this, and the next day, he is the best thing since sliced bread. "

LOL... this made me laugh! Your hubby is mega stressed, and so you vent when he is... it is healthy! We all do it! Then he gets his shit together and you have your good days. Good on you for sharing this! It is a reminder that we all have our moods and we all have our days - this is human - whether you are sick or not!

" One day your children are throwing things at you, calling you names, and neglecting you, and the next day, they are off to their wonderful adventures of medicine, the ministry etc. "

This made me laugh too... HELLO... you have 8 kids! They range from age *very young* to their 20's. Which are he referring too? Also... one of your kids has ADHD And ODD so naturally there will be days when he is violent and days when he isnt - that is what his condition means! Sheesh!

" One day you are Janalise, the next you are Jana, Jan,J, Queen of clutter, etc. One day you are never writing again, then within minutes you send 12 messages. You are supposed to be on bedrest, but you get up every 5 minutes to write on the net. "

LOL.... I like the fact that you change your name... hell its just something you do for fun... sheesh... people are so damn serious! And yeah... one day you dont wanna write and then you change your mind... I do that all the time too! We are entitled to change our minds... we are also internet addicts so of course you are going to check your email! You'd die of boredom otherwise! Gawd... imagine a life without email! YUCK!

" You have sucked some very special people into your little world, but when they are down, you can not even say that you wish them well; I said all that to say this. We do not believe you. Are you really sick? Are you really married? Are you really a mother? Are you really even JANALISE? "

This is just plain and outright mean. And who is " WE " ..... ??? If this person is too chicken to even show their face by using a friends email then tell them where to go babe! And if you are on this list and have a problem with any email that comes in, please contact me or the moderator - DO NOT write to the person who troubled you!

" These groups are for support, information, and bonding together with people you can relate to.They are not the Help Janalise Hotline. "

Oh yes they are! They are the " Help Whoever Needs It At The Time Hotline " - that's why its called " SUPPORT " *UGH* Makes me want to slap someone!

" If you are truly sick, please get help and do what the Doctors think is in your best interest. "

I guess that is why you see your doctors and follow their advice, spend time in hospital etc ... oy voy! Or are you just like me hon? Able to fake all your blood tests and symptoms... gee though... you are an over achiever... you faked that leg really well! Puts me to shame! AHHHHHH its all maddening these idiots!

" I am not trying to be mean. "

Noooooooooooooooo obviously!

" My personal opinion is that you have multiple personalties, and you dont not know who you are. "

Ahhh.... It is all in your mind... you must choose to be well.... love your disease it is keeping you healthy!

RUBBISH!

This is my personal favourite... somehow we end up back to the " You are mentally ill " bullshit! Perhaps you could send him/her that are you an alien test??

I think I will have to call my book Hate Your Disease its Trying To Kill You! Psychobabblers.... they should get their mouths sewen up... anyone here like sewing?

Ah Jana... ignore these crettons... they are not worth the stress. But it gets to ya doesn't it... all that negative energy being zapped your way. You think that maybe you have done something wrong. Well - no regrets! Live each and every day! Never apologise and never explain! And if people dont like it then they can shove their head where they dropped that hot and smelly from!

Hang in there babe!

Love Mother hen...Aisha.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There will always be people who are better off and worse off then you. This makes no difference to how you are feeling. You are the only one who feels as you do, and you have every right to be negative or upset when you are ill, injured, disabled, or caring for someone who is. Being sick sucks. No one deserves being sick. It is not fair. - Aisha.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Your subscription details: /mygroups

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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* Daily Horoscopes

* FREE psychic/tarot readings via email

* Daily cartoons

* Members Profiles, locations and birthdays

* DAILY LIVE CHAT!!

* Medical Resources, and more.... http://www.elderwyn.com/members

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“There will always be people who are better off and worse off then you. This makes no difference to how you are feeling. You are the only one who feels as you do, and you have every right to be negative or upset when you are ill, injured, disabled, or caring for someone who is. Being sick sucks. No one deserves being sick. It is not fair.” - Aisha.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Your subscription details: /mygroups

[Guest guest]

hey guys I'm back... and first thing I see is janalise got

hurt. I wonder who the ahole was! Don't worry, i am often

told I am very inconsistent, too. My husband and I are

poor, without money for good food and medication, but my

kids and my parents are in miami this week... while we

have electricity only due to an illegal connection

(they're not that rare here).

That person who wrote you must have some pretty bad

frustrations, probably can't get it up, and maybe he/she's

a psychopath! BTW, I have lots of names, too!

Whoever wrote that message GET OFF OUR LIST!!!! We'd

rather have janalise even if she WERE all you say!!!!!!!!!

DON'T be a coward! Say who you are and unsub IMMEDIATELY,

WE DON'T WANT YOU!!!!!!!! WE HATE YOU; WE HOPE YOU DROP

DEAD tonite. Perhaps you're not even a person, but an

animal... uh, an ass???

hey, janalise, you got the first e-mail ever written by an

ass!!! hahahahahaha... an ass that knows how to send

email.... get off our list you cursed thing...

vanessa

[Guest guest]

thank you. This entire experience has showed me one thing - who my true

friend are, and who will tab you in the back as quickly a they can...

thank for being a friend.

janalise (who is still pulling daggers from beneath her heart =o)

At 03:43 PM 4/18/00 -0500, you wrote:

I dont know who is complaining but I

personnlly found nothing wrong with

what you did. As mothers we do almost the impossible to secure our

childrens

happiness and whatever expense mostly our own. If I had this problem I

would

have addressed it in the same manner. Theres my two cents. Sorry if I

have

overstepped my bounds but had to say what I felt.

Tina 1

>From: janalise <serene@...>

>Reply-egroups

>To My Friends <serene@...>

>Subject: i'm sorry

>Date: Tue, 18 Apr 2000 10:04:19 -0600

>

>i am sorry for using the list to network. As a mom, tho' I would do

it

>again in an instant if i thought it would help one of my kids... I

will be

>happy to unsubscribe if you wish.

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* FREE psychic/tarot readings via email

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“There will always be people who are better off and worse off then you. This makes no difference to how you are feeling. You are the only one who feels as you do, and you have every right to be negative or upset when you are ill, injured, disabled, or caring for someone who is. Being sick sucks. No one deserves being sick. It is not fair.” - Aisha.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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The Sievers Family

[Guest guest]

I am sure my son would be very interested - as am I =o) I can do little

more but sit here and type =o) I will tell him when he gets home after

school & work.

Although, I think he has decided, and wisely I think, to go to the

University of Iowa at least this year and transfer in a year if he gets

financial aid then- he didn't think it wise to go into debt $30,000 for

one year of school... phew

Of course I still feel guilty as all get out - but that's mom stuff for

ya =o)

Thanks for your sweet letter.

Janalise

At 12:24 PM 4/25/00 -0700, you wrote:

Janalise...I told my friend about your making

money idea for your

son......since we do network marketing..we know the power of

it....we

thought it was a great idea..even if you only got half a

response...(smile)...you're right churches and fundraisers could

make

alot too by keeping fundraising simple....and duplication. One of my

businesses has a great way for fundraising aspect that helps

churches

raise substanstial amounts of money...if your son likes working on

the

computer maybe he would be interested in how it works ...to use for

his

education fundraising....my friend made 7500. her first month.

I'm glad that you didnt unsubscribe that would be so

unnecessary...we

would miss you!!

Sheena

The Sievers Family wrote:

> thank you. This entire experience has showed me one thing -

who my

> true friend are, and who will tab you in the back as quickly a

they

> can... thank for being a friend.

> janalise (who is still pulling daggers from beneath her heart

=o)

> At 03:43 PM 4/18/00 -0500, you wrote:

>

>> I dont know who is complaining but I personnlly found nothing

wrong

>> with

>> what you did. As mothers we do almost the impossible to secure

our

>> childrens

>> happiness and whatever expense mostly our own. If I had this

problem

>> I would

>> have addressed it in the same manner. Theres my two cents. Sorry

if

>> I have

>> overstepped my bounds but had to say what I felt.

>> Tina 1

>>

>> >From: janalise <serene@...>

>> >Reply-egroups

>> >To My Friends <serene@...>

>> >Subject: i'm sorry

>> >Date: Tue, 18 Apr 2000 10:04:19 -0600

>> >

>> >i am sorry for using the list to network. As a mom, tho' I

would do

>> it

>> >again in an instant if i thought it would help one of my

kids... I

>> will be

>> >happy to unsubscribe if you wish.

>>

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Janalise...I told my friend about your making money idea for your

son......since we do network marketing..we know the power of it....we

thought it was a great idea..even if you only got half a

response...(smile)...you're right churches and fundraisers could make

alot too by keeping fundraising simple....and duplication. One of my

businesses has a great way for fundraising aspect that helps churches

raise substanstial amounts of money...if your son likes working on the

computer maybe he would be interested in how it works ...to use for his

education fundraising....my friend made 7500. her first month.

I'm glad that you didnt unsubscribe that would be so unnecessary...we

would miss you!!

Sheena

The Sievers Family wrote:

thank you. This entire experience has

showed me one thing - who my true friend are, and who will tab you in the

back as quickly a they can... thank for being a friend.

janalise (who is still pulling daggers from beneath her heart =o)

At 03:43 PM 4/18/00 -0500, you wrote:

I dont know who is complaining but I

personnlly found nothing wrong with

what you did. As mothers we do almost the impossible to secure our

childrens

happiness and whatever expense mostly our own. If I had this problem I

would

have addressed it in the same manner. Theres my two cents. Sorry if I

have

overstepped my bounds but had to say what I felt.

Tina 1

>From: janalise <serene@...>

>Reply-egroups

>To My Friends <serene@...>

>Subject: i'm sorry

>Date: Tue, 18 Apr 2000 10:04:19 -0600

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Janalise...I told my friend about your making money idea for your son......since

we do network marketing..we know the power of it....we thought it was a

great idea..even if you only got half a response...(smile)...you're right

churches and fundraisers could make alot too by keeping fundraising simple....and

duplication. One of my businesses has a great way for fundraising aspect

that helps churches raise substanstial amounts of money...if your son likes

working on the computer maybe he would be interested in how it works ...to

use for his education fundraising....my friend made 7500. her first month.

I'm glad that you didnt unsubscribe that would be so unnecessary...we

would miss you!!

Sheena

The Sievers Family wrote:

thank you. This entire experience has showed

me one thing - who my true friend are, and who will tab you in the back

as quickly a they can... thank for being a friend.

janalise (who is still pulling daggers from beneath her heart =o)

At 03:43 PM 4/18/00 -0500, you wrote:

I dont know who is complaining but I personnlly

found nothing wrong with

what you did. As mothers we do almost the impossible to secure our

childrens

happiness and whatever expense mostly our own. If I had this problem

I would

have addressed it in the same manner. Theres my two cents. Sorry if

I have

overstepped my bounds but had to say what I felt.

Tina 1

>From: janalise <serene@...>

>Reply-egroups

>To My Friends <serene@...>

>Subject: i'm sorry

>Date: Tue, 18 Apr 2000 10:04:19 -0600

>

>i am sorry for using the list to network. As a mom, tho' I would do

it

>again in an instant if i thought it would help one of my kids... I

will be

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[Guest guest]

I understand and appreciate the apology. I have done the same thing to

others just did not get caught, so I have to move on.

I want another child because I was an only and it got lonely. I am tired all

the time it seems like and test after test is not making a difference they

say everything is fine. I am desperate to find answers before I try to

conceive again. From what I understand I may face some new challenges

carrying to term now because of this. As far as homeopathy goes I had said

in previous posts that I was unsure because I did not know much about it and

I was not using it if it really worked. I am open to it, I tried on my

husbands earache and it did nothing. Come to find out later when the doctor

finally did call me back, homeopathy is not effective in treating swimmers

ear. So it would of made no difference.

My biggest fear is to see my son in pain, of any kind so having my homeopath

tell me if is an emergency take him to the emergency room well that

irritates me. Well I think pertussis might be or possibly the mumps, if my

son is in discomfort I want it to be gone, not if it seems to be a dire

situation take him to the emergency room, that concerned me. Just like most

moms our children get everything the best care the cutest clothes etc. I am

trying to ask and research my personal situation to the best of my

abilities. There is a part of me that doesn't want to know if anything is

wrong but knowing I want another I cant get preggy and not get every test

done known to man probably. I have put off getting an MRI of the brain

because I am scared of the contrast.

Thank you for the apology,

[Guest guest]

,

I have an 18-month old little girl and had a lot of trouble with fatigue

following my delivery (like everyone!) but was never able to shake it. About 6

weeks ago I started acupuncture to " rebalance " my system and I feel GREAT! It

is truly amazing how much better I feel. Just food for thought.

Good luck,

Tom and Muckerheide wrote:

> I understand and appreciate the apology. I have done the same thing to

> others just did not get caught, so I have to move on.

>

> I want another child because I was an only and it got lonely. I am tired all

> the time it seems like and test after test is not making a difference they

> say everything is fine. I am desperate to find answers before I try to

> conceive again. From what I understand I may face some new challenges

> carrying to term now because of this. As far as homeopathy goes I had said

> in previous posts that I was unsure because I did not know much about it and

> I was not using it if it really worked. I am open to it, I tried on my

> husbands earache and it did nothing. Come to find out later when the doctor

> finally did call me back, homeopathy is not effective in treating swimmers

> ear. So it would of made no difference.

>

> My biggest fear is to see my son in pain, of any kind so having my homeopath

> tell me if is an emergency take him to the emergency room well that

> irritates me. Well I think pertussis might be or possibly the mumps, if my

> son is in discomfort I want it to be gone, not if it seems to be a dire

> situation take him to the emergency room, that concerned me. Just like most

> moms our children get everything the best care the cutest clothes etc. I am

> trying to ask and research my personal situation to the best of my

> abilities. There is a part of me that doesn't want to know if anything is

> wrong but knowing I want another I cant get preggy and not get every test

> done known to man probably. I have put off getting an MRI of the brain

> because I am scared of the contrast.

>

> Thank you for the apology,

>

>

>

> ------------------------------------------------------------------------

> Failed tests, classes skipped, forgotten locker combinations.

> Remember the good 'ol days

> 1/7076/10/_/489317/_/964491741/

> ------------------------------------------------------------------------

[Guest guest]

I don't think he left because of your comments Ruth. I believe he has other committments. His email address is: gk-cfic@...

I'm sorry

Hey I'm sorry people if I offended anyone. I do apologize. I didn't understand what the article about Bill Gates, which was so very lengthy, had to do with vaccinations.

Since explained it, I understand. I hope he's still on the list.

I subsribe to the digest version because I can't handle so many individual emails everyday, so it's a bit difficult to just hit delete...I have to scroll past the lengthy articles that don't interest me. Then the articles are repeated several times because people hit reply when they post and carry the article again.

I don't mind off topic and in fact, have found more off topic postings than on topic. But it's the length of the posts that can be irritating.

Again, I'm sorry I hurt 's feelings,

Ruth

PS: if anyone has his email address, please forward my apology to . Thanks

[Guest guest]

Rosemary,

I don't ever see you complain. You share like everyone of us does. Today at

lunch a good friend of mine was down about her weightloss. It is 117lbs. in

8 months. I am ASTOUNDED by it...LOL. But we ALL feel like we want MORE

MORE MORE right? Normal I say.

I still look in the mirror and that fat girl says, " Yep ya is still UGLY " and

when people say otherwise, I think they are being kind. I KNOW I feel so

much better and am happy about that, but look wise? I'll never like that girl

in the mirror or the pics and I just have to accept that I enjoy life more,

and that's what I have. It's really enough.

I even have to tattle on me some here. Several times I have been at a dinner

where a hubby will come and the wife will later say, " Boy blank and blank, my

hubby said you are going to be so attractive after surgery or when you lose

that weight " Never has my name been one of them, and secretly, it would mean

SOO much to me. Dumb huh. Every time this happens, I'm glad for the others.

I just wish one of their hubbies said something, just one little time, about

ME! HAHA But I'll always look like me, skinny me, fat me, average me...just

me. And I have to resolve myself to it. And not tell my other list it

because they'll think I'm a petty fat head, and maybe I am.

Anyhow, you are fine! A great person to know and a great member of our group!

Keep shining on Rosemary! We love ya hon!

in Ark

3-08

322-249

[Guest guest]

Hi Rosemary,

Yea you DO sound a little depressed and don't feel bad if you need help.

Sometimes it is necessary. And you are NOT a loser, but a winner. Keep hanging

in there and let your body do its thing. HUGS

aW

MGB 5/28/00

214/115ish lbs

I'm sorry

Hi all,

I just wanted to say I'm sorry to the group! I was sitting here looking back

through my mgb folder (I keep everything about my mgb in that folder since

before day one) and I read through emails I had sent about my weight loss. I

need to publicly apologize for all my moaning and groaning about slow weight

loss. I am a slow loser but still a loser. I read the email I sent when I went

under 300 I was so excited. Funny how the more you lose the more you expect to

lose. When I weighed 347 I thought I would be happy if I just got under 300,

then when I weighed 295 I said if I could just weigh under 268 (my highschool

weight) Now I don't know what I really weigh, I go for a checkup the 26th so I

will post then, but I feel sure it is between 265 and 268. I should not feel

like a failure, even though I do, and should be content where I am but the

closer I get to being in the 100 the worse I want it???? Go figure that one out.

Truthfully if I weighed in at 199.5 I would keep my BIG mouth shut forever about

weight loss, I promise all of you that. (okay so my fingers are crossed! lol) I

have not been under 200 pounds since I was in the 6th grade. So if everybody

wants me to shut up start a prayer line that Rosemary Locklear will someday SOON

weigh under 200 pounds! )

Maybe I will ask my doctor about getting back on the depression meds. I was

trying to kick the habit, I figured with a big weight loss I wouldn't need them!

I figured I was only depressed with a chemical imbalance because I was fat. I

mean I'm still fat, but hey now I'm normal fat (how'd ya'll like that one???) I

do see people who weigh more than me now which I never saw before.

I also saw an old acquaintance just today(someone I was not very fond of) and

she walked up to me and said, " Damn girl you've lost a lot of weight, what is

your secret??? " I just smiled and said, I'm eating less. I had to wonder if

when she walked away ( she is obese but was always smaller than me) she started

thinking about trying another diet. **evil grin**

Anyway, sorry for being soooooooooo blue lately, I am now going to strive for

happy thoughts, and to weigh under 200 one day before I die!

(((hugs to all)))

Rosemary Locklear

[Guest guest]

Rosemary,

Don't ever apologize for saying what you feel on this list ---- or anywhere

else for that matter. We are all your friends and can I probably identify

with every thought and feeling you are having. Hang in there!

on

I'm sorry

> Hi all,

> I just wanted to say I'm sorry to the group! I was sitting here looking

back through my mgb folder (I keep everything about my mgb in that folder

since before day one) and I read through emails I had sent about my weight

loss. I need to publicly apologize for all my moaning and groaning about

slow weight loss. I am a slow loser but still a loser. I read the email I

sent when I went under 300 I was so excited. Funny how the more you lose

the more you expect to lose. When I weighed 347 I thought I would be happy

if I just got under 300, then when I weighed 295 I said if I could just

weigh under 268 (my highschool weight) Now I don't know what I really weigh,

I go for a checkup the 26th so I will post then, but I feel sure it is

between 265 and 268. I should not feel like a failure, even though I do, and

should be content where I am but the closer I get to being in the 100 the

worse I want it???? Go figure that one out. Truthfully if I weighed in at

199.5 I would keep my BIG mouth shut forever about weight loss, I promise

all of you that. (okay so my fingers are crossed! lol) I have not been

under 200 pounds since I was in the 6th grade. So if everybody wants me to

shut up start a prayer line that Rosemary Locklear will someday SOON weigh

under 200 pounds! )

>

> Maybe I will ask my doctor about getting back on the depression meds. I

was trying to kick the habit, I figured with a big weight loss I wouldn't

need them! I figured I was only depressed with a chemical imbalance because

I was fat. I mean I'm still fat, but hey now I'm normal fat (how'd ya'll

like that one???) I do see people who weigh more than me now which I never

saw before.

>

> I also saw an old acquaintance just today(someone I was not very fond of)

and she walked up to me and said, " Damn girl you've lost a lot of weight,

what is your secret??? " I just smiled and said, I'm eating less. I had to

wonder if when she walked away ( she is obese but was always smaller than

me) she started thinking about trying another diet. **evil grin**

>

> Anyway, sorry for being soooooooooo blue lately, I am now going to strive

for happy thoughts, and to weigh under 200 one day before I die!

>

> (((hugs to all)))

> Rosemary Locklear

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Geez Rosemary:

If you can't be yourself and speak what's on your mind with this bunch, who can

you be yourself with?

I stick around because I can whine to you guys and you'll listen and try to

cheer me up.

My family is happy now. My patches came and I can be nice again.

Flo

> ** Original Subject: RE: I'm sorry

> ** Original Sender: " on " <jwmson1@...>

> ** Original Date: Sat, 16 Jun 2001 16:14:43 -0400

> ** Original Message follows...

>

> Rosemary,

>

> Don't ever apologize for saying what you feel on this list ---- or anywhere

> else for that matter. We are all your friends and can I probably identify

> with every thought and feeling you are having. Hang in there!

>

> on

>

> I'm sorry

>

>

> > Hi all,

> > I just wanted to say I'm sorry to the group! I was sitting here looking

> back through my mgb folder (I keep everything about my mgb in that folder

> since before day one) and I read through emails I had sent about my weight

> loss. I need to publicly apologize for all my moaning and groaning about

> slow weight loss. I am a slow loser but still a loser. I read the email I

> sent when I went under 300 I was so excited. Funny how the more you lose

> the more you expect to lose. When I weighed 347 I thought I would be happy

> if I just got under 300, then when I weighed 295 I said if I could just

> weigh under 268 (my highschool weight) Now I don't know what I really weigh,

> I go for a checkup the 26th so I will post then, but I feel sure it is

> between 265 and 268. I should not feel like a failure, even though I do, and

> should be content where I am but the closer I get to being in the 100 the

> worse I want it???? Go figure that one out. Truthfully if I weighed in at

> 199.5 I would keep my BIG mouth shut forever about weight loss, I promise

> all of you that. (okay so my fingers are crossed! lol) I have not been

> under 200 pounds since I was in the 6th grade. So if everybody wants me to

> shut up start a prayer line that Rosemary Locklear will someday SOON weigh

> under 200 pounds! )

> >

> > Maybe I will ask my doctor about getting back on the depression meds. I

> was trying to kick the habit, I figured with a big weight loss I wouldn't

> need them! I figured I was only depressed with a chemical imbalance because

> I was fat. I mean I'm still fat, but hey now I'm normal fat (how'd ya'll

> like that one???) I do see people who weigh more than me now which I never

> saw before.

> >

> > I also saw an old acquaintance just today(someone I was not very fond of)

> and she walked up to me and said, " Damn girl you've lost a lot of weight,

> what is your secret??? " I just smiled and said, I'm eating less. I had to

> wonder if when she walked away ( she is obese but was always smaller than

> me) she started thinking about trying another diet. **evil grin**

> >

> > Anyway, sorry for being soooooooooo blue lately, I am now going to strive

> for happy thoughts, and to weigh under 200 one day before I die!

> >

> > (((hugs to all)))

> > Rosemary Locklear

> >

> >

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO u dont Gurl!!!!

you are entitled to feel anything and here is where u should feel free to

say how u feel!!!

Dont forget this!

Your neighbor in Nc

At 04:08 PM 6/16/2001 -0700, you wrote:

>Hi all,

>I just wanted to say I'm sorry to the group! I was sitting here looking

>back through my mgb folder (I keep everything about my mgb in that folder

>since before day one) and I read through emails I had sent about my weight

>loss. I need to publicly apologize for all my moaning and groaning about

>slow weight loss. I am a slow loser but still a loser. I read the email

>I sent when I went under 300 I was so excited. Funny how the more you

>lose the more you expect to lose. When I weighed 347 I thought I would be

>happy if I just got under 300, then when I weighed 295 I said if I could

>just weigh under 268 (my highschool weight) Now I don't know what I really

>weigh, I go for a checkup the 26th so I will post then, but I feel sure it

>is between 265 and 268. I should not feel like a failure, even though I

>do, and should be content where I am but the closer I get to being in the

>100 the worse I want it???? Go figure that one out. Truthfully if I

>weighed in at 199.5 I would keep my BIG mouth shut forever about weight

>loss, I promise all of you that. (okay so my fingers are crossed! lol) I

>have not been under 200 pounds since I was in the 6th grade. So if

>everybody wants me to shut up start a prayer line that Rosemary Locklear

>will someday SOON weigh under 200 pounds! )

>

>Maybe I will ask my doctor about getting back on the depression meds. I

>was trying to kick the habit, I figured with a big weight loss I wouldn't

>need them! I figured I was only depressed with a chemical imbalance

>because I was fat. I mean I'm still fat, but hey now I'm normal fat

>(how'd ya'll like that one???) I do see people who weigh more than me now

>which I never saw before.

>

>I also saw an old acquaintance just today(someone I was not very fond of)

>and she walked up to me and said, " Damn girl you've lost a lot of weight,

>what is your secret??? " I just smiled and said, I'm eating less. I had

>to wonder if when she walked away ( she is obese but was always smaller

>than me) she started thinking about trying another diet. **evil grin**

>

>Anyway, sorry for being soooooooooo blue lately, I am now going to strive

>for happy thoughts, and to weigh under 200 one day before I die!

>

>(((hugs to all)))

>Rosemary Locklear

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

<<<Anyway, sorry for being soooooooooo blue lately, I am now going to strive

for happy thoughts, and to weigh under 200 one day before I die!

(((hugs to all)))

Rosemary Locklear>>

Rosemary,

We are kinda your sounding board to get out all those feelings and stuff.

That's why they call it a support group. No need to apologize to me.

I started at 354 day of surgery and now weigh about 196-197 and yes I am

estatic. My weight loss stalled for six months and I am doing WW to finish

this process, this journey, to lose the last 30 lbs I want to lose.

You can do it, and we will listen to as you travel your journey.

Cheryl

[Guest guest]

<<. My patches came and I can be nice again.

Flo>>

Thank GOD, hated to think we might have to bail ya out of jail for murder.

Besides, wouldn't look good to all your old friends in criminal justice...

hehehe

Luvya,

Cheryl

[Guest guest]

In a message dated 1/6/2003 5:05:34 PM Central Standard Time, jvanderi@... writes:

Sometimes its hard for me to just

say what I want to say, which is, " What do you do when all the veggies

you like are on the " FREE'' list?

Hehehe Janet - I know exactly what you mean! I still eat them because I figure I am at least ahead of the game that way. I am also working on adding new veggies to my diet on a regular basis. One at a time. The latest one is broccoli(sp?)...and so far well they are going down, lets leave it at that. I also use V8 juice in a lot of my cooking (soups, etc.) and drink it too. That is another way I get them in. I recently made a large pot of veggie soup and am working on having a good size bowl every day.

Take Care,

311/245/170

[Guest guest]

Cyn - I heard how ill you have been and I am glad to see you are out and

about. And able to post. I think about you often and always pray that

your health improves. Thank you for your love, prayer, and respect for

every one of us. I hope you can relax and enjoy a pleasant evening. Take

care always.

hugs

Carlene

>

> OMG! This is getting too much! Why are we all hurting one an other???

I

> thought we were all getting along very well. We all blended and come

to the

> group with all different ideas on many things. I am very sad to see

Sue go,

> and I am sad to see this nit picking too. I love each and everyone in

this

> group. It has helped me in so many ways. I pray that we all can get

along

> and love and respect each other.

> Since I was gone from the group because of illness, and computer

problems.

> I have no idea what has been going on????

> I will keep you all with me in my prayers to the Creator!

>

> Love & Hugs

>

> Cyn Boyd

> Blue Lark Sakima

> Cedar Rapids, Iowa

> -- Re: I'm sorry

>

>

>

> What is all of this about? I don't understand.We are grown women and

suffer

> from a very painful disease. One would think since we are all over the

age

> of 18 we could act as adults. These letter that read nobody wants me

nobody

> likes me are childish. Not everyone is going to like and agree with

everyone

> Let's stick with one person.If you don't like them pray for them and

if

> you do pray for them anyways.This is all crazy and childish .I for one

have

> the nothing against any of you.

>

> Penny

>

> In a message dated 1/27/2010 7:23:14 A.M. Mountain Standard Time,

> pamhorne@... writes:

>

> Hello All,

> Soon Carlene will be back in the fold and I will turn ownership over

to her.

> I was saddened to learn that I am not wanted here, so I will quietly

back

> out.

> Pam

>

[Guest guest]

Group,I suffer from panic attacks and am always blaming myself for this and that. I only hope I didn't cause to fall behind by emailing this

group.I forgot to add his name before. I am compulsive about such things like helping my kids. I am sorry and having a panic attack now. Oh boy. JAPAN, the possibility of another flu shot being forced on us...vaccinations. is the caretaker of their new and only child. He has a degree in cellular biology. His wife is pro vaccine and he is not. Please accept my apologies for being off topic. I just want to help my son, , as a new parent because new parents always need more money. He is in a difficult place with his wife concerning vaccines. He has talked with many doctors both holistic and allopathic concerning the safety of vaccines. They tell him there is no mercury in vaccines. Sometimes I think I should crawl into a hole and disappear because it must be difficult to have me as a mom always panicking about health issues. Again, I am sorry. Thank you for your understanding.Vikihttp://www.hot975phoenix.com/bracket22.aspx

[Guest guest]

Group,I suffer from panic attacks and am always blaming myself for this and that. I only hope I didn't cause to fall behind by emailing this

group.I forgot to add his name before. I am compulsive about such things like helping my kids. I am sorry and having a panic attack now. Oh boy. JAPAN, the possibility of another flu shot being forced on us...vaccinations. is the caretaker of their new and only child. He has a degree in cellular biology. His wife is pro vaccine and he is not. Please accept my apologies for being off topic. I just want to help my son, , as a new parent because new parents always need more money. He is in a difficult place with his wife concerning vaccines. He has talked with many doctors both holistic and allopathic concerning the safety of vaccines. They tell him there is no mercury in vaccines. Sometimes I think I should crawl into a hole and disappear because it must be difficult to have me as a mom always panicking about health issues. Again, I am sorry. Thank you for your understanding.Vikihttp://www.hot975phoenix.com/bracket22.aspx

[Guest guest]

Group,I suffer from panic attacks and am always blaming myself for this and that. I only hope I didn't cause to fall behind by emailing this

group.I forgot to add his name before. I am compulsive about such things like helping my kids. I am sorry and having a panic attack now. Oh boy. JAPAN, the possibility of another flu shot being forced on us...vaccinations. is the caretaker of their new and only child. He has a degree in cellular biology. His wife is pro vaccine and he is not. Please accept my apologies for being off topic. I just want to help my son, , as a new parent because new parents always need more money. He is in a difficult place with his wife concerning vaccines. He has talked with many doctors both holistic and allopathic concerning the safety of vaccines. They tell him there is no mercury in vaccines. Sometimes I think I should crawl into a hole and disappear because it must be difficult to have me as a mom always panicking about health issues. Again, I am sorry. Thank you for your understanding.Vikihttp://www.hot975phoenix.com/bracket22.aspx