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Darn... I feel bad for you.. Really...

Can you go to an ER. for help??

It is an unfortunate fact of life that Social Security will deny you if

able.. Without a doctor who is willing to say you are disabled you are in a

bad place..

Maybe the thing you have to do is go from ER to ER until you find a

sympathetic doctor, who is willing to help...

One thing that will be really hard but you have to do is present a mild

mannered approach that gathers sympathy...

Gosh, I hope you get help..

: (

T

In a message dated 2/23/2010 11:49:26 A.M. Mountain Standard Time,

verbascum23@... writes:

I want to apologize for the angry version of myself that posted a few days

ago. It's not how I like to present myself to the world.

It feels sometimes that I am going through the grieving process whenever I

have a severe migraine:

a. It's not really getting severe, right? If I close my eyes and shut it

out of my mind I won't get worse....

b. OH NO! I'm angry that I'm in so much pain and I have no way to reduce

it!

c. Please just let me be, migraine! I would give anything to be rid of

this life-constricting pain!

d. I can't continue any further like this, please kill me now.

e. Well, I don't really ever accept this. The severe migraines never last

more than a month at a time, and I guess that's not long enough for me to

accept my lot in life.

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Darn... I feel bad for you.. Really...

Can you go to an ER. for help??

It is an unfortunate fact of life that Social Security will deny you if

able.. Without a doctor who is willing to say you are disabled you are in a

bad place..

Maybe the thing you have to do is go from ER to ER until you find a

sympathetic doctor, who is willing to help...

One thing that will be really hard but you have to do is present a mild

mannered approach that gathers sympathy...

Gosh, I hope you get help..

: (

T

In a message dated 2/23/2010 11:49:26 A.M. Mountain Standard Time,

verbascum23@... writes:

I want to apologize for the angry version of myself that posted a few days

ago. It's not how I like to present myself to the world.

It feels sometimes that I am going through the grieving process whenever I

have a severe migraine:

a. It's not really getting severe, right? If I close my eyes and shut it

out of my mind I won't get worse....

b. OH NO! I'm angry that I'm in so much pain and I have no way to reduce

it!

c. Please just let me be, migraine! I would give anything to be rid of

this life-constricting pain!

d. I can't continue any further like this, please kill me now.

e. Well, I don't really ever accept this. The severe migraines never last

more than a month at a time, and I guess that's not long enough for me to

accept my lot in life.

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Have you had a fusion? If you havent had a fusion, maybe please try a

chiropracter.They get rid of headaches. We had this lady come into where i go,

and she had such a good attitude she had been Put in those concentration camps

in germany. Anyway she had a migrane going on for 6 months. She saw my chiro and

came out screaming MY headache is GONE! Its gone!!! she said. Migraines are the

WORST Of the worst! You didnt have to appologise, we all understand about pains,

and how awful it is! I hope you feel better! I really do. Migraines hurt bad

cindy

>

> I want to apologize for the angry version of myself that posted a few days

ago. It's not how I like to present myself to the world.

>

> It feels sometimes that I am going through the grieving process whenever I

have a severe migraine:

>

> a. It's not really getting severe, right? If I close my eyes and shut it out

of my mind I won't get worse....

>

> b. OH NO! I'm angry that I'm in so much pain and I have no way to reduce it!

>

> c. Please just let me be, migraine! I would give anything to be rid of this

life-constricting pain!

>

> d. I can't continue any further like this, please kill me now.

>

> e. Well, I don't really ever accept this. The severe migraines never last

more than a month at a time, and I guess that's not long enough for me to accept

my lot in life.

>

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Have you had a fusion? If you havent had a fusion, maybe please try a

chiropracter.They get rid of headaches. We had this lady come into where i go,

and she had such a good attitude she had been Put in those concentration camps

in germany. Anyway she had a migrane going on for 6 months. She saw my chiro and

came out screaming MY headache is GONE! Its gone!!! she said. Migraines are the

WORST Of the worst! You didnt have to appologise, we all understand about pains,

and how awful it is! I hope you feel better! I really do. Migraines hurt bad

cindy

>

> I want to apologize for the angry version of myself that posted a few days

ago. It's not how I like to present myself to the world.

>

> It feels sometimes that I am going through the grieving process whenever I

have a severe migraine:

>

> a. It's not really getting severe, right? If I close my eyes and shut it out

of my mind I won't get worse....

>

> b. OH NO! I'm angry that I'm in so much pain and I have no way to reduce it!

>

> c. Please just let me be, migraine! I would give anything to be rid of this

life-constricting pain!

>

> d. I can't continue any further like this, please kill me now.

>

> e. Well, I don't really ever accept this. The severe migraines never last

more than a month at a time, and I guess that's not long enough for me to accept

my lot in life.

>

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Have you had a fusion? If you havent had a fusion, maybe please try a

chiropracter.They get rid of headaches. We had this lady come into where i go,

and she had such a good attitude she had been Put in those concentration camps

in germany. Anyway she had a migrane going on for 6 months. She saw my chiro and

came out screaming MY headache is GONE! Its gone!!! she said. Migraines are the

WORST Of the worst! You didnt have to appologise, we all understand about pains,

and how awful it is! I hope you feel better! I really do. Migraines hurt bad

cindy

>

> I want to apologize for the angry version of myself that posted a few days

ago. It's not how I like to present myself to the world.

>

> It feels sometimes that I am going through the grieving process whenever I

have a severe migraine:

>

> a. It's not really getting severe, right? If I close my eyes and shut it out

of my mind I won't get worse....

>

> b. OH NO! I'm angry that I'm in so much pain and I have no way to reduce it!

>

> c. Please just let me be, migraine! I would give anything to be rid of this

life-constricting pain!

>

> d. I can't continue any further like this, please kill me now.

>

> e. Well, I don't really ever accept this. The severe migraines never last

more than a month at a time, and I guess that's not long enough for me to accept

my lot in life.

>

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Have you had a fusion? If you havent had a fusion, maybe please try a

chiropracter.They get rid of headaches. We had this lady come into where i go,

and she had such a good attitude she had been Put in those concentration camps

in germany. Anyway she had a migrane going on for 6 months. She saw my chiro and

came out screaming MY headache is GONE! Its gone!!! she said. Migraines are the

WORST Of the worst! You didnt have to appologise, we all understand about pains,

and how awful it is! I hope you feel better! I really do. Migraines hurt bad

cindy

>

> I want to apologize for the angry version of myself that posted a few days

ago. It's not how I like to present myself to the world.

>

> It feels sometimes that I am going through the grieving process whenever I

have a severe migraine:

>

> a. It's not really getting severe, right? If I close my eyes and shut it out

of my mind I won't get worse....

>

> b. OH NO! I'm angry that I'm in so much pain and I have no way to reduce it!

>

> c. Please just let me be, migraine! I would give anything to be rid of this

life-constricting pain!

>

> d. I can't continue any further like this, please kill me now.

>

> e. Well, I don't really ever accept this. The severe migraines never last

more than a month at a time, and I guess that's not long enough for me to accept

my lot in life.

>

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At 06:35 PM 2/23/2010, you wrote:

>

>

>Darn... I feel bad for you.. Really...

>Can you go to an ER. for help??

>It is an unfortunate fact of life that Social Security will deny you if

>able.. Without a doctor who is willing to say you are disabled you are in a

>bad place..

I too am sorry for your lot in life and I understand. I'm on this

list because of chronic neck and back pain. But my wife has suffered

from daily headaches and migraines since her teens. She is now 44.

Very recently we went to Jefferson Hospital in Philadelphia to

their headache clinic. We had hoped for some relief there, but so far

all they did was manage to put her into a migraine cycle. We've been

to many ER's where she usually get's a Morphine and other med

cocktail to break the level 9-10 pain down to a 6. We've been to ER's

in several states. Mostly we are treated well, but sometimes she is

treated like a drug seeker and they won't give her what is needed to

break the pain. You also usually sit there for 3-9 hours. We have now

found a sympathetic family doctor who provides the morphine

injections for about $250 vs $2000 in the ER! He also sees her in a

few hours. So please keep looking. We are going to Hopkins

Headache Clinic in Baltimore in April. They are supposed to be one of

the best. We will see. Good luck, hang in there. You are among

friends who understand pain. Dave

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At 06:35 PM 2/23/2010, you wrote:

>

>

>Darn... I feel bad for you.. Really...

>Can you go to an ER. for help??

>It is an unfortunate fact of life that Social Security will deny you if

>able.. Without a doctor who is willing to say you are disabled you are in a

>bad place..

I too am sorry for your lot in life and I understand. I'm on this

list because of chronic neck and back pain. But my wife has suffered

from daily headaches and migraines since her teens. She is now 44.

Very recently we went to Jefferson Hospital in Philadelphia to

their headache clinic. We had hoped for some relief there, but so far

all they did was manage to put her into a migraine cycle. We've been

to many ER's where she usually get's a Morphine and other med

cocktail to break the level 9-10 pain down to a 6. We've been to ER's

in several states. Mostly we are treated well, but sometimes she is

treated like a drug seeker and they won't give her what is needed to

break the pain. You also usually sit there for 3-9 hours. We have now

found a sympathetic family doctor who provides the morphine

injections for about $250 vs $2000 in the ER! He also sees her in a

few hours. So please keep looking. We are going to Hopkins

Headache Clinic in Baltimore in April. They are supposed to be one of

the best. We will see. Good luck, hang in there. You are among

friends who understand pain. Dave

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At 06:35 PM 2/23/2010, you wrote:

>

>

>Darn... I feel bad for you.. Really...

>Can you go to an ER. for help??

>It is an unfortunate fact of life that Social Security will deny you if

>able.. Without a doctor who is willing to say you are disabled you are in a

>bad place..

I too am sorry for your lot in life and I understand. I'm on this

list because of chronic neck and back pain. But my wife has suffered

from daily headaches and migraines since her teens. She is now 44.

Very recently we went to Jefferson Hospital in Philadelphia to

their headache clinic. We had hoped for some relief there, but so far

all they did was manage to put her into a migraine cycle. We've been

to many ER's where she usually get's a Morphine and other med

cocktail to break the level 9-10 pain down to a 6. We've been to ER's

in several states. Mostly we are treated well, but sometimes she is

treated like a drug seeker and they won't give her what is needed to

break the pain. You also usually sit there for 3-9 hours. We have now

found a sympathetic family doctor who provides the morphine

injections for about $250 vs $2000 in the ER! He also sees her in a

few hours. So please keep looking. We are going to Hopkins

Headache Clinic in Baltimore in April. They are supposed to be one of

the best. We will see. Good luck, hang in there. You are among

friends who understand pain. Dave

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At 06:35 PM 2/23/2010, you wrote:

>

>

>Darn... I feel bad for you.. Really...

>Can you go to an ER. for help??

>It is an unfortunate fact of life that Social Security will deny you if

>able.. Without a doctor who is willing to say you are disabled you are in a

>bad place..

I too am sorry for your lot in life and I understand. I'm on this

list because of chronic neck and back pain. But my wife has suffered

from daily headaches and migraines since her teens. She is now 44.

Very recently we went to Jefferson Hospital in Philadelphia to

their headache clinic. We had hoped for some relief there, but so far

all they did was manage to put her into a migraine cycle. We've been

to many ER's where she usually get's a Morphine and other med

cocktail to break the level 9-10 pain down to a 6. We've been to ER's

in several states. Mostly we are treated well, but sometimes she is

treated like a drug seeker and they won't give her what is needed to

break the pain. You also usually sit there for 3-9 hours. We have now

found a sympathetic family doctor who provides the morphine

injections for about $250 vs $2000 in the ER! He also sees her in a

few hours. So please keep looking. We are going to Hopkins

Headache Clinic in Baltimore in April. They are supposed to be one of

the best. We will see. Good luck, hang in there. You are among

friends who understand pain. Dave

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Going er to er is called dr shopping and it's not good to be labeled as such.

Deb rn

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On Feb 23, 2010, at 5:35 PM, tomhfsu@... wrote:

Darn... I feel bad for you.. Really...

Can you go to an ER. for help??

It is an unfortunate fact of life that Social Security will deny you if

able.. Without a doctor who is willing to say you are disabled you are in a

bad place..

Maybe the thing you have to do is go from ER to ER until you find a

sympathetic doctor, who is willing to help...

One thing that will be really hard but you have to do is present a mild

mannered approach that gathers sympathy...

Gosh, I hope you get help..

: (

T

In a message dated 2/23/2010 11:49:26 A.M. Mountain Standard Time,

verbascum23@... writes:

I want to apologize for the angry version of myself that posted a few days

ago. It's not how I like to present myself to the world.

It feels sometimes that I am going through the grieving process whenever I

have a severe migraine:

a. It's not really getting severe, right? If I close my eyes and shut it

out of my mind I won't get worse....

b. OH NO! I'm angry that I'm in so much pain and I have no way to reduce

it!

c. Please just let me be, migraine! I would give anything to be rid of

this life-constricting pain!

d. I can't continue any further like this, please kill me now.

e. Well, I don't really ever accept this. The severe migraines never last

more than a month at a time, and I guess that's not long enough for me to

accept my lot in life.

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Going er to er is called dr shopping and it's not good to be labeled as such.

Deb rn

Sent from my iPhone

On Feb 23, 2010, at 5:35 PM, tomhfsu@... wrote:

Darn... I feel bad for you.. Really...

Can you go to an ER. for help??

It is an unfortunate fact of life that Social Security will deny you if

able.. Without a doctor who is willing to say you are disabled you are in a

bad place..

Maybe the thing you have to do is go from ER to ER until you find a

sympathetic doctor, who is willing to help...

One thing that will be really hard but you have to do is present a mild

mannered approach that gathers sympathy...

Gosh, I hope you get help..

: (

T

In a message dated 2/23/2010 11:49:26 A.M. Mountain Standard Time,

verbascum23@... writes:

I want to apologize for the angry version of myself that posted a few days

ago. It's not how I like to present myself to the world.

It feels sometimes that I am going through the grieving process whenever I

have a severe migraine:

a. It's not really getting severe, right? If I close my eyes and shut it

out of my mind I won't get worse....

b. OH NO! I'm angry that I'm in so much pain and I have no way to reduce

it!

c. Please just let me be, migraine! I would give anything to be rid of

this life-constricting pain!

d. I can't continue any further like this, please kill me now.

e. Well, I don't really ever accept this. The severe migraines never last

more than a month at a time, and I guess that's not long enough for me to

accept my lot in life.

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Its still disgusting tht the doc charges you 250 bucks for a med that costs him

10....Dave...I wonder if you could arrange for a home care RN to administer

these shots....the cost of a skilled RN visit is less then 100 dollars and the

med is about 10-20......home care agencies always have RN's on call,....of even

better.....why dont you just ask to be taught to give the IM injection yourself

and get a script for the morphine....

Even better and more economical,,,,see if the doc will give her a script for 3

or 4 fentanyl  lozenges per month that she can use at home....and if necessary

zofran for nausea

I used to have horrendous migraines.....I always had nausea meds and DHE

injections that could be given at home

How have you been since your surgery Dave?

Deb RN

 Debra

________________________________

From: Dave Cruikshank <d.cruikshank@...>

neck pain

Sent: Tue, February 23, 2010 10:04:05 PM

Subject: Re: anger and grief

 

At 06:35 PM 2/23/2010, you wrote:

>

>

>Darn... I feel bad for you.. Really...

>Can you go to an ER. for help??

>It is an unfortunate fact of life that Social Security will deny you if

>able.. Without a doctor who is willing to say you are disabled you are in a

>bad place..

I too am sorry for your lot in life and I understand. I'm on this

list because of chronic neck and back pain. But my wife has suffered

from daily headaches and migraines since her teens. She is now 44.

Very recently we went to Jefferson Hospital in Philadelphia to

their headache clinic. We had hoped for some relief there, but so far

all they did was manage to put her into a migraine cycle. We've been

to many ER's where she usually get's a Morphine and other med

cocktail to break the level 9-10 pain down to a 6. We've been to ER's

in several states. Mostly we are treated well, but sometimes she is

treated like a drug seeker and they won't give her what is needed to

break the pain. You also usually sit there for 3-9 hours. We have now

found a sympathetic family doctor who provides the morphine

injections for about $250 vs $2000 in the ER! He also sees her in a

few hours. So please keep looking. We are going to Hopkins

Headache Clinic in Baltimore in April. They are supposed to be one of

the best. We will see. Good luck, hang in there. You are among

friends who understand pain. Dave

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Its still disgusting tht the doc charges you 250 bucks for a med that costs him

10....Dave...I wonder if you could arrange for a home care RN to administer

these shots....the cost of a skilled RN visit is less then 100 dollars and the

med is about 10-20......home care agencies always have RN's on call,....of even

better.....why dont you just ask to be taught to give the IM injection yourself

and get a script for the morphine....

Even better and more economical,,,,see if the doc will give her a script for 3

or 4 fentanyl  lozenges per month that she can use at home....and if necessary

zofran for nausea

I used to have horrendous migraines.....I always had nausea meds and DHE

injections that could be given at home

How have you been since your surgery Dave?

Deb RN

 Debra

________________________________

From: Dave Cruikshank <d.cruikshank@...>

neck pain

Sent: Tue, February 23, 2010 10:04:05 PM

Subject: Re: anger and grief

 

At 06:35 PM 2/23/2010, you wrote:

>

>

>Darn... I feel bad for you.. Really...

>Can you go to an ER. for help??

>It is an unfortunate fact of life that Social Security will deny you if

>able.. Without a doctor who is willing to say you are disabled you are in a

>bad place..

I too am sorry for your lot in life and I understand. I'm on this

list because of chronic neck and back pain. But my wife has suffered

from daily headaches and migraines since her teens. She is now 44.

Very recently we went to Jefferson Hospital in Philadelphia to

their headache clinic. We had hoped for some relief there, but so far

all they did was manage to put her into a migraine cycle. We've been

to many ER's where she usually get's a Morphine and other med

cocktail to break the level 9-10 pain down to a 6. We've been to ER's

in several states. Mostly we are treated well, but sometimes she is

treated like a drug seeker and they won't give her what is needed to

break the pain. You also usually sit there for 3-9 hours. We have now

found a sympathetic family doctor who provides the morphine

injections for about $250 vs $2000 in the ER! He also sees her in a

few hours. So please keep looking. We are going to Hopkins

Headache Clinic in Baltimore in April. They are supposed to be one of

the best. We will see. Good luck, hang in there. You are among

friends who understand pain. Dave

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