what do you miss most..

[Guest guest]

I do miss work and having that feeling of accomplishment, but what I really

miss is:

I had such a different plan for my retirement..

I looked forward to playing doubles (tennis) in the morning with friends

and then maybe having a beer afterward with the guys..

I also planned to stay strong enough to be hiking well past the

limitations of others and getting into the far reaches of national parks where

you

are with only those who are into nature as much as Iza and myself are..

In fact I had thought I might be a volunteer up in Yellowstone during my

summers and to be active in the conservation of the indigenous wildlife (IE:

wolves, bison etc..)

I looked forward to sharing lots of sunrises and sunsets with Iza, of all

of the things I have look ed forward to this is the one that hurts the

most..

I do intend to keep my time in the morning with Iza and am ready to endure

whatever pain to needed to not lose that but what has been lost does

sometimes grate on a person...

: )

Tom