Working on treatment (just my; 2 cents worths)

January 14, 2002

I had gotten laid off my job, but if i hadn't of, I certainly would

hv tried it and except for the 1st 2 shots, I think i cd hv done and

even the 1st 2 shots were not as bad as I ws expecting. No where near

and then after that it got better. As i hv said b4, I prepared so

much for physical side effects and did not prepare enough for the

emotional and depression.

Some of u may rem that I had started on paxil and after about 12 dys

into --lost the packet the dr. had given me and the prescription he

had written out for me to get filled. Anyway, after that I thought i

cd do it without it and went thru tremendous side effects of them

going out of my system--still after that thought i cd do without them

and now realize I can not!!! My emotions hv gotten out of hand and

the depression hs really kicked in. The only thing that hs stopped me

from calling the psch and letting him know what happened about

loosing the prescription is that I saw a big sign in his office that

if u loose your prescription they wd not refill for any reason until

your next appt. Well, he also write me xanax for nerves and to help

me sleep and I got to thinking that since Paxil is not a controlled

substance, maybe, just maybe they will go ahead and replace

prescrition of paxil since it is not a controlled substance. Anyway,

I realize now how badly I need them and am going to call today and

see what I can do. Seems I can't keep up with anything lately and if

i " loose " something no matter how big or small, I go all to pieces!!

I am about to drive my poor family crazy. I feel like no one

understands!!

cher

Recommended Posts