Guest guest Posted July 31, 2002 Report Share Posted July 31, 2002 Dear Tatezi, You are not 'subjecting' us to anything. We are a support group, we are an 'HCV family', and that means in good times and bad. I'm not sure why you feel you need to leave us. You don't. I respect your feelings, but isolating yourself is not an answer. If you don't feel like 'talking', fine, but please stick around. You are a part of us. We need you too, so don't go too far. Claudine __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 31, 2002 Report Share Posted July 31, 2002 Dear Tatezi, You are not 'subjecting' us to anything. We are a support group, we are an 'HCV family', and that means in good times and bad. I'm not sure why you feel you need to leave us. You don't. I respect your feelings, but isolating yourself is not an answer. If you don't feel like 'talking', fine, but please stick around. You are a part of us. We need you too, so don't go too far. Claudine __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 31, 2002 Report Share Posted July 31, 2002 Tat I know what you are going thru because I am feeling the same way too. Please don't leave, I was wondering about you earlier today and feeling that my life was unbearable too. And why I keep fighting I am too tired anymore to fight. All I have done for the last 3 days is cry and can't stop, maybe we physicly(sp) linked in some way. Found out today that SSD does not come with Medicaid but SSI does. Have not found reason why. You have helped me a lot Tat and others too. So please don't go. Love, Connie --- Tatezi <tatezi@...> wrote: > It's time for me go. Life has become unbearable and > I will not subject others to my depression and > misery. > > You have all been wonderful friends and I want to > thank you for being there for me through treatment > even though I was a non responder and all I've gone > through since finishing treatment. Without you, I > don't know how I would have made it. > > Thank you everyone...you are such a great group of > people and I hope you continue to help others. > > I wish you all well....if I survive this depression > and find a job so I can maintain my home and my > family, I'll be back. > > Blessings > Tatezi > Mitakuye Oaysin > > > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted July 31, 2002 Report Share Posted July 31, 2002 Tat I know what you are going thru because I am feeling the same way too. Please don't leave, I was wondering about you earlier today and feeling that my life was unbearable too. And why I keep fighting I am too tired anymore to fight. All I have done for the last 3 days is cry and can't stop, maybe we physicly(sp) linked in some way. Found out today that SSD does not come with Medicaid but SSI does. Have not found reason why. You have helped me a lot Tat and others too. So please don't go. Love, Connie --- Tatezi <tatezi@...> wrote: > It's time for me go. Life has become unbearable and > I will not subject others to my depression and > misery. > > You have all been wonderful friends and I want to > thank you for being there for me through treatment > even though I was a non responder and all I've gone > through since finishing treatment. Without you, I > don't know how I would have made it. > > Thank you everyone...you are such a great group of > people and I hope you continue to help others. > > I wish you all well....if I survive this depression > and find a job so I can maintain my home and my > family, I'll be back. > > Blessings > Tatezi > Mitakuye Oaysin > > > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > removed] > > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Please Tatezi....we are here for you. I know how a depression is....been there, and still sometimes are. But as Connie says....we need you....and you need us. I feel we are like a " family " .....and Tats, that means you can yell and swear and kick at us and we'll understand. Connie, I didn't know you were feeling that miserable, will write to you personally. Tats, if Connie can hang in, so can you....please stay around....I'll miss you so much if you go....I just know that things will get better for you Tats. Hugggggggs Carol Constance Dickson wrote: > Tat I know what you are going thru because I am > feeling the same way too. Please don't leave, I was > wondering about you earlier today and feeling that my > life was unbearable too. And why I keep fighting I am > too tired anymore to fight. All I have done for the > last 3 days is cry and can't stop, maybe we > physicly(sp) linked in some way. Found out today that > SSD does not come with Medicaid but SSI does. Have > not found reason why. You have helped me a lot Tat > and others too. So please don't go. > Love, Connie > > --- Tatezi <tatezi@...> wrote: > > It's time for me go. Life has become unbearable and > > I will not subject others to my depression and > > misery. > > > > You have all been wonderful friends and I want to > > thank you for being there for me through treatment > > even though I was a non responder and all I've gone > > through since finishing treatment. Without you, I > > don't know how I would have made it. > > > > Thank you everyone...you are such a great group of > > people and I hope you continue to help others. > > > > I wish you all well....if I survive this depression > > and find a job so I can maintain my home and my > > family, I'll be back. > > > > Blessings > > Tatezi > > Mitakuye Oaysin > > > > > > > > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > > removed] > > > > > > > __________________________________________________ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Please Tatezi....we are here for you. I know how a depression is....been there, and still sometimes are. But as Connie says....we need you....and you need us. I feel we are like a " family " .....and Tats, that means you can yell and swear and kick at us and we'll understand. Connie, I didn't know you were feeling that miserable, will write to you personally. Tats, if Connie can hang in, so can you....please stay around....I'll miss you so much if you go....I just know that things will get better for you Tats. Hugggggggs Carol Constance Dickson wrote: > Tat I know what you are going thru because I am > feeling the same way too. Please don't leave, I was > wondering about you earlier today and feeling that my > life was unbearable too. And why I keep fighting I am > too tired anymore to fight. All I have done for the > last 3 days is cry and can't stop, maybe we > physicly(sp) linked in some way. Found out today that > SSD does not come with Medicaid but SSI does. Have > not found reason why. You have helped me a lot Tat > and others too. So please don't go. > Love, Connie > > --- Tatezi <tatezi@...> wrote: > > It's time for me go. Life has become unbearable and > > I will not subject others to my depression and > > misery. > > > > You have all been wonderful friends and I want to > > thank you for being there for me through treatment > > even though I was a non responder and all I've gone > > through since finishing treatment. Without you, I > > don't know how I would have made it. > > > > Thank you everyone...you are such a great group of > > people and I hope you continue to help others. > > > > I wish you all well....if I survive this depression > > and find a job so I can maintain my home and my > > family, I'll be back. > > > > Blessings > > Tatezi > > Mitakuye Oaysin > > > > > > > > > > [Non-text portions of this message have been > > removed] > > > > > > > __________________________________________________ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Hang in there, Tat. Subject me to all the depression and misery you can muster. We can all take it. I've always enjoyed your posts and want to continue to hear your perspectives. Stick with us. Though it may be covered right now, there is meaning in your life. Your friend, Gene Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Hang in there, Tat. Subject me to all the depression and misery you can muster. We can all take it. I've always enjoyed your posts and want to continue to hear your perspectives. Stick with us. Though it may be covered right now, there is meaning in your life. Your friend, Gene Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Tatezi, Please do come back! You have been one of the mainstays of the group and we would all miss you terribly. As for your depression: There should be no " if " about surviving it. Twice in my life, I have almost " drowned " in bouts of serious, deep depression...yet, I'm still here and expect to be around for awhile longer. As for the " non-responder " aspect: I have been waiting for a more tolerable and effective treatment for my HEPC because there are so many trials ongoing, and increasing publicity among the general population, that I believe (have faith?) that one will soon be refined. I urge you, too, to be on the lookout for something like that. As for a job: I realize that all the talk about " the economy " being in bad shape can be disheartening; still, you are just looking for ONE job...and not hoping to affect the entire US economy. So, try to set your mind to landing something, even if it's having to settle for less than the ideal. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers, OK? Louie Farewell my friends It's time for me go. Life has become unbearable and I will not subject others to my depression and misery. You have all been wonderful friends and I want to thank you for being there for me through treatment even though I was a non responder and all I've gone through since finishing treatment. Without you, I don't know how I would have made it. Thank you everyone...you are such a great group of people and I hope you continue to help others. I wish you all well....if I survive this depression and find a job so I can maintain my home and my family, I'll be back. Blessings Tatezi Mitakuye Oaysin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Tatezi, Please do come back! You have been one of the mainstays of the group and we would all miss you terribly. As for your depression: There should be no " if " about surviving it. Twice in my life, I have almost " drowned " in bouts of serious, deep depression...yet, I'm still here and expect to be around for awhile longer. As for the " non-responder " aspect: I have been waiting for a more tolerable and effective treatment for my HEPC because there are so many trials ongoing, and increasing publicity among the general population, that I believe (have faith?) that one will soon be refined. I urge you, too, to be on the lookout for something like that. As for a job: I realize that all the talk about " the economy " being in bad shape can be disheartening; still, you are just looking for ONE job...and not hoping to affect the entire US economy. So, try to set your mind to landing something, even if it's having to settle for less than the ideal. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers, OK? Louie Farewell my friends It's time for me go. Life has become unbearable and I will not subject others to my depression and misery. You have all been wonderful friends and I want to thank you for being there for me through treatment even though I was a non responder and all I've gone through since finishing treatment. Without you, I don't know how I would have made it. Thank you everyone...you are such a great group of people and I hope you continue to help others. I wish you all well....if I survive this depression and find a job so I can maintain my home and my family, I'll be back. Blessings Tatezi Mitakuye Oaysin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Dear tatezi: Honey, I just went through a trip to the E.R. and ICU with an esophageal bleed out. You will get over this depression. We love you and need you......... Love, Anne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Dear tatezi: Honey, I just went through a trip to the E.R. and ICU with an esophageal bleed out. You will get over this depression. We love you and need you......... Love, Anne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Dear tatezi: Honey, I just went through a trip to the E.R. and ICU with an esophageal bleed out. You will get over this depression. We love you and need you......... Love, Anne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Dear tatezi: Honey, I just went through a trip to the E.R. and ICU with an esophageal bleed out. You will get over this depression. We love you and need you......... Love, Anne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 HI.Do the turtle treatment but don.t dig in too far.. Farewell my friends It's time for me go. Life has become unbearable and I will not subject others to my depression and misery. You have all been wonderful friends and I want to thank you for being there for me through treatment even though I was a non responder and all I've gone through since finishing treatment. Without you, I don't know how I would have made it. Thank you everyone...you are such a great group of people and I hope you continue to help others. I wish you all well....if I survive this depression and find a job so I can maintain my home and my family, I'll be back. Blessings Tatezi Mitakuye Oaysin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Tatezi, You have helped me out so much since I have joined. I don't know what I would have done without your information. Take care of yourself and don't go too far from the group. Keep in touch, Jill Michigan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Tatezi, You have helped me out so much since I have joined. I don't know what I would have done without your information. Take care of yourself and don't go too far from the group. Keep in touch, Jill Michigan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Tatezi, You have helped me out so much since I have joined. I don't know what I would have done without your information. Take care of yourself and don't go too far from the group. Keep in touch, Jill Michigan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Tatezi, You have helped me out so much since I have joined. I don't know what I would have done without your information. Take care of yourself and don't go too far from the group. Keep in touch, Jill Michigan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Anne when did this happen? Scary! What happened? I think all of us are going thru a rough time right now. Wonder whats up with it. Haven't seen Alley lately on here either. Connie --- AVansi7465@... wrote: > Dear tatezi: > Honey, I just went through a trip to the E.R. and > ICU with an esophageal > bleed out. You will get over this depression. We > love you and need > you......... > Love, > Anne > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Anne when did this happen? Scary! What happened? I think all of us are going thru a rough time right now. Wonder whats up with it. Haven't seen Alley lately on here either. Connie --- AVansi7465@... wrote: > Dear tatezi: > Honey, I just went through a trip to the E.R. and > ICU with an esophageal > bleed out. You will get over this depression. We > love you and need > you......... > Love, > Anne > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Anne when did this happen? Scary! What happened? I think all of us are going thru a rough time right now. Wonder whats up with it. Haven't seen Alley lately on here either. Connie --- AVansi7465@... wrote: > Dear tatezi: > Honey, I just went through a trip to the E.R. and > ICU with an esophageal > bleed out. You will get over this depression. We > love you and need > you......... > Love, > Anne > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Anne when did this happen? Scary! What happened? I think all of us are going thru a rough time right now. Wonder whats up with it. Haven't seen Alley lately on here either. Connie --- AVansi7465@... wrote: > Dear tatezi: > Honey, I just went through a trip to the E.R. and > ICU with an esophageal > bleed out. You will get over this depression. We > love you and need > you......... > Love, > Anne > __________________________________________________ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Tatezi, did you loose your job? What's up?? Edie Farewell my friends It's time for me go. Life has become unbearable and I will not subject others to my depression and misery. You have all been wonderful friends and I want to thank you for being there for me through treatment even though I was a non responder and all I've gone through since finishing treatment. Without you, I don't know how I would have made it. Thank you everyone...you are such a great group of people and I hope you continue to help others. I wish you all well....if I survive this depression and find a job so I can maintain my home and my family, I'll be back. Blessings Tatezi Mitakuye Oaysin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted August 1, 2002 Report Share Posted August 1, 2002 Tatezi, did you loose your job? What's up?? Edie Farewell my friends It's time for me go. Life has become unbearable and I will not subject others to my depression and misery. You have all been wonderful friends and I want to thank you for being there for me through treatment even though I was a non responder and all I've gone through since finishing treatment. Without you, I don't know how I would have made it. Thank you everyone...you are such a great group of people and I hope you continue to help others. I wish you all well....if I survive this depression and find a job so I can maintain my home and my family, I'll be back. Blessings Tatezi Mitakuye Oaysin Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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