Guest guest Posted December 19, 2001 Report Share Posted December 19, 2001 alisha here, well i finally got the results for the interns and my doctor that did all the tests. first of all it confirmed that i have depression. that i have an average IQ and that i learn better when i write the information down instead of cing it. my memory loss isn't neurological and its not in my head. i really have a lot of memory difficulties. they believe that i can't remember because of everything that has happened since i was a child. i had a few tramatic experiences as a kid plus all the depressiong, chronic pain, fatigue and my CMT all rolled into my body saying I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE!! they also believe that if i can get everything under control that i should be able to remember again. to finally have a test show that i can't remember is a big relief. i was pretty much tortured by a lot of people that would yell at me and tell me that this was all in my head and that i was making it up. i know that i would like them to apoligize for everything that they said but i didn't even tell anyone expect for 4 people that i was getting this test done. i didn't even tell my parents for that matter. its very difficult to go through my day to day and still not being able to remember a simple thing, i have everything written down and i feel very helpless about this. my friends and i would joke about it but when i was alone i wasn't joking i was in tears. the utter pain of not being able to remember was enough but everything else on top of that has been a very hard journey, i don't know what will happen, if i will be able to remember or not, its all just a wait and c game. _________________________________________________________________ Chat with friends online, try MSN Messenger: http://messenger.msn.com Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 19, 2001 Report Share Posted December 19, 2001 Hi Alisha! Just wish you the best with your forgetting-problem (and everything else). I think you are very strong and brave who are searching for answeres and help for your problems with such little support. Good luck and go on doing what you are doing. Many regards Rose-Marie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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