Re: HELLO???

[Guest guest]

yup.

jim

djg77@... wrote:

> From: djg77@...

>

> anybody here?

>

> ---------------------------

[Guest guest]

> From: djg77@...

>

> anybody here?

Not me. I'm gone right now, but I'll be back later. Can

I take a message for me?

--

Marcus

[Guest guest]

For some reason it died.

Best Regards, Ratliff

SE Tenn.

bobratliff@...

> hello???

>

>

> From: djg77@...

>

> anybody here?

>

> ---------------------------

[Guest guest]

Nothing died. Lists tend to get slower in spring.The heat wave affects people's

tendency to write. There are many factors. When people don't post, nothing

arives to answer. When something is posted, it begins again. Chill, folks, it's

all right.

jim

Ratliff wrote:

> From: " Ratliff " <bobratliff@...>

>

> For some reason it died.

>

> Best Regards, Ratliff

> SE Tenn.

> bobratliff@...

>

> > hello???

> >

> >

> > From: djg77@...

> >

> > anybody here?

> >

> > ---------------------------

[Guest guest]

Hi Jana

I am so glad to see you back. Consider yourself hugged. I have REALLY

missed you.

I so admire your determination to do the things you do. How is the pain you

had earlier?. I wish I could tell you what it is and what to do for it.

I'll be here a little while if you want to talk.

Love Carolyn

[Guest guest]

CONSIDER YOURSELF HUGGED!!!!!!!!! susanne

>From: janalise <serene@...>

>Reply-egroups

>egroups

>Subject: hello???

>Date: Tue, 04 Jul 2000 22:17:49 -0600

>

>anyone home? I am really bad off and need a friendly 'face'. Going to go

>lay

>down a bit and will be back - would love a hug from someone...

>jana

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janalise wrote:

anyone home? I am really bad off and need a friendly

'face'. Going to go lay

down a bit and will be back - would love a hug from someone...

jana

HUGS......HUGS......HUGS

HUGS!!!!!

Love,

Dusty

[Guest guest]

I can see your E mail all so Gail. Your doing a fine job. Your hep 'c' freind rooster . bye bye 4 now. gail <gaila@...> wrote: It hasn't been as busy as usual.Your messages are fine. Gail hello??? Good morning, I once again became suspicious due to lack of emails this weekend. Checked and found I was bouncing, hopefully it is working again... so this is a check. Is anybody out there... to quote one of my favorites

Sucker-punch spam with award-winning protection. Try the free Beta.

[Guest guest]

It hasn't been as busy as usual.Your messages are fine.

Gail

hello???

Good morning, I once again became suspicious due to lack of emails this weekend. Checked and found I was bouncing, hopefully it is working again... so this is a check. Is anybody out there... to quote one of my favorites

[Guest guest]

honey are you blocking us AGAIN???? LOL love and hugs d Permann <2llama@...> wrote: Good morning, I once again became suspicious due to lack of emails this weekend. Checked and found I was bouncing, hopefully it is working again... so this is a check. Is anybody out there... to quote one of my favorites

Get your own web address. Have a HUGE year through Small Business.

[Guest guest]

I

read you, Llinda.

De

hello???

Good morning, I once again became

suspicious due to lack of emails this weekend. Checked and found I was

bouncing, hopefully it is working again... so this is a check. Is anybody out there...

to quote one of my favorites

[Guest guest]

Hi !! How are you feeling? I have been so crazy busy lately, not

doing anything fun though. I've had my bilateral tmj mri, cervical mri

with contrast (twice, was called back for more views) and cervical

flexion/extention xrays done ( for those of you with bad necks...you

know that pushing it to the limit up and down will effect you for

days), I also was out shopping for a new neck....ok, kidding there but

I did get a new neck brace which took a couple of visits as well. I

have a semi-rigid brace now as the soft collar braces just weren't

enough support.

Saw my pain doc yesterday and have the results. Was hoping that there

were no changes in the report since my last mri's were done because

that would mean bad news. I have been having increasing pain lately and

although I have had a total of 10 injections lately (my last two

visits, 4 once and 6 the next) in my neck I would have thought if I

really nailed it...or did more injections like my doc put it they would

" enhance " the first ones...it didn't work as hoped. So got the results

yesterday and there was some changes. Still all the same discs

herniated as before but one of them it says that the herniation of the

disc is effacing the " Subarachnoid sac " , the next herniation says disc

spur complex effacing the sac, the next one...well that one is gone so

well go to the next one enhancing scar tissue effacing the sac, also

spurs and stenosis. I don't know what all of this means, but my doc

asked me if I wanted a referal to see a spinal surgeon now or if I

would want to try and see if we have success with doing more less

evasive procedures with him like the nerve blocks, epidurals and RF.

I told him that I am not ready to jump out of the 10th floor window yet

so I will hold off on any more surgery until I reach that point. I am

going to have a bilateral epidural done soon. If no good results with

that then we'll move on to more RF's, then see where we go from there.

Still having some trouble with my legs from that herniation and

sciatic problems. One of these days I will be reporting something good!

As of now I feel like I should have a " Recall " stamp on my forehead or

something...or course held on with duct tape!

Hope all is well on your end!

Debbie

>

> Hello??? this board is SO quiet, How is everyone feeling????? these

> days. Hope better? cindy

>

[Guest guest]

>

> Hello??? this board is SO quiet, How is everyone feeling????? these

> days. Hope better? cindy

>

I agree it has gotten realy quiet. I'm realy looking hard for some

way for someone to help me find help! I just can't go on in this kind

of pain alone, I don't expect alot just maybe a hand at where to begin

looking, I've been to so many Dr,'s this year and the one I'm seeing

now act's real wierd. I feel like I'm shopping for a Dr. and thats

not realy right. I feel like I should be able to live my life without

all these Dr.'s playing with me, I need help!

Gerald

[Guest guest]

At 04:33 PM 10/16/07, you wrote:

>Hello??? this board is SO quiet, How is everyone feeling????? these

>days. Hope better? cindy

My wife tells me yesterday that she thinks I'm severely depressed and

too much into it to know it. I think I have good and bad days, and

it's not so black and white. She really is very understanding, she

just got tired of seeing me in my PJ's on a sunny day I told her

to look into my drawer of 14 pill bottles and it will be quite

evident why I'm not Chuckles the clown. That's it from PA, Dave

[Guest guest]

To make light of it Gerald, i think all docs are weird. My mother had

one that was a rheumy, he wore a red bow tie, and he would spin in

his swivel chair, and one day he spun on his chair and fell on the

floor. He also had hair like Eintsein.(spelling). Anyway you'll find

one you like eventually.it takes a long time tho. Hope you feel

better!!!! SOON. love cindy hang in there

> >

> > Hello??? this board is SO quiet, How is everyone feeling?????

these

> > days. Hope better? cindy

> >

> I agree it has gotten realy quiet. I'm realy looking hard for

some

> way for someone to help me find help! I just can't go on in this

kind

> of pain alone, I don't expect alot just maybe a hand at where to

begin

> looking, I've been to so many Dr,'s this year and the one I'm

seeing

> now act's real wierd. I feel like I'm shopping for a Dr. and thats

> not realy right. I feel like I should be able to live my life

without

> all these Dr.'s playing with me, I need help!

> Gerald

>

[Guest guest]

Debbie DEbbie, you are a mess!!! how is your puppy dog doing?, is he

any better? How did your jaws xray?????????????? oh, i have been

busy, i am building a case against a Con man who has stripped my

fathers house, and is now cutting down 30 cords of standing trees.

puddin would LOVE it, hillbilly stuff. the guys name is bill so i do

call him HILLBILLY!! So that is what i have been doing, so much i

havent thought to much about my neck-jaw, and i am doing good-bad-

good-bad.the usual stuff. just trying to get thru this mess at my

fathers.typical exploiting an old ill person thing. But i'm obsessed

and gonna get him!!! mad too.and i dont usually get mad at anyone.

fill me in on your jaw and dog!!! love cindy

> >

> > Hello??? this board is SO quiet, How is everyone feeling?????

these

> > days. Hope better? cindy

> >

>

[Guest guest]

,

I can understand what you mean about every ones oddities if you

know what I mean. I don't mind working with the man to get to know

me but I just don't understand some of his stupid tests. I was in

his office on the 5Th and I have to go back to him today very

frequent to start with but ok. I had this man tell me to sit on the

table and close my eyes and do what I do, he then touches the tip of

my ring finger and asks me to touch my nose while my eyes are still

closed while I was doing this I was asking him what finger do you

want me to touch my nose with my third or my first and I did both. I

touched my nose with my third finger from my right hand and then my

first finger with the left. He had not specified about witch finger

so I was doing both at once, he then tells me that those are signs

of my medication, but he called it like a drunk. I don't drink and

haven't for over 14 years, no real reason I just quit, but this

isn't anything like a sobriety test that I've ever heard of, and my

neighbor is even a cop. I spoke to my pharmacist, he even said he's

weird lol, I just think the guy has his a few bricks short of a load

lol. I mean if I explained myself right right you can see the man

has some odd thoughts or tests from any point of view. I'm hanging

in there with him and his weird ways but you have to see I'm in pain

and this guy is playing games with my head, and leaving me in pain.

Gerald

> > >

> > > Hello??? this board is SO quiet, How is everyone feeling?????

> these

> > > days. Hope better? cindy

> > >

> > I agree it has gotten realy quiet. I'm realy looking hard

for

> some

> > way for someone to help me find help! I just can't go on in

this

> kind

> > of pain alone, I don't expect alot just maybe a hand at where to

> begin

> > looking, I've been to so many Dr,'s this year and the one I'm

> seeing

> > now act's real wierd. I feel like I'm shopping for a Dr. and

thats

> > not realy right. I feel like I should be able to live my life

> without

> > all these Dr.'s playing with me, I need help!

> > Gerald

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Hey gerald, You have a weird one alright. Lucky you????? maybe he

was trying to see if the medicines were effecting you? thats giving

him too much credit tho? i know i am on this one medicine for face

pain called amitiptyline, its bad stuff. I have a totally mystified

doc, he doesnt even know whats wrong with me, he says " i'll let your

chiropracter fix your neck, and i'll fix the blood pressure " but we

like him cause he gives me chiropractic referrals!!! so we keep him.

But he makes me mad, because he is ALWAYS looking for something else.

now you have a patient thats neck is SO BAD they fall on the floor,

and he wants to check everything else. One time i told him. WHY? YOU

CANT FIX WHAT I HAVE!!! why do you want to look for more!!! i have

sort of lost respect for regular docs after what happened to me.

actually it was a dentist that did this to me, so if you have a bad

neck and go for ANY DENTAL work, be CAREFUL.a neck is very close to a

persons teeth, as the crow flies, inside the head there. cindy

> and this guy is playing games with my head, and leaving me in pain.

> Gerald

>

>

>

>

> > > >

> > > > Hello??? this board is SO quiet, How is everyone feeling?????

> > these

> > > > days. Hope better? cindy

> > > >

> > > I agree it has gotten realy quiet. I'm realy looking hard

> for

> > some

> > > way for someone to help me find help! I just can't go on in

> this

> > kind

> > > of pain alone, I don't expect alot just maybe a hand at where

to

> > begin

> > > looking, I've been to so many Dr,'s this year and the one I'm

> > seeing

> > > now act's real wierd. I feel like I'm shopping for a Dr. and

> thats

> > > not realy right. I feel like I should be able to live my life

> > without

> > > all these Dr.'s playing with me, I need help!

> > > Gerald

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

grasshopperx_10 " <woody10,

Well I'm about lost again, the weird Dr. I told you all about was

very so strong about wanting me to see him and only him and now

wants to work with a chronic pain treatment center. I went there and

met the Dr, that's about it, I was sitting on his table for an

examination and he sits across from me in the chair, he only

listened to me breathe. He didn't touch me or examine me at all

other than that. I was shocked as he sat there and told me he would

only treat me with my patches not with my Percocet at all. I just

don't see how one Dr. will teach me all about the difference between

long term and short term medicine (used for break through pain) for

them then to go to the next guy who only wants to use one of them. I

am totally scared of what pain they are going to have me in! I just

need a good Dr. even the way this place bills me is going to be

awfully expensive. I got their last bill and asked why it was so

much and they explained to me that they were affiliated with the

Hospital, so this will be like paying for the Hospital visit and

then the Dr visit. I really think I'm going to be left in total

misery and expected to go once a month to a Dr. that's 63 miles away

from my hometown and that's a long trip to make every month 2 hours

one way with my health isn't good.

I think I'm going to have to look at other options or places for

treatment. I don't have the means to travel that far away for anyone

esp. when it'll cost more and be more money than any other place

I've been to.

Gerald

> > > > >

> > > > > Hello??? this board is SO quiet, How is everyone

feeling?????

> > > these

> > > > > days. Hope better? cindy

> > > > >

> > > > I agree it has gotten realy quiet. I'm realy looking

hard

> > for

> > > some

> > > > way for someone to help me find help! I just can't go on in

> > this

> > > kind

> > > > of pain alone, I don't expect alot just maybe a hand at

where

> to

> > > begin

> > > > looking, I've been to so many Dr,'s this year and the one

I'm

> > > seeing

> > > > now act's real wierd. I feel like I'm shopping for a Dr.

and

> > thats

> > > > not realy right. I feel like I should be able to live my

life

> > > without

> > > > all these Dr.'s playing with me, I need help!

> > > > Gerald

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Gerald what kind of pain are you getting? is it neck pain?, what does

it feel like? Now i remember the story, you went off in a corn field,

you face was messed up, but what did you end up with? whiplash? have

you had fusions? What do you have? any buldges, herniations? gerald,

life these days is so complicated. I know exactly what you are

saying. go to these docs and they hardly look at you, just send off a

huge bill! and it seems no one gets good pain relief. cindy

> > > > > >

> > > > > > Hello??? this board is SO quiet, How is everyone

> feeling?????

> > > > these

> > > > > > days. Hope better? cindy

> > > > > >

> > > > > I agree it has gotten realy quiet. I'm realy looking

> hard

> > > for

> > > > some

> > > > > way for someone to help me find help! I just can't go on

in

> > > this

> > > > kind

> > > > > of pain alone, I don't expect alot just maybe a hand at

> where

> > to

> > > > begin

> > > > > looking, I've been to so many Dr,'s this year and the one

> I'm

> > > > seeing

> > > > > now act's real wierd. I feel like I'm shopping for a Dr.

> and

> > > thats

> > > > > not realy right. I feel like I should be able to live my

> life

> > > > without

> > > > > all these Dr.'s playing with me, I need help!

> > > > > Gerald

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

>

[Guest guest]

Oh Dear ! GO GET THAT " Hillbilly " !!(LOL) I have faith in you

that you will, and yep, gotta protect your father. It's awful how

these cons go after the elderly...there is so many of them too. Good

luck with that. Oh yes, I forgot to tell you that the bilateral tmj

mri came back well, so as my doc said, " that's one thing we can take

out of the equation " ...glad for that! Still wonder why I have

troubles with them though, and the teeth thing with the

sensitivity...must be the neck. Seems that everything comes down to

that with me!

The dog, sigh, still having troubles with the infection, thought all

was going well since the last surgeries but yesterday had to run in

for an emergency visit. His leg was/is looking really bad again so

they aspirated it and sent in a culture and sensitivity, will know

more next week when the results come in and his ortho vet comes back

in town from a conference. Poor guy can't catch a break!

Due to the infections he has (which are both contageous as I

previously mentioned) my doctor is giving me something in the

hospital when I do the bilateral blocks on my neck...I guess IV

antibiotics? and more than likely something to take afterwards to

help me from winding up in trouble, especially due to the plate

issue. (Thanks for asking!)

Trying to keep positive about things that all will be well!

Happy Thoughts and Hugs!

Debbie

>

> Debbie DEbbie, you are a mess!!! how is your puppy dog doing?, is

he

> any better? How did your jaws xray??????????????

[Guest guest]

Oh Dear ! GO GET THAT " Hillbilly " !!(LOL) I have faith in you

that you will, and yep, gotta protect your father. It's awful how

these cons go after the elderly...there is so many of them too. Good

luck with that. Oh yes, I forgot to tell you that the bilateral tmj

mri came back well, so as my doc said, " that's one thing we can take

out of the equation " ...glad for that! Still wonder why I have

troubles with them though, and the teeth thing with the

sensitivity...must be the neck. Seems that everything comes down to

that with me!

The dog, sigh, still having troubles with the infection, thought all

was going well since the last surgeries but yesterday had to run in

for an emergency visit. His leg was/is looking really bad again so

they aspirated it and sent in a culture and sensitivity, will know

more next week when the results come in and his ortho vet comes back

in town from a conference. Poor guy can't catch a break!

Due to the infections he has (which are both contageous as I

previously mentioned) my doctor is giving me something in the

hospital when I do the bilateral blocks on my neck...I guess IV

antibiotics? and more than likely something to take afterwards to

help me from winding up in trouble, especially due to the plate

issue. (Thanks for asking!)

Trying to keep positive about things that all will be well!

Happy Thoughts and Hugs!

Debbie

>

> Debbie DEbbie, you are a mess!!! how is your puppy dog doing?, is

he

> any better? How did your jaws xray??????????????

[Guest guest]

Oh Dear ! GO GET THAT " Hillbilly " !!(LOL) I have faith in you

that you will, and yep, gotta protect your father. It's awful how

these cons go after the elderly...there is so many of them too. Good

luck with that. Oh yes, I forgot to tell you that the bilateral tmj

mri came back well, so as my doc said, " that's one thing we can take

out of the equation " ...glad for that! Still wonder why I have

troubles with them though, and the teeth thing with the

sensitivity...must be the neck. Seems that everything comes down to

that with me!

The dog, sigh, still having troubles with the infection, thought all

was going well since the last surgeries but yesterday had to run in

for an emergency visit. His leg was/is looking really bad again so

they aspirated it and sent in a culture and sensitivity, will know

more next week when the results come in and his ortho vet comes back

in town from a conference. Poor guy can't catch a break!

Due to the infections he has (which are both contageous as I

previously mentioned) my doctor is giving me something in the

hospital when I do the bilateral blocks on my neck...I guess IV

antibiotics? and more than likely something to take afterwards to

help me from winding up in trouble, especially due to the plate

issue. (Thanks for asking!)

Trying to keep positive about things that all will be well!

Happy Thoughts and Hugs!

Debbie

>

> Debbie DEbbie, you are a mess!!! how is your puppy dog doing?, is

he

> any better? How did your jaws xray??????????????

[Guest guest]

Oh Dear ! GO GET THAT " Hillbilly " !!(LOL) I have faith in you

that you will, and yep, gotta protect your father. It's awful how

these cons go after the elderly...there is so many of them too. Good

luck with that. Oh yes, I forgot to tell you that the bilateral tmj

mri came back well, so as my doc said, " that's one thing we can take

out of the equation " ...glad for that! Still wonder why I have

troubles with them though, and the teeth thing with the

sensitivity...must be the neck. Seems that everything comes down to

that with me!

The dog, sigh, still having troubles with the infection, thought all

was going well since the last surgeries but yesterday had to run in

for an emergency visit. His leg was/is looking really bad again so

they aspirated it and sent in a culture and sensitivity, will know

more next week when the results come in and his ortho vet comes back

in town from a conference. Poor guy can't catch a break!

Due to the infections he has (which are both contageous as I

previously mentioned) my doctor is giving me something in the

hospital when I do the bilateral blocks on my neck...I guess IV

antibiotics? and more than likely something to take afterwards to

help me from winding up in trouble, especially due to the plate

issue. (Thanks for asking!)

Trying to keep positive about things that all will be well!

Happy Thoughts and Hugs!

Debbie

>

> Debbie DEbbie, you are a mess!!! how is your puppy dog doing?, is

he

> any better? How did your jaws xray??????????????

[Guest guest]

I have a lot of pain and constantly suffer

myself with chronic pain. My first experience with

severe pain was back in 1988 when a man hit me and my

brother on my Motorcycle just around the corner from

my Mothers home, I crushed my right foot, they said I

broke my toes in 16 places and my ankle once. I just

call it crushed lol. I healed well from that and even

went back to work on my crutches. While it was

healing I even asked my wife to marry me. I then had

finally found us a little please to stay after we got

married. Then the day came to move I'll never forget

that day it was 3/23/90! I was on my way to get

another load on the truck and hit a pot-hole on the

edge of the road just before a bad curve so when I

pulled it back onto the road I was in the oncoming

lane so I tried to move out of the way of oncoming

traffic and the truck flipped. I woke up in the local

Hospital they x-rayed me and said I had a broken

support bone in my neck and a broken finger. They

also sewed up some cuts in my head and released me, I

can remember my Uncle picking me up to put me into his

van and I screamed out in pain. I was barely able to

get to the rest room for a while let alone do anything

much for myself. My wife removed some glass they had

sewed up into my head. I went to the Dr. who had

fixed my foot because he was a bone specialist. I was

told it must be a herniated disk so just give it time

he said. I kept seeing him until he even wrote me a

note to go back to work and I had a new wife and

daughter so I tried to do it. I was in such pain my

supervisor called me into the back and basically fired

me but told me to come back once I got myself

straightened out. I then on the advise of a friend

went to see a Chiropractor, I was willing to do

anything to get back to work. He hurt me when I saw

him so I did not return to see him. I was again in

very bad pain and still went back to see the Dr. he

acted as though I was there hunting drugs so I had

no one to help me. I just did as little as possible to

pass time, then I finally went to another Dr. and he

and his nurse came into the room saying I had a broken

neck and to go to Duke immediately. This was a Friday

afternoon so I went home and made arrangements for a

sitter and had my wife ride with me to Duke. The

Doctor there told me my neck was broken and I thought

he was nuts I fussed at the man and told him there was

no way my neck could be broken I 'm walking and I just

drove up here. I walked out of his office, my then

wife calmed me down and got me to go back and talk to

him again very soon I was admitted and placed in a halo

a little while later. My wife then had to call her

Father to come get her she didn't even know the way

home. I had walked around and did the best I could

from March until Nov. 1990 with a broken neck it has

never been right I live in constant pain from it to

this day. I was going through the paperwork to apply

for my disability and had been turned down when my

wife and I bought a new car witch I really loved, so

only two days after we bought it I had cleaned it and

polished it every where but the rims, so I went a

friends house to get some polish for the special alloy

rims it had on it. I was on the way home and going

fast because the wife was fussing at me for going out

to polish the rims and ride around in the new car.

Then the right rear wheel must have hit something

because it went flat and then I was as I said going to

fast, so I couldn't control it. I hit an embankment

of dirt as I went into a curve, so the car ramped up

and over several rows of corn, I was hurt badly again

I had crushed my right cheek bone and went into a coma

for a little while I'm told. I don't remember

anything for 4 months I woke up in a rehab center in

Fayetteville, N.C. Where I was informed I had a closed

Head Injury and lost my short term memory. After I

got out of the Rehab Center I had a broken collar bone,

so my Lawyer sent me to a Dr. in S.C. and he tried to

take a piece of my hip and fix the collar bone, well it

didn't heal and the pin broke out through my skin. I

wound up having 5 surgeries on my left clavicle and

still wound up losing it. During my time working on my

colar bone I also found out I have a broken but

inoperable disk in my lower spine. Thats my story

and I know its a long one but I am still alive and in

pain all the time all the broken bones I have had in

my life. I feel so bad sometimes because my wife will

fuss at me wanting me to do this or that and I either

forget it or don't have the health or am hurting to much

to do it. I get so tired of being made to feel like a lazy

man even when I live in all this pain and no one seems to

care.

Now I have been seeing a new Dr. and I signed a " Controlled

Substances and Consent " form witch we all have seen or signed at

some point or another. I thought this guy who says hes got me doing

better.(in his own mind not mine)I have been doing exactly as he

asks and just yesterday he said he thought we were going to work

with a pain clinic. I just don't understand what to do, I'm scared

to start going to this clinic it's over 2 hour's away from home. I

have winter coming on me and the road will be a mess to travel that

far esp. with my health, so I asked him if he knew of a clinic

closer to home and he said that was in my hand's. I'm not the one

who had me sign this agreement not to see anyone else for pain

medication's in hopes that he was going to continue taking care of

me. I can go somewhere if he wants me to but won't that be breaking

the agreement that he and I signed? I ask him to send me to someone

closer because the Dr. at this clinic didn't even examine me, he sat

in a chair and had me raise my hand's on each side until they were

over my head and said that good. The only time he touched me was

when he had me breathe in and out that's it, wow he listened to me

breathe that's all. I didn't take off my shirt or even stand up for

him but this is what he calls an examination, let alone the fact

that the way they will ill me will be like going to the Hospital

I'll have to pay him and then the Dr.'s are paid separately.

I just need some way of getting help closer to home and therefore

safer for me to go to.

> > > > > > >

> > > > > > > Hello??? this board is SO quiet, How is everyone

> > feeling?????

> > > > > these

> > > > > > > days. Hope better? cindy

> > > > > > >

> > > > > > I agree it has gotten realy quiet. I'm realy looking

> > hard

> > > > for

> > > > > some

> > > > > > way for someone to help me find help! I just can't go

on

> in

> > > > this

> > > > > kind

> > > > > > of pain alone, I don't expect alot just maybe a hand at

> > where

> > > to

> > > > > begin

> > > > > > looking, I've been to so many Dr,'s this year and the

one

> > I'm

> > > > > seeing

> > > > > > now act's real wierd. I feel like I'm shopping for a

Dr.

> > and

> > > > thats

> > > > > > not realy right. I feel like I should be able to live

my

> > life

> > > > > without

> > > > > > all these Dr.'s playing with me, I need help!

> > > > > > Gerald

> > > > > >

> > > > >

> > > >

> > >

> >

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