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[Guest guest]

Ok, so I've had a slow day. Ever felt like there was a train headed for you

but you couldn't figure out where the tracks were to get off them? I'm

afeared I found the tracks.

Got a call from the Gastrodoc today. (sounds like Mike) They want me to have

an IV contrast CT scan. Seems that the AFP has been rising steadily and that

the ultrasound wasn't ... definitive.

Do I celebrate now or after?

Merry Crispness and

Happy Hollandaise

<feeling kinda sour>

Sally

White Boy Learn Hidden Secrets of Asia

Michele,

Thanks. Feel kinda silly getting my panies in a knot over a maybe

disease. I still think it was from kissing. As the french say Kay

.

When I think about your 39 months it makes me want to puke in

sympathy. You're right about there being lots of weird stuff.

That's why I am so fanatic about study of the med research and being

shure the complementary stuff is very safe and works too.

However, when it comes to expecting herbs and nutrition tests to have

the same quality testing as drugs you might as well not bother. They

never will there is no budget. But on the other hand there is no

financial incentive to screw with the data to get the results they

want like the Drug Companines do. I used to know some drug company

statisticians and the trem they used was faking the results.

You have to usually look at European or Asian tests often with

smaller group sizes to see any med tests. But the evidence is pretty

overwhelming in terms of some effectivenes and usually no side

effects and or improvement of chemo side effects.

It's funny I wound up taking a few herbs now cause I was a total

disbeliever. Would not even consider it possible that old wives tale

plants could do anything good but the med test results forced me to

consider them. Wish my Dr. was into complementary approaches. Dream

on mike.

BTW turns out Auntie was definately no virgin. She mastered the Kama

Sutra at the age of 15 and became capable of unlimited multiple

orgasm through silent meditation alone.

That explains her ignoring men when she was older she didn't need em

any more. As a young woman she had many lovers and was famous as the

Belle of Malay for her sexual skills.

What a hot number... Actually showed me SECRETS of Asia she said that

white men have never know. I believe her too. Shame she never

taught the wife any of this.

I thought I would impress her with the monkely love move but before I

even started she says Ooooh yes white boy try monkey tree sutra, very

good but auntie in law show you some ting betta. She called it the

Krishna Rides Dragon while Tigger Humps Leg and it involves....

Never mind here comes auntie in law with the come hither look and

theres still one more hour before the wife gets back.

Got to go....

Mike

Regular

> > Family Doc called today they took blood work a few

> > weeks ago

> > when I was real anemic and felt weak. Told me there

> > were some problems

> > with the test. I figured it was just anemia and

> > told em I had an

> > amazing recovery. I was quite delighted to tell em.

> > That did worry em

> > cause the red and especially white counts were way

> > too low. White was

> > scarry low in that test but it turns out they are

> > more worried I may be

> > getting diabettes from the chemo. I have noticed

> > some weird blood

> > sugar swings but not as bad lately and some vision

> > problems when

> > reading.

> >

> > The chemo is so frustrating if it works and your

> > lucky enough to be

> > relatively unharmed it's a life saver. If it don't

> > work or you get

> > another new problem it's just a bitch. I hate doing

> > the chemo knowing

> > how my brain is getting damaged maybe forever.

> > Watching the seperation

> > date move closer every day and knowing I could have

> > worked things out

> > with my wife if I could have spoken logically and

> > acted more reasonably.

> >

> > Not going to get all freaked out either way it goes

> > but it can be a bit

> > frustrating to try so hard to get healthy again and

> > watch things going

> > good then bad over and over. Damn I quit alcohol

> > and went to AA 15

> > years ago, quit smoking 22 years ago and try to be

> > healthy. Cheoms

> > like spin the wheel of fortune except with your

> > life. I will be a bit

> > bothered if after I tried so hard to make it work I

> > have to drop out of

> > chemo still with the hep c and maybe some brain

> > damage and new health

> > problems.

> >

> > I was getting all excited cause I thought with the

> > brain fog lifting

> > and the anemia better I was past the worst part and

> > should start

> > planning for good things like seeing the baby get

> > married one day.

> >

> > As a stay at home dad I have a real close

> > relationship with the kid. t

> > When I was very sick before the treatment I felt to

> > bad I was pretty

> > sure I was beginning to die. I'd look at the baby

> > and hope to live

> > long enough for her to remember the good times we

> > had togeather and to

> > always know how much I cared for her.

> >

> > I'm pretty sure I'll last a long while now even if

> > it is diabettes and

> > I have to quit chem so I ought to be more thankful

> > for every day. I

> > guess it's like the old Drill Sgt. used to say " some

> > days you eat the

> > bear some days the bear eat's you " . Those old Sgt's

> > are real zen

> > masters. What stoic bastards.

> >

> > Sorry if my crybaby hysterics over a maybe problem

> > offends anyone

> > really sick. Bet a lot of folks would give

> > everthing they have to

> > trade health problems except maybe for being this

> > crazy...

> >

> > I think I got the maybe diabetes from kissin Auntie. Shoulda never

> > slipped her the tounge.

> >

> > Mike

> >

> > Mike

> >

> > Mike from ,their are many altertinive tx s out

> > their that work very well, and are not too

> > expensive .I worked in a level 3 viral reasearch lab

> > and investagted many of these tx s in case i had

> > your problem ,i had all my bases covered because if something stoped

> > working i did not want to loose the ground i had gained. Its too bad

> > many people dont understand the technical reading and dont know how

> > to seperate the bull from the real mc coy ,ya some

> > of it sounds too simple some too far out but none

> > the less it works ,if you want some info on

> > alternitives e mail me . Lucky me i just got my 32

> > month pcr negitive that alone makes my holidays, but

> > without the reasearch i did the meds would not have

> > worked , i was deemed a non responder at month 4.5

> > without my research i would have been cut off at

> > that point, but my research saved me and got rid of

> > hep, docs said i would never do it, but i new

> > differnt [theirs more then 1 way to skin a cat so to

> > say] Now all they say is you did the right

> > thing ,what else could they say. Sincerley,

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

After, celbrate while you're in the CT macine and ask

the techs or doctor what they found. That's what I

did. I was sure I had some kind of cancer and the doc

came breezing in and I asked what they found and he

said " Nothing " so I melted in relief. Don't carry the

stress of anticipation a minute longer than you have

to. If the techs tell you your doctor has to tell you,

ask them to get a radiologist in NOW to read it and

tell you what they find.

Good luck, we're thinking healthy thoughts for you -

Michele

--- Sally Hines <shines@...> wrote:

> Ok, so I've had a slow day. Ever felt like there was

> a train headed for you

> but you couldn't figure out where the tracks were to

> get off them? I'm

> afeared I found the tracks.

>

> Got a call from the Gastrodoc today. (sounds like

> Mike) They want me to have

> an IV contrast CT scan. Seems that the AFP has been

> rising steadily and that

> the ultrasound wasn't ... definitive.

>

> Do I celebrate now or after?

>

> Merry Crispness and

> Happy Hollandaise

>

> <feeling kinda sour>

> Sally

>

> White Boy Learn

> Hidden Secrets of Asia

>

>

> Michele,

>

> Thanks. Feel kinda silly getting my panies in a

> knot over a maybe

> disease. I still think it was from kissing. As the

> french say Kay

> .

>

> When I think about your 39 months it makes me want

> to puke in

> sympathy. You're right about there being lots of

> weird stuff.

> That's why I am so fanatic about study of the med

> research and being

> shure the complementary stuff is very safe and works

> too.

>

> However, when it comes to expecting herbs and

> nutrition tests to have

> the same quality testing as drugs you might as well

> not bother. They

> never will there is no budget. But on the other

> hand there is no

> financial incentive to screw with the data to get

> the results they

> want like the Drug Companines do. I used to know

> some drug company

> statisticians and the trem they used was faking the

> results.

>

> You have to usually look at European or Asian tests

> often with

> smaller group sizes to see any med tests. But the

> evidence is pretty

> overwhelming in terms of some effectivenes and

> usually no side

> effects and or improvement of chemo side effects.

>

> It's funny I wound up taking a few herbs now cause I

> was a total

> disbeliever. Would not even consider it possible

> that old wives tale

> plants could do anything good but the med test

> results forced me to

> consider them. Wish my Dr. was into complementary

> approaches. Dream

> on mike.

>

> BTW turns out Auntie was definately no virgin. She

> mastered the Kama

> Sutra at the age of 15 and became capable of

> unlimited multiple

> orgasm through silent meditation alone.

>

> That explains her ignoring men when she was older

> she didn't need em

> any more. As a young woman she had many lovers and

> was famous as the

> Belle of Malay for her sexual skills.

>

> What a hot number... Actually showed me SECRETS of

> Asia she said that

> white men have never know. I believe her too.

> Shame she never

> taught the wife any of this.

>

> I thought I would impress her with the monkely love

> move but before I

> even started she says Ooooh yes white boy try monkey

> tree sutra, very

> good but auntie in law show you some ting betta.

> She called it the

> Krishna Rides Dragon while Tigger Humps Leg and it

> involves....

>

> Never mind here comes auntie in law with the come

> hither look and

> theres still one more hour before the wife gets

> back.

>

> Got to go....

>

> Mike

>

> Regular

> > > Family Doc called today they took blood work a

> few

> > > weeks ago

>

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