Guest guest Posted August 14, 2002 Report Share Posted August 14, 2002 Well, I have been so tired that I really have not had a chance to get caught up on the posts. I am eager to the point of sickness. It is almost friday. I will start treatment and get my liver biopsy results. It really is driving me crazy. My memory is failing. Monday, I forgot to pack a sandwich in my children's lunches. I work at a pediatricians office and I totally get lost when these mothers are telling me what's wrong with there kids, I tend to go totally blank. I just broke down in tears today. It finally hit me that I am not well and that I am not as capable as I once was and that this stupid thing is going to be with me for the rest of my life! I start family medical leave next week. It is only for the Dr appointments. For those of you who have had this awhile..... how do you keep your spirits up? I find myself getting depressed and emotional over the smallest things. I have asked my Dr to raise my celexa dose and I feel I am on the edge of a breakdown. I have tried so hard to stay upbeat. But working in the medical field the Dr's always look at me as if analyzing my condition. My weekend stay at the hospital did not help either. I have asthma, allergies, Hep c and now this stupid ovary thing? GOOD GRIEF!! Well I feel better now. I had to vent, this is the only place I felt would understand. The only real support and understanding I get is from one of the Nurse Practitioners I work with. She just got over a horrible run with lymphoma cancer. Chemo and surgeries and a year later she is just now getting back to work. Well it is late and my eyes are closing as I type. Luv Bonnie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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