I AM JUST PLAIN OLD DEPRESSED THIS MORNING

[Guest guest]

I'M HAVING A REAL HARD TIME THIS MORNING.I AM SO TIRED OF NOT BEING

ABLE TO WORK,AND IT LOOKS LIKE I MAY NEVER BE ABLE TO GO BACK TO

WORK. EVERYTIME I SEE MY WIFE LEAVE TO GO TO WORK I FEEL JUST A

LITTLE LESS OF A MAN. AFTERALL I'M THE ONE THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE

GOING TO WORK EVERYDAY,AT LEAST THAT IS THE WAY THAT I WAS RAISED.

THE MAN IS THE ONE THAT IS TO BE THE BREADWINNER,NOT THE WIFE. HERE I

AM A 53 YEAROLD MAN AND I AM JUST ABOUT READY TO CRY. I AM SO TIRED

OF ALL OF THIS.WE ARE JUST ABOUT TO BE TOTALLY BROKE.I MEAN NO MONEY

AT ALL. I KNOW THAT MY WIFE IS WORRIED ABOUT ALL OF THE BILLS THAT WE

HAVE. THERE JUST ISN'T ANY MONEY TO PAY THEM.

THE WORK COMP JERK HAS STOPPED ME FROM GOING TO THE DOCTOR ON MY COMP

CASE BECAUSE HE IS REFUSING TO PAY THE DOCTORS VISITS ANYMORE. WHAT A

NICE MAN HE IS. I WISH THAT HE COULD EXPERIENCE WHAT I HAVE HAD TO GO

THROUGH DEALING WITH HIM.

THEN TO TOP IT ALL OFF I WAS HIT IN THE REAR IN MY WIFES CAR LAST

MONTH. IT IS ALMOST LAUGHABLE ,BUT IT REALLY ISN'T FUNNY.

WELL I GUESS THAT I HAVE 'CRIED'ENOUGH. I JUST WISH THAT I COULD LAY

DOWN AT NIGHT AND GET A DECENT NIGHTS SLEEP.MOST OF THE TIME IT IS

PAST 4 OR 5 IN THE MORNING BEFORE I AM ABLE TO GO TO SLEEP.

SOMETIMES I AM UNABLE TO SLEEP AT ALL AND I AM UP ALL DAY WITHOUT ANY

SLEEP AT ALL.

WELL,I GUESS THAT IT IS TIME FOR ME TO STOP. THANKS FOR BEING HERE

TO LET ME VENT ALL OF THIS STUFF.

LARRY

[Guest guest]

HI Larry I hope things are looking better for you now. I can't

relate too being the man part but I can relate too everyone going

off too work each day and me being stuck here at home, it sucks!!!!!

And there are so many days I just prayed for a little freedom back

from this prison pain has put me in. Well I guess God heard one of

my prayers cause Dec 26 I go back too surgery again. And hopefully

this will give me back a least a little of my freedon. The best Xmas

present I could ask for. I know how it feels too have one of these

bad days, they're no fun at all. Please hang in there, there is an

answer out there somewhere for you and your misses. Hang in there

and hopefully things will look up soon Sharon

*~*~*~*~group owner*~*~*~*~*

In neck pain , lagullahorn68-69@s... wrote:

> I'M HAVING A REAL HARD TIME THIS MORNING.I AM SO TIRED OF NOT

BEING

> ABLE TO WORK,AND IT LOOKS LIKE I MAY NEVER BE ABLE TO GO BACK TO

> WORK. EVERYTIME I SEE MY WIFE LEAVE TO GO TO WORK I FEEL JUST A

> LITTLE LESS OF A MAN. AFTERALL I'M THE ONE THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE

> GOING TO WORK EVERYDAY,AT LEAST THAT IS THE WAY THAT I WAS RAISED.

> THE MAN IS THE ONE THAT IS TO BE THE BREADWINNER,NOT THE WIFE.

HERE I

> AM A 53 YEAROLD MAN AND I AM JUST ABOUT READY TO CRY. I AM SO

TIRED

> OF ALL OF THIS.WE ARE JUST ABOUT TO BE TOTALLY BROKE.I MEAN NO

MONEY

> AT ALL. I KNOW THAT MY WIFE IS WORRIED ABOUT ALL OF THE BILLS THAT

WE

> HAVE. THERE JUST ISN'T ANY MONEY TO PAY THEM.

> THE WORK COMP JERK HAS STOPPED ME FROM GOING TO THE DOCTOR ON MY

COMP

> CASE BECAUSE HE IS REFUSING TO PAY THE DOCTORS VISITS ANYMORE.

WHAT A

> NICE MAN HE IS. I WISH THAT HE COULD EXPERIENCE WHAT I HAVE HAD TO

GO

> THROUGH DEALING WITH HIM.

> THEN TO TOP IT ALL OFF I WAS HIT IN THE REAR IN MY WIFES CAR LAST

> MONTH. IT IS ALMOST LAUGHABLE ,BUT IT REALLY ISN'T FUNNY.

> WELL I GUESS THAT I HAVE 'CRIED'ENOUGH. I JUST WISH THAT I COULD

LAY

> DOWN AT NIGHT AND GET A DECENT NIGHTS SLEEP.MOST OF THE TIME IT IS

> PAST 4 OR 5 IN THE MORNING BEFORE I AM ABLE TO GO TO SLEEP.

> SOMETIMES I AM UNABLE TO SLEEP AT ALL AND I AM UP ALL DAY WITHOUT

ANY

> SLEEP AT ALL.

> WELL,I GUESS THAT IT IS TIME FOR ME TO STOP. THANKS FOR BEING HERE

> TO LET ME VENT ALL OF THIS STUFF.

> LARRY

[Guest guest]

Hello darkstarzz,

Thanks for the reply to my post on 12-16. I was really in a bad way when I wrote that. I have been ok,since TUESDAY night . I have had a fairly good relief from the pain since I wrote that. I am going to have a ct/mylogram done on Monday the 22nd. I will be glad to get that over with. The money problems that we are having is really weighing on my mind. I know that it will be ok, I just don't know how.

Well I guess that I will stop for now. GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR SURGERY ON THE 26TH. I hope that you will get a great deal of relief from your pain and will be able to have a semi-normal life again.

I am facing a fusion in my neck and my low back a sometime in the future.

I really do not want to have it done,unless it is absolutely necessary.

Take care,

LARRY[gulleywasher]o.com wrote:

HI Larry I hope things are looking better for you now. I can't relate too being the man part but I can relate too everyone going off too work each day and me being stuck here at home, it sucks!!!!! And there are so many days I just prayed for a little freedom back from this prison pain has put me in. Well I guess God heard one of my prayers cause Dec 26 I go back too surgery again. And hopefully this will give me back a least a little of my freedon. The best Xmas present I could ask for. I know how it feels too have one of these bad days, they're no fun at all. Please hang in there, there is an answer out there somewhere for you and your misses. Hang in there and hopefully things will look up soon Sharon *~*~*~*~group owner*~*~*~*~*In neck pain , lagullahorn68-69@s... wrote:> I'M HAVING A

REAL HARD TIME THIS MORNING.I AM SO TIRED OF NOT BEING > ABLE TO WORK,AND IT LOOKS LIKE I MAY NEVER BE ABLE TO GO BACK TO > WORK. EVERYTIME I SEE MY WIFE LEAVE TO GO TO WORK I FEEL JUST A > LITTLE LESS OF A MAN. AFTERALL I'M THE ONE THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE > GOING TO WORK EVERYDAY,AT LEAST THAT IS THE WAY THAT I WAS RAISED. > THE MAN IS THE ONE THAT IS TO BE THE BREADWINNER,NOT THE WIFE. HERE I > AM A 53 YEAROLD MAN AND I AM JUST ABOUT READY TO CRY. I AM SO TIRED > OF ALL OF THIS.WE ARE JUST ABOUT TO BE TOTALLY BROKE.I MEAN NO MONEY > AT ALL. I KNOW THAT MY WIFE IS WORRIED ABOUT ALL OF THE BILLS THAT WE > HAVE. THERE JUST ISN'T ANY MONEY TO PAY THEM. > THE WORK COMP JERK HAS STOPPED ME FROM GOING TO THE DOCTOR ON MY COMP > CASE BECAUSE HE IS REFUSING TO PAY THE DOCTORS VISITS ANYMORE. WHAT A > NICE MAN HE IS. I WISH THAT HE COULD EXPERIENCE WHAT I HAVE HAD TO GO

> THROUGH DEALING WITH HIM. > THEN TO TOP IT ALL OFF I WAS HIT IN THE REAR IN MY WIFES CAR LAST > MONTH. IT IS ALMOST LAUGHABLE ,BUT IT REALLY ISN'T FUNNY.> WELL I GUESS THAT I HAVE 'CRIED'ENOUGH. I JUST WISH THAT I COULD LAY > DOWN AT NIGHT AND GET A DECENT NIGHTS SLEEP.MOST OF THE TIME IT IS > PAST 4 OR 5 IN THE MORNING BEFORE I AM ABLE TO GO TO SLEEP.> SOMETIMES I AM UNABLE TO SLEEP AT ALL AND I AM UP ALL DAY WITHOUT ANY > SLEEP AT ALL. > WELL,I GUESS THAT IT IS TIME FOR ME TO STOP. THANKS FOR BEING HERE > TO LET ME VENT ALL OF THIS STUFF.> LARRY