Re: hopeless

July 30, 2001

Sonomi,

I am so sorry to hear about this change of events for you. It is too bad

that your surgery did not take place when the old insurance had approved it.

Can you use this same information that was used to approve your old

insurance with your new insurance?

You mentioned that you had headaches....have these continued?

Please let us know how this turns out for your new insurance coverage.

Hopefully they will be willing to approve it, so you can have your explant

as scheduled.

Thanks for keeping us updated on your situation.

Also, thank you for sharing the letter from the woman with the silicone gel

implants. It is interesting that this woman was a part of it the Mentor

study. I wonder what the future will bring with that, and it makes me

cringe to think that they may bring back silicone gel on the market. What a

tragic mistake that would be.

Take care,

Patty

----- Original Message -----

From: " johnson sonomi " <sonomijohnson@...>

< >

Sent: Thursday, July 26, 2001 8:56 PM

Subject: hopeless

> hi patty and justine.

> how are you?

> i'm ok so far.

> my old insurance aprroved my surgery.

> did i tell you my husband company told us they change to another insurance

> company.in start july.

> i had to start all over again.

> now i'm waiting what my insurance say.

> i recive mail from lady dr's office, she said she need my medical

> information.

> i feel like hopeless again....

> i'm unlucky or what?

> my old insurance was aprroved my surgery.

> i should have surgery in july 24.

> now i had to change to AUG.maybe in SEP...

> I'm really wish i never ever have implant in my body...

> tommorow i'm going to my clinic ( in this compound) office.

> ask Dr copy my medical record.

> but that is JAN.

> it is old.

> also i have headache so i need go to clinic ask dr for medicine few time.

> if they have this medical record do you think it is help?

> i feel so hopeless again.

>

> well i recieve e-mail from www.skepticism.net

> how do you think about this?

>

> i hope hear from you soon.

> Love

> Sonomi

>

> >From: Jill <mercurygirl3@...>

> >Reply-skepticism-site@...

> >sonomijohnson <sonomijohnson@...>

> >Subject: RE: [skepticism.Net] Breast Implant Guestbook Archive

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> >HI!

> >

> >I had to write. I am a model/actress who bowed to the pressure of

> implants last year. Four months later I've had horrible autoimmune

> reactions: rheumatoid arthritis, GI bleeding, fatigue, weakness, swelling

> of joints, and the list goes on. In fact, when the doctor was going down

> the list of possible side effects because I am in the Mentor study group

to

> study the safety of silicone implants, I had every symptom out of 18,

> except for 3. My life is on hold, I'm in horrendous pain, my existence

has

> been totally and utterly changed. To all those who say that silicone

> implants pose no harm, BULL. Let me further state to you that I was one

of

> you!!! I believed with all my heart that these implants caused no problem

> and all these women all just wanted money or were looking to blame

> something for their diseases. I begged for the silicone implants due to

> the better " feel " . I finally found a doctor to give them to me. Now,

> after a full month in the hospital, IV infusions, immunosuppresants, more

> medications than I can tell you, herbs, vitamins, minerals.......it has

all

> been a waste. I am sick. I am planning on having these removed in 2

> weeks. Oh yes, I am devastated. I feel like my sexuality as a woman will

> be hindered. It only came with hitting the absolute bottom before I would

> agree to the removal. I should also say that I saw a prominant

> rhuematologist who also told me that although the reports say that the

> implants don't cause disease, he has seen many patients like myself and

> believes there is some correlation that hasn't came to light yet. He told

> me in no uncertain terms, get them out! I want to also say, I don't

> believe that all women react to the silicone. Many will be fine. But how

> do you know if you will be one of the unlucky ones?

> >

> >I am just hoping that I will be better after the removal. If I could

just

> say one thing to all those naysayers. Like I said, I was one of the

> strongest advocates of the return of silicone to the market! But after

> years of being in superb health, running marathons, eating right and doing

> everything for my body, I get implants and immediately the sickness is

upon

> me in months. You might say I could of got this sickness anyway. I have

> been tested for genetic markers, none which show propensity for this

> disease. My blood counts were great prior, now they are in the trash. I

> am a young women who feels like 80. I don't want to go on at times. I

> have trouble opening bottles, playing with my child, and doing just about

> every other daily activity.

> >

> >Please, don't assume that you will be one of the lucky ones. The saline

> still has silicone shells which may cause an immulogical reaction. For

all

> those who are happy with their implants, I am also in turn happy for you.

> I hope to God for your continued health. But please don't disrespect

those

> of us (and there are so many) that have gotten ill, by saying it must be

> something else. We are very much in tune with our bodies, as you are.

> Unfortunately, our systems did not take the implantation as wonderfully as

> yours.

> >

> >Those who are in the same situation, please contact me at

> mercurygirl3@.... Thanks again for your postings. Believers,

> Please keep fighting for us.

> >

> >jill

> >

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July 31, 2001

Sonomi,

Look at your new insurance booklet for a clause entitled "Continuation of Benefits". Let me know what size the company is, Number of Employees, and insurance carrier's name. Perhaps I can help!

Most sincerely,

Martha Murdock, HIA, FLEMI, CEBS

NSIF

MAM-NSIF@...

----- Original Message -----

From: Patty

Sent: Monday, July 30, 2001 2:13 PM

Subject: Re: hopeless

Sonomi,I am so sorry to hear about this change of events for you. It is too badthat your surgery did not take place when the old insurance had approved it.Can you use this same information that was used to approve your oldinsurance with your new insurance?You mentioned that you had headaches....have these continued?Please let us know how this turns out for your new insurance coverage.Hopefully they will be willing to approve it, so you can have your explantas scheduled.Thanks for keeping us updated on your situation.Also, thank you for sharing the letter from the woman with the silicone gelimplants. It is interesting that this woman was a part of it the Mentorstudy. I wonder what the future will bring with that, and it makes mecringe to think that they may bring back silicone gel on the market. What atragic mistake that would be.Take care,Patty----- Original Message -----From: "johnson sonomi" <sonomijohnson@...>< >Sent: Thursday, July 26, 2001 8:56 PMSubject: hopeless> hi patty and justine.> how are you?> i'm ok so far.> my old insurance aprroved my surgery.> did i tell you my husband company told us they change to another insurance> company.in start july.> i had to start all over again.> now i'm waiting what my insurance say.> i recive mail from lady dr's office, she said she need my medical> information.> i feel like hopeless again....> i'm unlucky or what?> my old insurance was aprroved my surgery.> i should have surgery in july 24.> now i had to change to AUG.maybe in SEP...> I'm really wish i never ever have implant in my body...> tommorow i'm going to my clinic ( in this compound) office.> ask Dr copy my medical record.> but that is JAN.> it is old.> also i have headache so i need go to clinic ask dr for medicine few time.> if they have this medical record do you think it is help?> i feel so hopeless again.>> well i recieve e-mail from www.skepticism.net> how do you think about this?>> i hope hear from you soon.> Love> Sonomi>>> >From: Jill <mercurygirl3@...>> >Reply-skepticism-site@...> >sonomijohnson <sonomijohnson@...>> >Subject: RE: [skepticism.Net] Breast Implant Guestbook Archive> >Date: Thu, 26 Jul 2001 22:20:27 -0400> >MIME-Version: 1.0> >Received: from [204.250.119.253] by hotmail.com (3.2) with ESMTP id> MHotMailBD2A1B3E009C4004370ECCFA77FDEBE90; Thu, 26 Jul 2001 19:21:51 -0700> >Received: from 204.250.119.95 (204.250.119.95) by> mail.macrobyteresources.com with SMTP (Eudora Internet Mail Server 3.0)for> <sonomijohnson@...>; Thu, 26 Jul 2001 22:21:49 -0400> >From mercurygirl3@... Thu, 26 Jul 2001 19:22:53 -0700> >X-Mailer: UserLand Frontier 7.0b57 (Windows NT)> >Message-ID: <Conversant-14315@...>> >> >Msg # 260: http://www.skepticism.net/260> >Site Home Page: http://www.skepticism.net/> >> >----------------------------------> >> >HI!> >> >I had to write. I am a model/actress who bowed to the pressure of> implants last year. Four months later I've had horrible autoimmune> reactions: rheumatoid arthritis, GI bleeding, fatigue, weakness, swelling> of joints, and the list goes on. In fact, when the doctor was going down> the list of possible side effects because I am in the Mentor study groupto> study the safety of silicone implants, I had every symptom out of 18,> except for 3. My life is on hold, I'm in horrendous pain, my existencehas> been totally and utterly changed. To all those who say that silicone> implants pose no harm, BULL. Let me further state to you that I was oneof> you!!! I believed with all my heart that these implants caused no problem> and all these women all just wanted money or were looking to blame> something for their diseases. I begged for the silicone implants due to> the better "feel". I finally found a doctor to give them to me. Now,> after a full month in the hospital, IV infusions, immunosuppresants, more> medications than I can tell you, herbs, vitamins, minerals.......it hasall> been a waste. I am sick. I am planning on having these removed in 2> weeks. Oh yes, I am devastated. I feel like my sexuality as a woman will> be hindered. It only came with hitting the absolute bottom before I would> agree to the removal. I should also say that I saw a prominant> rhuematologist who also told me that although the reports say that the> implants don't cause disease, he has seen many patients like myself and> believes there is some correlation that hasn't came to light yet. He told> me in no uncertain terms, get them out! I want to also say, I don't> believe that all women react to the silicone. Many will be fine. But how> do you know if you will be one of the unlucky ones?> >> >I am just hoping that I will be better after the removal. If I couldjust> say one thing to all those naysayers. Like I said, I was one of the> strongest advocates of the return of silicone to the market! But after> years of being in superb health, running marathons, eating right and doing> everything for my body, I get implants and immediately the sickness isupon> me in months. You might say I could of got this sickness anyway. I have> been tested for genetic markers, none which show propensity for this> disease. My blood counts were great prior, now they are in the trash. I> am a young women who feels like 80. I don't want to go on at times. I> have trouble opening bottles, playing with my child, and doing just about> every other daily activity.> >> >Please, don't assume that you will be one of the lucky ones. The saline> still has silicone shells which may cause an immulogical reaction. Forall> those who are happy with their implants, I am also in turn happy for you.> I hope to God for your continued health. But please don't disrespectthose> of us (and there are so many) that have gotten ill, by saying it must be> something else. We are very much in tune with our bodies, as you are.> Unfortunately, our systems did not take the implantation as wonderfully as> yours.> >> >Those who are in the same situation, please contact me at> mercurygirl3@.... Thanks again for your postings. Believers,> Please keep fighting for us.> >> >jill> >> >----------------------------------> >This message copyright © 2001 its author> >> >To unsubscribe from this list, send a blank e-mail message to:> >skepticism-unsubscribe@...> >>>>>>> _________________________________________________________________> $BL5NA%a!<%k$O!"@$3 & (B No.1 $B$N(B MSN Hotmail$B$G!*(Bhttp://www.hotmail.com/JA/>>>>

July 31, 2001

Thank you Patty.

I send my medical record to the lady in Dr's office yesterday.

I'm really hope it will be help.

about my headaches yes i have many headaches.

i had last headaches was twodays ago.

I don't know implant casing this? or my stress?

well i'll write to you when i find out.

Thabk you

Love

Sonomi

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>Sonomi,

>I am so sorry to hear about this change of events for you. It is too bad

>that your surgery did not take place when the old insurance had approved

it.

>

>Can you use this same information that was used to approve your old

>insurance with your new insurance?

>

>You mentioned that you had headaches....have these continued?

>

>Please let us know how this turns out for your new insurance coverage.

>Hopefully they will be willing to approve it, so you can have your explant

>as scheduled.

>Thanks for keeping us updated on your situation.

>

>Also, thank you for sharing the letter from the woman with the silicone

gel

>implants. It is interesting that this woman was a part of it the Mentor

>study. I wonder what the future will bring with that, and it makes me

>cringe to think that they may bring back silicone gel on the market. What

a

>tragic mistake that would be.

>

>Take care,

>Patty

>----- Original Message -----

>From: " johnson sonomi " <sonomijohnson@...>

>< >

>Sent: Thursday, July 26, 2001 8:56 PM

>Subject: hopeless

>

> > hi patty and justine.

> > how are you?

> > i'm ok so far.

> > my old insurance aprroved my surgery.

> > did i tell you my husband company told us they change to another

insurance

> > company.in start july.

> > i had to start all over again.

> > now i'm waiting what my insurance say.

> > i recive mail from lady dr's office, she said she need my medical

> > information.

> > i feel like hopeless again....

> > i'm unlucky or what?

> > my old insurance was aprroved my surgery.

> > i should have surgery in july 24.

> > now i had to change to AUG.maybe in SEP...

> > I'm really wish i never ever have implant in my body...

> > tommorow i'm going to my clinic ( in this compound) office.

> > ask Dr copy my medical record.

> > but that is JAN.

> > it is old.

> > also i have headache so i need go to clinic ask dr for medicine few

time.

> > if they have this medical record do you think it is help?

> > i feel so hopeless again.

> >

> > well i recieve e-mail from www.skepticism.net

> > how do you think about this?

> >

> > i hope hear from you soon.

> > Love

> > Sonomi

> >

> > >From: Jill <mercurygirl3@...>

> > >Reply-skepticism-site@...

> > >sonomijohnson <sonomijohnson@...>

> > >Subject: RE: [skepticism.Net] Breast Implant Guestbook Archive

> > >Date: Thu, 26 Jul 2001 22:20:27 -0400

> > >MIME-Version: 1.0

> > >Received: from [204.250.119.253] by hotmail.com (3.2) with ESMTP id

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> > <sonomijohnson@...>; Thu, 26 Jul 2001 22:21:49 -0400

> > >From mercurygirl3@... Thu, 26 Jul 2001 19:22:53 -0700

> > >X-Mailer: UserLand Frontier 7.0b57 (Windows NT)

> > >Message-ID: <Conversant-14315@...>

> > >

> > >Msg # 260: http://www.skepticism.net/260'>http://www.skepticism.net/260

> > >Site Home Page: http://www.skepticism.net/

> > >

> > >----------------------------------

> > >

> > >HI!

> > >

> > >I had to write. I am a model/actress who bowed to the pressure of

> > implants last year. Four months later I've had horrible autoimmune

> > reactions: rheumatoid arthritis, GI bleeding, fatigue, weakness,

swelling

> > of joints, and the list goes on. In fact, when the doctor was going

down

> > the list of possible side effects because I am in the Mentor study

group

>to

> > study the safety of silicone implants, I had every symptom out of 18,

> > except for 3. My life is on hold, I'm in horrendous pain, my existence

>has

> > been totally and utterly changed. To all those who say that silicone

> > implants pose no harm, BULL. Let me further state to you that I was

one

>of

> > you!!! I believed with all my heart that these implants caused no

problem

> > and all these women all just wanted money or were looking to blame

> > something for their diseases. I begged for the silicone implants due

to

> > the better " feel " . I finally found a doctor to give them to me. Now,

> > after a full month in the hospital, IV infusions, immunosuppresants,

more

> > medications than I can tell you, herbs, vitamins, minerals.......it has

>all

> > been a waste. I am sick. I am planning on having these removed in 2

> > weeks. Oh yes, I am devastated. I feel like my sexuality as a woman

will

> > be hindered. It only came with hitting the absolute bottom before I

would

> > agree to the removal. I should also say that I saw a prominant

> > rhuematologist who also told me that although the reports say that the

> > implants don't cause disease, he has seen many patients like myself and

> > believes there is some correlation that hasn't came to light yet. He

told

> > me in no uncertain terms, get them out! I want to also say, I don't

> > believe that all women react to the silicone. Many will be fine. But

how

> > do you know if you will be one of the unlucky ones?

> > >

> > >I am just hoping that I will be better after the removal. If I could

>just

> > say one thing to all those naysayers. Like I said, I was one of the

> > strongest advocates of the return of silicone to the market! But after

> > years of being in superb health, running marathons, eating right and

doing

> > everything for my body, I get implants and immediately the sickness is

>upon

> > me in months. You might say I could of got this sickness anyway. I

have

> > been tested for genetic markers, none which show propensity for this

> > disease. My blood counts were great prior, now they are in the trash.

I

> > am a young women who feels like 80. I don't want to go on at times. I

> > have trouble opening bottles, playing with my child, and doing just

about

> > every other daily activity.

> > >

> > >Please, don't assume that you will be one of the lucky ones. The

saline

> > still has silicone shells which may cause an immulogical reaction. For

>all

> > those who are happy with their implants, I am also in turn happy for

you.

> > I hope to God for your continued health. But please don't disrespect

>those

> > of us (and there are so many) that have gotten ill, by saying it must

be

> > something else. We are very much in tune with our bodies, as you are.

> > Unfortunately, our systems did not take the implantation as wonderfully

as

> > yours.

> > >

> > >Those who are in the same situation, please contact me at

> > mercurygirl3@.... Thanks again for your postings. Believers,

> > Please keep fighting for us.

> > >

> > >jill

> > >

> > >----------------------------------

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> > >skepticism-unsubscribe@...

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August 1, 2001

> Thank you Patty.

> I send my medical record to the lady in Dr's office yesterday.

> I'm really hope it will be help.

> about my headaches yes i have many headaches.

> i had last headaches was twodays ago.

> I don't know implant casing this? or my stress?

Yes, and yes....both can cause your headaches. But implants may be causing

the stress in your body in the first place (stressing the endocrine system),

so in the end, it can be traced back to the implants regardless.

Patty

December 18, 2009

>

> I feel hopeless tonite. I learned I had candida in June after suffering for

10years. However it has been such a battle for me. I keep modifying my diet as I

learn things. I try so hard. I fail at times. The holidays are hard. I just want

to eat what everyone else is. I dont want to have to think about all this. I am

tired of it. For the past 3 yrs they told me I was gluten and dairy sensitive. I

have had no gluten or dairy in 3 yrs. They were totally wrong. It was candida. I

want to have children some day. I know now is not the time. However I am in my

late 30s. That bothers me.Tomorrow doesnt always come for everyone. I lost my

first husband to cancer 6 years ago.

>

> I have this because I got mono years ago and had strong antibotics. I had a

reaction then but it went away. I thought I was fine. I am mad at the drs. How

can they prescribe antibotics and never recommend probiotics. It makes no sense

to me.

>

> I resigned from my job because I could not do it anymore being sick all the

time. I had a good job. Now I make a third of what I was. That has made me

miserable.

>

> All of this is so unfair. I didnt deserve this. None of us did.

+++Hi there. What is your name please? My heart goes out to you my dear. Been

there, done that! Of course life isn't always fair to good people like you and

me. That's why it is so important to take charge of your own health and life!

By the way, don't believe that you can't have children after a certain age,

since it is not true. They always talk about the " tired egg syndrome " but never

about a " tired sperm syndrome " due to aging - but of course most doctors are

male who came up with that false idea.

Dr. Mendelsohn, M.D. writes about this in his book " Confessions of a Medical

Heretic " (heretic means anyone who does not conform to an established attitude,

doctrine, or principle), in other words Dr. Mendelsohn was totally against

medicine as it was practiced in his day, the 1970s.

He writes: " When I was in medical school, I was taught that women should not

have babies if they're older than forty-five. By the time I was an intern, it

was down to forty. When I was a resident, thirty-either. Ten years ago (about

1969) it was down to thirty-five. "

" Actually, age has nothing to do with whether a mother gives birth to a deformed

baby. "

We know it is very important that both parents be healthy in order to conceive a

healthy child, as Dr. Weston A. Price wrote about in detail in his book

Nutrition and Physical Degeneration. Babies acquire their parent's " nutritional

status " upon conception.

So hang in there and keep doing this program! As for many others it is your

" hope " of leading a better life that is healthy and happy.

When you get down and discouraged read some of the wonderful Success Stories:

http://www.healingnaturallybybee.com/success/index.php

Lotsa healing hugs, Bee

December 18, 2009

Dear Hopeless,

I'm sorry to hear you are having such a rough time with life right now ... but,

I promise you, " this too shall pass " . I understand your concerns about getting

older and having children as I'm 42, soon turning 43, and haven't had children

as of yet. On the upside, I am grateful for having found Bee's program as my

goal is to get my body as healthy as possible " before " getting pregnant and

having children as I've suffered from candida since I was approximately 18 years

old. My mother had me at 43 so I figure if she can do it, so can I. So, my game

plan, stick with the program for the next two years, get healthy and when I'm

45, work on getting pregnant (if I'm involved with someone by then) and if that

doesn't happen, then I'll adopt even if I'm still single. So, if I can do it (or

imagine doing it), then so can you!!! It's the power of positive thinking!

Please hang in there and try to find the bright side to all of this. Think

about how fortunate all of us are to have found Bee and to tackle our

symptoms/problems before something very serious happened to our bodies! Other

people continue to eat poorly and to walk around with candida never knowing

what's causing their health problems until sadly, in some cases, it will be too

late.

We can now start living a healthier, happier life free from illness. As for

wanting to eat what everyone else eats, well, I like to think about this whole

candida thing as a " life style shift " . I never refer to my new eating

habits/patterns as a " diet " but rather, term it as a healthy " life style shift " .

It seems to help me deal with it better from a psychological perspective.

Maybe, the same will work for you.

Just take it one day at a time as you will go through up days and down days,

days of doubt, days of confusion but those days will become less and less as

they are replaced by healthier, happier days.

And, most of all, remember that you still have time to become a mother. Get

your body healthy now so you don't pass your symptoms onto your unborn child.

It's the greatest gift a mom can give a child!

Hang in there!

Happy Holidays!

Nikki

December 18, 2009

That was beautiful, Nikki. I am printing that out to read over and over again.

Shalom, a