Hello Again

[Guest guest]

Well, it seems the group has been so quiet........whats up? Where are

all the other women with issues with implants? I constantly wonder

about that. Maybe they just get well and want to forget this

entirely. I am happy for them if in fact that is the case, but sad

for the cause itself since I feel people need to hear positive

stories.

So anyway the last week has been good, and today I felt almost

totally fog free....I can't put my finger on the exact reasons why, I

mean my diet has been healthy, but also I have been eating stuff like

protein bars and packaged stuff, so it isn't like I am really eating

organic or totally aditive free stuff, I still drink my am coffee's,

and I have been eating some sugar, so why do I feel better and better

as far as the brain thing goes on a daily basis it seems. It was

funny because today I went jogging and did 6 miles, my feet really

hurt though, unfortunately that symptom is not going away, but then I

wore high heeled boots at work 3 days in a row.

So here is what I have been doing lately, working out, working,

trying to eat healthy, and here is the thing I am wondering about, I

am tanning at a tanning salon, now I know this is not supposed to be

good for you, and maybe it is coincidence, but I have been feeling

better since I started doing this as far as my head goes. I mean

noticably fog free almost all the time, it has crept in on occasion

and is not completely gone, but when I think of how it was when I had

the implants, or even a month ago, it is pretty dramatic. Ok, I am

also taking malic acid, vitamin c and MSM daily, and occasionally I

am taking vicodin for pain when it acts up. So who knows, all I can

tell you is that I am ready to get my period and this should be the

worse time of month for me and it isn't. HA...who would have imagined

that. If I had felt like I do now, with my implants in, well lets

just say I would still have implants HA HA HA!

I broke down today and went and bought some new sports bras, small

ones, the kind I couldn't really wear with the implants because it

would have been indecent ha ha......The wieghtlifting is great

because it puts the accent on my arms, my biceps, my shoulders, its

all looking good. If the scars were gone I think I could really be ok

with this at this point, and being tan sure looks good, my skin is so

clear and if you saw me you would just think I was the picture of

health, and, well, right now I am feeling positive about the implants

setting off my issues,in one way or another.

I have to learn to accept the small breasts that god(and Dr.Feng)

gave me, and they really aren't so bad, oh and the other night I was

at a friends house and she was watching the show survivor, now I

don't watch tv much but I noticed a few of the women on this show

looked like they might have implants, but one girl stood out, because

she was so flat chested, and she looked better than all of them. If

you post explant girls want to feel better, or have an inspiration

watch this show the next time it comes on, you will know which girl I

am talking about cause her body is slammin, she is an obvious

weightlifter, and she looks so good she puts the others to shame, I

aspire to have her body. I just bought some new weightlifting tapes

and got some heavier wieghts and I am working it, I am going to be

rock hard by summer time, and hell yes, I will get in a two piece

bathing suit again, just like I always have with or without the

implants, I will just order one on line from one of the companies

that sells the tops with the power pads......they look great. The

other thing I am pleasantly surprised about is that as small as I am,

in a waterbra or push up bra I can still achieve some nice cleavage,

so if I choose to wear a low cut top and have that look I can still

get it.

Ok I guess I am going to stop now. I love taking naps on the weekend,

after all my working out and stuff is done, so that is what I will do

now. Hope your all having a great day.

I wish I could get my feet to stop hurting, but when I am with my

fiance in a couple of weeks he promised to rub my feet everyday, I

cannot wait.

Thanks guys.....

[Guest guest]

Love and hugs back to you Rhonda dear! Your house sounds beautiful! Metta,Stefanie>> Hi to everyone, sorry I've been even more absent than normal, I've > just moved house & it took a week to get the internet sorted out > again. Not to mention the aches and pains from moving stuff up a > tight spiral staircase which is exactly like one where we lived as > kids only this one spirals in the opposite direction! The house is > great, very light compared to the dark depressing place I just moved > out of!> > Anyway, just wanted to send you all my love, last time I caught a > post I was laughing my head off at 's unfortunate little > separation from her swimming gear!!> > It will take some time to read through the messages posted in the > mean time and I have my first exam this Friday and another assignment > due... now I know why I've never done any further studies before!!! I > have no life!!> > Sending love and light to you both Carole & Ali, as well as lots of > love and hugs for all you angels, Stef, Luna, Alice, Anastacia, > Liane, , Randy, ..... and yes.... is quite > conspicuous by his absence.... did his hitch up his back pack & head > off bush for a while???> > Hope everyone is keeping well, safe and happy.> > Love & Light,> Rhonda>