To Ed and Brett.

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KEEP IN MIND, HURTING PEOPLE OFTEN HURT OTHER PEOPLE AS A RESULT OF THEIR OWN

PAIN. IF SOMEBODY IS RUDE AND INCONSIDERATE, YOU CAN ALMOST BE CERTAIN THAT THEY

HAVE SOME UNRESOLVED ISSUE INSIDE. THEY HAVE SOME MAJOR PROMBLEMS, ANGER,

RESENTMENT, OR SOME HEARTACHE THEY ARE TRYING TO COPE WITH OR OVERCOME. THE LAST

THING ...THEY NEED IS FOR YOU TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE BY RESPONDING ANGRILY. (

Osteen)

I have been a pain in the but to alot of people on the group. I often say when

I am wrong. That is one thing about me. I will step up and do that. However many

will not. I do have some heartache going on right now. My wife is in ICU with

pancreintitis . I don't feel it is fare for God to keep allowing this hurt in my

life. She was not doing well it was very life threating at first. She seems to

have had a turn around and is doing better this morning. However I read this by

Olsten this morning and relaized I need to be more productive with my

post. God want's me to humble myself. I can move forward and do the right things

and fix some of the issues without being an asshole or sarcastic.

However this by no means let's Diane off the hook.. Or Performance what they did

was wrong. I just need to find a better way to address it. It's gonna be hard to

do when Diane is so hard to deal with.

I have alot of loyalty to Oxyhealth. Many do not realize how many people Samir

helps without anyone knowing. He is a good man and has a compasionate heart. He

gives money to research etc. He was there when my life was in a shambles..

Shannnon Kenitz was there. has allway's been there and is one of my most

loyal freinds. People just don't understand . Ed. You have to understand

is a good freind an allie of your's he just aksed a few questions to help

try and clear soem things up. I think he may have gotten upset when you felt he

was qesationing your judgement. knows you and who you are.

Most of all I'm trying to say I will be less combative and more productive.

Darin