still a D/seeing PS once before surgery

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I guess I'm unhappy about still being a D because I wonder why I had the

implants to begin with, LOL. In all seriousness, I am 4'11 " and having such

large breasts is tiring. Also, the sides of the bras for bigger breasts go

clear up into my armpit. Besides, who wouldn't expect to be smaller after

having those awful bags removed?!

At any rate, my doc says he thinks it's from swelling and I will probably be

a smaller cup size when all's said & done. Only problem is, if I do get

smaller now, I'll be baggy. I would rather be flat & not baggy!!! And I told

my doc this.

However, it's much too early to judge - for now I am just happy as a bug in

a rug that the toxic crud is OUT and my arms don't burn anymore. I can

handle these things hanging down to my toes, I guess, as long as I'm healthy

& don't hurt anymore. I should be more grateful & I guess I shouldn't write

in here to complain about something as wonderful as having the things

out...........

peg

PS) I only saw both docs once prior to surgery.