hi

[Guest guest]

Well today I felt okay. My husband was off work because of the rain.

We got up and went out to breakfast, then to get my IV, then walked

around the mall for about an hour. I actually felt good when I was

making dinner. I just wonder sometimes if I am wasting my money on

the IV I get. It has vitamin C and other vitamins in it. I am tired

of getting poked by needles. I do the IVs twice an week and give my

self two shots a day. So i'm fed up with this. I know I will get

better but I am a very impatient person. I was reading my Nutritional

book and there is something I am wondering about. I know alot of my

head problems has to do with stress. My body was stressed this

weekend for no reason. I would try to calm by self down and I

couldn't do it. I had to take a xanax. In this book I have there is

something called 's syndrome. I am wondering if my hormones are

out of wak. I stopped my period 10 days ago and yesterday and today I

started spotting and I never do that. Today I was upset because

somedays you feel like you never going to get better and I just

wanted to cry. This s sydrome is a decreased thyroid function.

Symptoms are headaches, fatique, loss of concentration, panic

attacks, anxiety attacks and more. I know some of my problems were

from my implants but I also wonder if it could be my hormones to.

They say that your blood work usually comes back normal , which mine

did. When you stress you use a hormone in your adrenal gland. My

hands and my feet are always cold to. My homopathic always has to

warm up my hand before he gives me an IV. I go to see my obgyn

Wednesday so I will talk to him. I don't like the spotting. I don't

know sometimes I confuse my self.

Caren

[Guest guest]

Hey girl I can relate to all of this. Ah I get so angry with myself

because sometimes I am so convinced it was the implants, and

sometimes I think no, it was something else...blah blah blah...who

knows. I don't think I am 100% convinced it was the implants, but one

thing for sure, I feel on certain days a whole hell of a lot better

than I did with the implants, but then some days are just as bad so I

go back and forth and back and forth. I do know that anxiety and

emotional problems make me feel worse, and today, my boss wanted me

to do some complicated data reports and I felt like I just couldn't

comprehend it all, it was so frustrating because I am or at least

was, a quick minded person, and I had this feeling of complete and

utter confusion and couldn't express it, arg...what a nightmare. At

least I feel I made the right choice getting them out and giving my

body a chance to heal, if it was something other than the implants

that just sort of happened at the same time, having the implants in

me couldn't be a good thing for whatever it is I have. I am still

sore from my surgery, and it has been 3 months this Friday....I

cannot believe it still hurts from where my muscles were cut! I am

impressed with the healing on the outside, the scars around my

nipples are almost gone...the ones that run down the front are still

very obvious but I do see some improvement, I wish I could say I was

really thrilled with my breasts but they are just so small, other

than that they don't look too bad. I bought some new padded bras that

are great, I mean they look awesome, no I don't look like I did with

implants but I look like I have a nice full chest, and I feel good

that way, so that helps. I don't know if I would keep up the IV

therapy, that is totally your choice, sometimes I just don't trust

anyone anymore, Dr's or naturopathic people, seems everyone is just

out for the $$$$$$$ so I am trying to just be as healthy as possible,

eat as good as I can, exercise, and take a few supplements but not a

whole bunch. Sometimes I think less is more. Well, that is enough of

my rambling. I feel that if it is hormonal or whatever, and it

doesn't show up in the blood work, then how can you possibly know for

sure that is what it is or really address the issue. These are the

problems we face, in the end, no matter how hard and how much back

and forth I do on it, I feel the implants had to be removed to at

least see if that was the cause. Well thats all from me.

In @y..., JCKCI@l... wrote:

> Well today I felt okay. My husband was off work because of the

rain.

> We got up and went out to breakfast, then to get my IV, then walked

> around the mall for about an hour. I actually felt good when I was

> making dinner. I just wonder sometimes if I am wasting my money on

> the IV I get. It has vitamin C and other vitamins in it. I am tired

> of getting poked by needles. I do the IVs twice an week and give my

> self two shots a day. So i'm fed up with this. I know I will get

> better but I am a very impatient person. I was reading my

Nutritional

> book and there is something I am wondering about. I know alot of my

> head problems has to do with stress. My body was stressed this

> weekend for no reason. I would try to calm by self down and I

> couldn't do it. I had to take a xanax. In this book I have there is

> something called 's syndrome. I am wondering if my hormones

are

> out of wak. I stopped my period 10 days ago and yesterday and today

I

> started spotting and I never do that. Today I was upset because

> somedays you feel like you never going to get better and I just

> wanted to cry. This s sydrome is a decreased thyroid

function.

> Symptoms are headaches, fatique, loss of concentration, panic

> attacks, anxiety attacks and more. I know some of my problems were

> from my implants but I also wonder if it could be my hormones to.

> They say that your blood work usually comes back normal , which

mine

> did. When you stress you use a hormone in your adrenal gland. My

> hands and my feet are always cold to. My homopathic always has to

> warm up my hand before he gives me an IV. I go to see my obgyn

> Wednesday so I will talk to him. I don't like the spotting. I don't

> know sometimes I confuse my self.

>

>

> Caren