He's howling again and I'm going insane. its only 11:15 am

[Guest guest]

I am going insane. I've only been awake for 4 hours and I'm ready to throw

myself infront of a train. is howling like crazy, I have a knot in my

stomach, my blood pressure is through the roof and we have to leave to drive to

NJ in an hour or so. The thought of 4 hrs roundtrip in the car with him is

giving me chest pains.

There have been no supplement changes recently, no normal indicators of

yeast, nothing out of the ordinary other than the incessant howling. If we

didn't have to go to NJ I would ship him out to Grandma's for a few hours but I

can't. Its never been this bad. Normally I am not this stress or aggravated

until much later in the day but by 10 am this morning I already screaming and

pulling my hair out. Now I am just ready to throw myself against a big brick

wall or anything. I'd put on my ipod but that wouldn't help. He'd just sit

there and howl himself crazy all day.

How do you get through days like this? If I make it until bedtime today

it'll be a miracle. Funny thing...I'm on the phone with a friend before and he's

making his noise. My friend says " I love that cute little sound he makes. " I

said " yeah, its cute unless you listen to it 16 hours a day then it makes you

suicidal. " She laughed and said " well, I think its cute. " Good, then I'll

drop him off at your house all day tomorrrow and see how cute you think it is

come 5pm.

Just needed to vent. No one else understands but I knew people here would

Kerrie

[Guest guest]

Kerrie, you could try EFT (on yourself) for this issue. EFT is a very

easy to learn stress relief technique. You can see a video of how to do

EFT on YouTube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCAnk-NtLbE You can also

read about EFT & get a free manual that teaches how to do it at

http://www.emofree.com/ You could use the following as your set up

phrases:

'I am going insane.'

'I'm ready to throw myself infront of a train.'

'I have a knot in my stomach, my blood pressure is through the roof'

'The thought of 4 hrs roundtrip in the car with him is giving me chest

pains.'

'the incessant howling.'

'Normally I am not this stress or aggravated until much later in the

day but this morning I already screaming and pulling my hair out.'

'Now I am just ready to throw myself against a big brick wall or

anything.'

HTH's & have a good trip. (((Hugs)))

[Guest guest]

>> is howling like crazy,

My #3 would bark like a dog, all day long, very annoying. #2 would

chirp like a bird, all day long, also very annoying. At this point, I

dropped EFAs and increased vitamin C and their yeast protocol, and it

stopped. So I don't know which one was the cause, but I suspect it

was dropping the EFAs.

Dana

[Guest guest]

Hi Kerrie,

Dani has been doing this incessant " humming " and making weird noise

llike chinese language on crack. It goes on for hours and she is alwasys

pulling sonmething like today she left the bathroon sink on and

flooded the whole bathroom......................It is SOOOOOO hard keep your

chin up Love Jen

ratlenhum@... wrote: I am

going insane. I've only been awake for 4 hours and I'm ready to throw

myself infront of a train. is howling like crazy, I have a knot in my

stomach, my blood pressure is through the roof and we have to leave to drive

to

NJ in an hour or so. The thought of 4 hrs roundtrip in the car with him is

giving me chest pains.

There have been no supplement changes recently, no normal indicators of

yeast, nothing out of the ordinary other than the incessant howling. If we

didn't have to go to NJ I would ship him out to Grandma's for a few hours but

I

can't. Its never been this bad. Normally I am not this stress or aggravated

until much later in the day but by 10 am this morning I already screaming and

pulling my hair out. Now I am just ready to throw myself against a big brick

wall or anything. I'd put on my ipod but that wouldn't help. He'd just sit

there and howl himself crazy all day.

How do you get through days like this? If I make it until bedtime today

it'll be a miracle. Funny thing...I'm on the phone with a friend before and

he's

making his noise. My friend says " I love that cute little sound he makes. " I

said " yeah, its cute unless you listen to it 16 hours a day then it makes you

suicidal. " She laughed and said " well, I think its cute. " Good, then I'll

drop him off at your house all day tomorrrow and see how cute you think it is

come 5pm.

Just needed to vent. No one else understands but I knew people here would

Kerrie

[Guest guest]

Hang on in their Kerrie,

When was at his poorliest I would lie in bed next to him,

trying to stop him escaping from the bedroom or banging his head in

the wall. I used to feel as if I was going to have a heart attack. I

could not bear the pain, his pain, my pain. He had no sleep pattern

at all, a child possessed by something, we later have found out was

heavy metal toxicity symptoms and the myriad of problems created by

this such as yeast and viral. You are in the right place as we are

all in the same boat. My son is much better now but the bad days are

still bad and I hope as your son recovers you will only get glimpses

of how you are feeling at the moment and it will feel like a bad

dream. That is how it feels for us now but we have been battling it

for 8 yrs so there is a lot of hope and positive things going on

despite how you are feeling and his howling is just a symptom of his

illness- hang on in there and you will come out of the other side

even stronger than you already are.

Sue

I am going

insane. I've only been awake for 4 hours and I'm ready to throw

> myself infront of a train. is howling like crazy, I have

a knot in my

> stomach, my blood pressure is through the roof and we have to

leave to drive to

> NJ in an hour or so. The thought of 4 hrs roundtrip in the car

with him is

> giving me chest pains.

>

> There have been no supplement changes recently, no normal

indicators of

> yeast, nothing out of the ordinary other than the incessant

howling. If we

> didn't have to go to NJ I would ship him out to Grandma's for a

few hours but I

> can't. Its never been this bad. Normally I am not this stress

or aggravated

> until much later in the day but by 10 am this morning I already

screaming and

> pulling my hair out. Now I am just ready to throw myself against

a big brick

> wall or anything. I'd put on my ipod but that wouldn't help.

He'd just sit

> there and howl himself crazy all day.

>

> How do you get through days like this? If I make it until

bedtime today

> it'll be a miracle. Funny thing...I'm on the phone with a friend

before and he's

> making his noise. My friend says " I love that cute little sound

he makes. " I

> said " yeah, its cute unless you listen to it 16 hours a day then

it makes you

> suicidal. " She laughed and said " well, I think its cute. " Good,

then I'll

> drop him off at your house all day tomorrrow and see how cute

you think it is

> come 5pm.

>

> Just needed to vent. No one else understands but I knew people

here would

>

> Kerrie

>

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Dana,

How much Vit C would you give?

Thanks,

Kate

> >> is howling like crazy,

>

> My #3 would bark like a dog, all day long, very annoying. #2 would

> chirp like a bird, all day long, also very annoying. At this point, I

> dropped EFAs and increased vitamin C and their yeast protocol, and it

> stopped. So I don't know which one was the cause, but I suspect it

> was dropping the EFAs.

>

> Dana

>

[Guest guest]

Sue,

You have such great encouraging words to us all. I am just sitting here at

the computer bawling! We had such a major meltdown in Sam's tonight. I am just

praying that our marriage survives. My husband has post traumatic stress

disorder and adding an ASD child on top, boy I sometimes wonder if I can make it

through each day. I too feel like I may have a heart attack at any moment.

Course maybe I should cut back on my caffeine.

Thanks again for your words!

Jana

sue_lwsn <sue@...> wrote:

Hang on in their Kerrie,

When was at his poorliest I would lie in bed next to him,

trying to stop him escaping from the bedroom or banging his head in

the wall. I used to feel as if I was going to have a heart attack. I

could not bear the pain, his pain, my pain. He had no sleep pattern

at all, a child possessed by something, we later have found out was

heavy metal toxicity symptoms and the myriad of problems created by

this such as yeast and viral. You are in the right place as we are

all in the same boat. My son is much better now but the bad days are

still bad and I hope as your son recovers you will only get glimpses

of how you are feeling at the moment and it will feel like a bad

dream. That is how it feels for us now but we have been battling it

for 8 yrs so there is a lot of hope and positive things going on

despite how you are feeling and his howling is just a symptom of his

illness- hang on in there and you will come out of the other side

even stronger than you already are.

Sue

I am going

insane. I've only been awake for 4 hours and I'm ready to throw

> myself infront of a train. is howling like crazy, I have

a knot in my

> stomach, my blood pressure is through the roof and we have to

leave to drive to

> NJ in an hour or so. The thought of 4 hrs roundtrip in the car

with him is

> giving me chest pains.

>

> There have been no supplement changes recently, no normal

indicators of

> yeast, nothing out of the ordinary other than the incessant

howling. If we

> didn't have to go to NJ I would ship him out to Grandma's for a

few hours but I

> can't. Its never been this bad. Normally I am not this stress

or aggravated

> until much later in the day but by 10 am this morning I already

screaming and

> pulling my hair out. Now I am just ready to throw myself against

a big brick

> wall or anything. I'd put on my ipod but that wouldn't help.

He'd just sit

> there and howl himself crazy all day.

>

> How do you get through days like this? If I make it until

bedtime today

> it'll be a miracle. Funny thing...I'm on the phone with a friend

before and he's

> making his noise. My friend says " I love that cute little sound

he makes. " I

> said " yeah, its cute unless you listen to it 16 hours a day then

it makes you

> suicidal. " She laughed and said " well, I think its cute. " Good,

then I'll

> drop him off at your house all day tomorrrow and see how cute

you think it is

> come 5pm.

>

> Just needed to vent. No one else understands but I knew people

here would

>

> Kerrie

>

>

[Guest guest]

-Hi Jana,

Oh, family life! Oh for a normal numb selfishly indulgent teenage

type existence when the most one has to worry about is " do I look

good in this? "

I have had a horror of a night as I gave some hummous and a

poppadom (he had to come off scd as he is now allergic to nuts and

eggs- staples for him) and he has been climbing the walls since 5am

this morning. My words have come back to haunt me!! Have sent him

off to school but feel guilty for doing so- will he come out of it

or not today? He is skin and bone with serious candida issues that

nothing has yet been able to really deal with. His candida symptoms

are now his autism for him. When the candida is more under control

then we see the person he should be all the time.

I DO know for a fact now that diet can be totally free of all things

sweet and he is just as bad (tried 2 yrs sugar free and also 2 yrs

strict scd and it is still our big issue.

Hope you find some peace in your head soon, even if fleetingly. I'm

going to make some soup. Chicken soup for the soul!

Sue

- In , Jana Lively <jlivelypdd@...>

wrote:

>

> Sue,

>

> You have such great encouraging words to us all. I am just

sitting here at the computer bawling! We had such a major meltdown

in Sam's tonight. I am just praying that our marriage survives. My

husband has post traumatic stress disorder and adding an ASD child

on top, boy I sometimes wonder if I can make it through each day. I

too feel like I may have a heart attack at any moment. Course maybe

I should cut back on my caffeine.

>

> Thanks again for your words!

> Jana

>

> sue_lwsn <sue@...> wrote:

> Hang on in their Kerrie,

> When was at his poorliest I would lie in bed next to him,

> trying to stop him escaping from the bedroom or banging his head

in

> the wall. I used to feel as if I was going to have a heart attack.

I

> could not bear the pain, his pain, my pain. He had no sleep

pattern

> at all, a child possessed by something, we later have found out

was

> heavy metal toxicity symptoms and the myriad of problems created

by

> this such as yeast and viral. You are in the right place as we are

> all in the same boat. My son is much better now but the bad days

are

> still bad and I hope as your son recovers you will only get

glimpses

> of how you are feeling at the moment and it will feel like a bad

> dream. That is how it feels for us now but we have been battling

it

> for 8 yrs so there is a lot of hope and positive things going on

> despite how you are feeling and his howling is just a symptom of

his

> illness- hang on in there and you will come out of the other side

> even stronger than you already are.

>

> Sue

>

> I am going

> insane. I've only been awake for 4 hours and I'm ready to throw

> > myself infront of a train. is howling like crazy, I have

> a knot in my

> > stomach, my blood pressure is through the roof and we have to

> leave to drive to

> > NJ in an hour or so. The thought of 4 hrs roundtrip in the car

> with him is

> > giving me chest pains.

> >

> > There have been no supplement changes recently, no normal

> indicators of

> > yeast, nothing out of the ordinary other than the incessant

> howling. If we

> > didn't have to go to NJ I would ship him out to Grandma's for a

> few hours but I

> > can't. Its never been this bad. Normally I am not this stress

> or aggravated

> > until much later in the day but by 10 am this morning I already

> screaming and

> > pulling my hair out. Now I am just ready to throw myself against

> a big brick

> > wall or anything. I'd put on my ipod but that wouldn't help.

> He'd just sit

> > there and howl himself crazy all day.

> >

> > How do you get through days like this? If I make it until

> bedtime today

> > it'll be a miracle. Funny thing...I'm on the phone with a friend

> before and he's

> > making his noise. My friend says " I love that cute little sound

> he makes. " I

> > said " yeah, its cute unless you listen to it 16 hours a day then

> it makes you

> > suicidal. " She laughed and said " well, I think its cute. " Good,

> then I'll

> > drop him off at your house all day tomorrrow and see how cute

> you think it is

> > come 5pm.

> >

> > Just needed to vent. No one else understands but I knew people

> here would

> >

> > Kerrie

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

>

> Hi Dana,

> How much Vit C would you give?

#2 is currently on 45 grams per day, #3 on 30 grams per day. I did

start lower and work up.

Dana