Guest guest Posted April 9, 2006 Report Share Posted April 9, 2006 Hi Marsha, hope I got your name right..I've seen it several times but had a senior moment trying to remember. I went to Shands about 4 years ago. I had had every test you could think of ( mris, emgs, many more I don't know the name of) and about a gallon of blood for tests. I had a neuro which was so good and his associate was a neuro surgeon. MS was ruled out after my 1st visit because I was too old. (66 or67) . I did have one little spot show up on mri that almost all older people have dr said. The neuro surgeon gave a thorough exam and mentioned all kinds of diseases including mad cow. I didn't like him so much but he referred Shands. said Mayo was where he sent people he didn't like and Miami was the best neuro center in Fl. That was out as my husband wouldn't drive there. So after a hassle with my HMO I finally got to go to Shands Neurological center. I was greeted by the head of neuro center Dr and he was with me all day and other than having me walk (holding my hands) he gave me an EMG with a class of his student looking on. He asked my permission to do that. I'd had 2 before but this was different. when he hit a muscle that hurt he explained what was going on to the class while holding the wire there. He hit several spots that hurt and told me he would stop if I said so. I wasn't going to be a chicken so stayed strong...ha ha Other than going over all the records I brought along and him calling Tampa dr several times he ordered 2 more tests to be done here and upon results from them I have PLS. Of course they were neg. as all the others except the EMG. I hadn't heard PLS before. The dr at Shands name was Greer. Quite a ladies man I had been told even at an old age. He is retired now. The report from Eva is different from mine. Another PLSer goes to Shands on a regular basis. Haven't heard from her since Dr Greer retired so don't know if there are changes. My appt was 10AM and we left about 4PM. I have no qualms about my treatment and have never heard any neg. words all the years we've lived here about Shands. When I got the results back from the 2 tests to be done here, my neuro told me he was going out of Humana. I had no choice but to find another. I am very satisfied with my new one even tho he didn't know much about PLS. My records intrigued him and he has studied all he could find on PLS. I guess it's been a few years and I see him every 6 months. Dr Winters saw me through all the testing and it wasn't a struggle for me with him explaining as each test came back neg and why. Each MRI was given with and without.... get done and stick a needle in my arm and go back in the machine. Even my spinal tap had to be done with a floriscope(sp) which the techs didn't like but for some reason it was done. so many horror stories have been on here concerning spinals and cannot believe why all aren't done like mine. I was put in a bed after procedure and covered with warm blankets, same treatment as post-op for about 6 hours. Then fed a meal and went home. no problems!!!! I have always had to have tests regardless what for in a hospital with a dr on stand-by because I react to EVERYTHING. It is a farce having a disease that I have to have meds for. My body does not want anything but good foods in it.... I will not add to that as it would be another chapter and I have babbled on enough. Hope you all don't get too tired of my ramblings. Thank goodness I don't post often. Blessings, Jeanette from Tampa Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 9, 2006 Report Share Posted April 9, 2006 thanks jeanette. i discussed with my neuro about seeing the doc on St Pete that a couple of others on the boards see for PLS. After considering my options this weekend i am just not sure where to go, or even to go anywhere. i have had the MRI twice over two years that show no MS or any other brain disorder. My cervical MRI's show deg disease which is normal for age. My spinal tap in 2004 was negative for anything. all the labs i had in 2004 and 05 never showd anything wrong. I was dx in 1991 with Lupus and treated back then. all lupus test in 04/05 were negative. so i ws told the lupus dx was wrong in 1991 and probably whatever it is now was then too. MS, Lupus, Fibro, CFS, Lyme, Prion Disease, and many more have been ruled out since 2004. This is the first neuro mention HSP. I don't know what to do or even whether to do anything at this point. i think i mentioned this already, if i stay home all day sitting around not doing much i am fine. if i go out like to work, or to grocery etc... then i have problems walking and standing. lots of pain from standing and at times walking. when i am tired i tend to be off balance, trip more, etc.... in 2004 had several sensory issues but don't seem to have those as much now or some don't have at all. i continue to episodic twitching esp in legs, burning/tingling below right knee, neck spasms/shoulder pain, stiffness after sitting prolong time, stiffness after standing or walking a bit. and etc........................... my current neuro treats with baclofen, zanaflex and klonopin at night for tremors. i can say at night im not having as many spasms, leg/feet jerking since starting klonopin and zanaflex at bedtime. i am considering Dr lin in St Pete too. I dont know what to do or should i just keep taking the current meds and wait until something more is visible. most seem invisible symptoms. i appreciate you sharing your story and hope you are doing ok. gentle hugs marfla Be Blessed Re: Shands? > Hi Marsha, hope I got your name right..I've seen it several times but > had a senior moment trying to remember. > I went to Shands about 4 years ago. I had had every test you could > think of ( mris, emgs, many more I don't know the name of) and about a > gallon of blood for tests. I had a neuro which was so good and his > associate was a neuro surgeon. MS was ruled out after my 1st visit > because I was too old. (66 or67) . I did have one little spot show up > on mri that almost all older people have dr said. The neuro surgeon > gave a thorough exam and mentioned all kinds of diseases including mad > cow. I didn't like him so much but he referred Shands. said Mayo was > where he sent people he didn't like and Miami was the best neuro center > in Fl. That was out as my husband wouldn't drive there. So after a > hassle with my HMO I finally got to go to Shands Neurological center. I > was greeted by the head of neuro center Dr and he was with me all day > and other than having me walk (holding my hands) he gave me an EMG with > a class of his student looking on. He asked my permission to do that. > I'd had 2 before but this was different. when he hit a muscle that hurt > he explained what was going on to the class while holding the wire > there. He hit several spots that hurt and told me he would stop if I > said so. I wasn't going to be a chicken so stayed strong...ha ha > Other than going over all the records I brought along and him calling > Tampa dr several times he ordered 2 more tests to be done here and upon > results from them I have PLS. Of course they were neg. as all the > others except the EMG. I hadn't heard PLS before. The dr at Shands > name was Greer. Quite a ladies man I had been told even at an old age. > He is retired now. The report from Eva is different from mine. Another > PLSer goes to Shands on a regular basis. Haven't heard from her since > Dr Greer retired so don't know if there are changes. My appt was 10AM > and we left about 4PM. > I have no qualms about my treatment and have never heard any neg. words > all the years we've lived here about Shands. > When I got the results back from the 2 tests to be done here, my neuro > told me he was going out of Humana. I had no choice but to find > another. I am very satisfied with my new one even tho he didn't know > much about PLS. My records intrigued him and he has studied all he > could find on PLS. I guess it's been a few years and I see him every 6 > months. Dr Winters saw me through all the testing and it wasn't a > struggle for me with him explaining as each test came back neg and why. > Each MRI was given with and without.... get done and stick a needle in > my arm and go back in the machine. Even my spinal tap had to be done > with a floriscope(sp) which the techs didn't like but for some reason it > was done. so many horror stories have been on here concerning spinals > and cannot believe why all aren't done like mine. I was put in a bed > after procedure and covered with warm blankets, same treatment as > post-op for about 6 hours. Then fed a meal and went home. no > problems!!!! > I have always had to have tests regardless what for in a hospital with a > dr on stand-by because I react to EVERYTHING. It is a farce having a > disease that I have to have meds for. My body does not want anything > but good foods in it.... I will not add to that as it would be another > chapter and I have babbled on enough. Hope you all don't get too tired > of my ramblings. Thank goodness I don't post often. Blessings, > Jeanette from Tampa > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 9, 2006 Report Share Posted April 9, 2006 They cover you always after a Lumbar Puncture and make sure you have food and possibly a soda because of the headaches this helps to keep from having them .You Guys are like all of the rest of us ,All tests have good results. I found Mayo Clinic in Rochester was Great I had one Neuro that was open minded enough to have an open Dialogue with me out of 11 Total . IF YOU DONT FIT IN THE BOX THEY DONT WANT YOU. ANOTHER WORDS ALL THE SYMPTOMS MUST FIT THE TEXT BOOK OR YOUR A HOT POTATO . GEO > > Hi Marsha, hope I got your name right..I've seen it several times but > had a senior moment trying to remember. > I went to Shands about 4 years ago. I had had every test you could > think of ( mris, emgs, many more I don't know the name of) and about a > gallon of blood for tests. I had a neuro which was so good and his > associate was a neuro surgeon. MS was ruled out after my 1st visit > because I was too old. (66 or67) . I did have one little spot show up > on mri that almost all older people have dr said. The neuro surgeon > gave a thorough exam and mentioned all kinds of diseases including mad > cow. I didn't like him so much but he referred Shands. said Mayo was > where he sent people he didn't like and Miami was the best neuro center > in Fl. That was out as my husband wouldn't drive there. So after a > hassle with my HMO I finally got to go to Shands Neurological center. I > was greeted by the head of neuro center Dr and he was with me all day > and other than having me walk (holding my hands) he gave me an EMG with > a class of his student looking on. He asked my permission to do that. > I'd had 2 before but this was different. when he hit a muscle that hurt > he explained what was going on to the class while holding the wire > there. He hit several spots that hurt and told me he would stop if I > said so. I wasn't going to be a chicken so stayed strong...ha ha > Other than going over all the records I brought along and him calling > Tampa dr several times he ordered 2 more tests to be done here and upon > results from them I have PLS. Of course they were neg. as all the > others except the EMG. I hadn't heard PLS before. The dr at Shands > name was Greer. Quite a ladies man I had been told even at an old age. > He is retired now. The report from Eva is different from mine. Another > PLSer goes to Shands on a regular basis. Haven't heard from her since > Dr Greer retired so don't know if there are changes. My appt was 10AM > and we left about 4PM. > I have no qualms about my treatment and have never heard any neg. words > all the years we've lived here about Shands. > When I got the results back from the 2 tests to be done here, my neuro > told me he was going out of Humana. I had no choice but to find > another. I am very satisfied with my new one even tho he didn't know > much about PLS. My records intrigued him and he has studied all he > could find on PLS. I guess it's been a few years and I see him every 6 > months. Dr Winters saw me through all the testing and it wasn't a > struggle for me with him explaining as each test came back neg and why. > Each MRI was given with and without.... get done and stick a needle in > my arm and go back in the machine. Even my spinal tap had to be done > with a floriscope(sp) which the techs didn't like but for some reason it > was done. so many horror stories have been on here concerning spinals > and cannot believe why all aren't done like mine. I was put in a bed > after procedure and covered with warm blankets, same treatment as > post-op for about 6 hours. Then fed a meal and went home. no > problems!!!! > I have always had to have tests regardless what for in a hospital with a > dr on stand-by because I react to EVERYTHING. It is a farce having a > disease that I have to have meds for. My body does not want anything > but good foods in it.... I will not add to that as it would be another > chapter and I have babbled on enough. Hope you all don't get too tired > of my ramblings. Thank goodness I don't post often. Blessings, > Jeanette from Tampa > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 9, 2006 Report Share Posted April 9, 2006 > > Has anyone gone to Shands Gainesville to confirm a HSP or PLS dx? > Marsha I was sent to Shands March 1, 2006. Saw Dr. Valenstein, Head of the Movement Center. He knows his motor neuron diseases and is very patient focused. Unfortunately he got into analysis paralysis with neuro #20 and former student about the academics of PLS and forgot/chose to ignore the immediate crisis I was in. He slapped #20 hands for not recognizing and to prove him wrong/ still not addressing my immediate crisis #20 referred me to Mayo Clinic. If you just need a final DX that's a one day/one time shot. They would NOT take me as a regular neuro but told ME to educate #20 about PLS. Of course #20 throw all the literature back in my lap. I'm praying that Mayo Clinic which is only 1 hr 45 min away will keep me as a permanent neuro patient. Mayo gave up their ALS Clinic and funding over the summer due to overload and low profit. But I need a decent neurologist. When do you go to Shands? Get ready!! They train to submit us to the ALS EMG before they even read exisitng records. I refused until I could quiz them on my 14 page health summary. ha So Mayo hasn't even got access to my data yet but scheduled one anyway. Just give me a handful of those needles I know a few places I'd like to stick em into those fellows!!!!! Sorry for the attitude. Aside from taxes and getting ready for Mayo, my son-in-law will be here as I return. He has already incinuated he hopes they admit me for the week and where can he pick up the key to my house.....pass me a few MORE needles please. lol Grumpy Eva > Or gone to SHands just to find out what the .... is wrong? > > If so how did that go? Did you see anyone specific you would > recommend to others? > > Do you just go for that one appt and see that one neuro? Or is it like > Mayo where you go for several days, with them bringing in any type of > consult possibly needed while there? > > What experience have you had going to Shands with a complicated case of > health neuro issues? > > thanks in advance. > > marfla > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 9, 2006 Report Share Posted April 9, 2006 Connie my husband Charlie Gray still goes to Shands and he sees Dr. Melvin Greer at Shands. His next apt is in June, this year. Thanks, June bug Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 9, 2006 Report Share Posted April 9, 2006 Hi Marsha, Forgive me if i have asked this before but when checking your reflexes were they overreactive or underreactive? If you have abnormal relexes then that is a positive that you have a neurological problem of some sort. Aussie Maureen > > >> > > >> Has anyone gone to Shands Gainesville to confirm a HSP or PLS > > dx? > > >> > > > Marsha > > > I was sent to Shands March 1, 2006. Saw Dr. Valenstein, Head of > > the > > > Movement Center. He knows his motor neuron diseases and is > > very > > > patient focused. Unfortunately he got into analysis > > paralysis with > > > neuro #20 and former student about the academics of PLS and > > > forgot/chose to ignore the immediate crisis I was in. He > > slapped #20 > > > hands for not recognizing and to prove him wrong/ still not > > > addressing my immediate crisis #20 referred me to Mayo Clinic. > > > If you just need a final DX that's a one day/one time shot. > > They > > > would NOT take me as a regular neuro but told ME to educate #20 > > about > > > PLS. Of course #20 throw all the literature back in my > > lap. > > > > > > I'm praying that Mayo Clinic which is only 1 hr 45 min away will > > keep > > > me as a permanent neuro patient. Mayo gave up their ALS > > Clinic and > > > funding over the summer due to overload and low profit. But > > I need a > > > decent neurologist. > > > > > > When do you go to Shands? Get ready!! They train to > > submit us to > > > the ALS EMG before they even read exisitng records. I > > refused until > > > I could quiz them on my 14 page health summary. ha > > > > > > So Mayo hasn't even got access to my data yet but scheduled one > > > anyway. Just give me a handful of those needles I know a few > > places > > > I'd like to stick em into those fellows!!!!! > > > > > > Sorry for the attitude. Aside from taxes and getting ready > > for Mayo, > > > my son-in-law will be here as I return. He has already > > incinuated he > > > hopes they admit me for the week and where can he pick up the key > > to > > > my house.....pass me a few MORE needles please. lol > > > Grumpy > > > Eva > > > > > > > > >> Or gone to SHands just to find out what the .... is wrong? > > >> > > >> If so how did that go? Did you see anyone specific > > you would > > >> recommend to others? > > >> > > >> Do you just go for that one appt and see that one neuro? > > Or is it > > > like > > >> Mayo where you go for several days, with them bringing in any > > type > > > of > > >> consult possibly needed while there? > > >> > > >> What experience have you had going to Shands with a > > complicated > > > case of > > >> health neuro issues? > > >> > > >> thanks in advance. > > >> > > >> marfla > > >> > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 9, 2006 Report Share Posted April 9, 2006 I have been told hyperflexes several times by different docs. yet also have had a neuro say hypo. current neuro in first report stated ataxia in both upper extremities, wide base gait, reflexes 2 plus, and then states no spascity, or atrophy. yet he prescribed baclofen for spascity. this is the report though too that had information in it that he did full exam when he didn't. stated we had discussion we didnt', told me to continue a medication i am not on etc... I have sinced given him in writing that his report must have gotten crossed with someone elses as too many inaccuracies. even simple things like i denied this or that, when in fact i gave him list of symptoms, and we discussed them. this is why i get so frustrated with doctors as their reports are so misleading, and inaccurate many times. saying they did a certain exam when they didn't. my primary never touches or does any type of exam yet each report says everything is normal. one month later neuro reports states spascity and hyper reflexes and increases medications. another neuro states discrepancies in all reflexes reduced in arms, and brisk in legs.suggested myleogram for myleopathy.and has no doubt myleopathy due to deg disease or low b12 or both. he also recommened a somatosensory evoked, again nothing stemmed from this as it was a one time consultation out of town. report sent to local neuro, primary and rheum. rheum i saw for two years documented many things such as hyperreflexes, clonus, ataxia, parathesis sp?, chorea, significant spascity that is intermittment, espogheal dysmolotiy sp? tremors, etc... the rheum i saw for two years is the only doctor i saw regularly. the neuro's most i saw only once, the one i saw a few times said MS, gave me prescription for betaseron to start, took it back though after repeat of cervical MRI showed no lesions. he too documented hyper reflexes, positive romberg, ataxia, etc... the problem is that i haven't had one neuro i could see consistently. the one i saw a few times, took back betaseron on that day said nothing he could do and said go elsewhere. i didn't fit the textbook of MS so he basically dropped my case. the rheum i saw for over two years was the only one really doing exams, seeing me regularly, ordering labs, trying to figure things out but yet sorta out of her expertise. yet she was the only one that took time to get to know me, saw me at my worst, and yes she and i went thru the conversion possibility. but she ruled that out quickly and believed it was either MS or a choreiform disorder, or combo of both. unfortunately she closed her practice Nov 30 2005, at which time i started seeing my current neuro. thankfully i have experienced the chorea movements in a while, well not as bad as they once were. i believe the klonopin and other meds are helping that as well as helping the jerking, tremors. i saw no neuro in 2005. so maybe sticking with this current neuro will be best, he has seen me so far more at my best than worst. since just started with him in cooler months. he hasn't seen me in the summer months so will be interesting this year. he hasn't closed the door on me, just suggested getting another opinion from someone more exp in HSP but stated he will continue following me. now to decide who to see for that opinion, or whether now is the time, or wait til something more visible arises. of course can't plan on visible symptoms just because have an appt with doctor. oh interesting one neuro i saw in 2004 said in his report i have carpal tunnel in both hands. i had nevered complained of anything wrong with my hands/wrist. in the last few months though i am having pain in both wrists, although one wrist is on top, the other on underneath. but not the numbing like from carpal tunnel. was told right wrist is nerve related, left wrist is tissue related. (this didn't come from neuro just someone i walked in clinic before heading out town on weekend, and felt better do something before i left town for two weeks) Maureen, sorry I am rambling on and on. and offering too much information for a simple question. i guess what im trying to explain is that ihave several issues documented by different doctors. yet at same time find that many reports are inaccurate stating did exams when didn't, stating i denied something when i didn't, etc.... so when those reprots get passed on to next doc no wonder it's hard to find consistency in what is going on by doctor reports. i find it amazing that doctors can put in a legal document i.e. office note/report from visit, they did an exam when they didn't. and have so many inaccuracies. If I document on my clients anything inaccurate I could be legally held, lose my career, sued, etc...... oops did it again, rambling gentle hugs marfla Be Blessed Re: Shands? > Hi Marsha, > > Forgive me if i have asked this before but when checking your reflexes > were they overreactive or underreactive? If you have abnormal relexes > then that is a positive that you have a neurological problem of some sort. > > Aussie Maureen > > >> > >> >> > >> Has anyone gone to Shands Gainesville to confirm a HSP or PLS >> > dx? >> > >> >> > > Marsha >> > > I was sent to Shands March 1, 2006. Saw Dr. Valenstein, Head of >> > the >> > > Movement Center. He knows his motor neuron diseases and is >> > very >> > > patient focused. Unfortunately he got into analysis >> > paralysis with >> > > neuro #20 and former student about the academics of PLS and >> > > forgot/chose to ignore the immediate crisis I was in. He >> > slapped #20 >> > > hands for not recognizing and to prove him wrong/ still not >> > > addressing my immediate crisis #20 referred me to Mayo > Clinic. >> > > If you just need a final DX that's a one day/one time shot. >> > They >> > > would NOT take me as a regular neuro but told ME to educate #20 >> > about >> > > PLS. Of course #20 throw all the literature back in my >> > lap. >> > > >> > > I'm praying that Mayo Clinic which is only 1 hr 45 min away will >> > keep >> > > me as a permanent neuro patient. Mayo gave up their ALS >> > Clinic and >> > > funding over the summer due to overload and low profit. But >> > I need a >> > > decent neurologist. >> > > >> > > When do you go to Shands? Get ready!! They train to >> > submit us to >> > > the ALS EMG before they even read exisitng records. I >> > refused until >> > > I could quiz them on my 14 page health summary. ha >> > > >> > > So Mayo hasn't even got access to my data yet but scheduled > one >> > > anyway. Just give me a handful of those needles I know > a few >> > places >> > > I'd like to stick em into those fellows!!!!! >> > > >> > > Sorry for the attitude. Aside from taxes and getting ready >> > for Mayo, >> > > my son-in-law will be here as I return. He has already >> > incinuated he >> > > hopes they admit me for the week and where can he pick up the key >> > to >> > > my house.....pass me a few MORE needles please. lol >> > > Grumpy >> > > Eva >> > > >> > > >> > >> Or gone to SHands just to find out what the .... is > wrong? >> > >> >> > >> If so how did that go? Did you see anyone > specific >> > you would >> > >> recommend to others? >> > >> >> > >> Do you just go for that one appt and see that one > neuro? >> > Or is it >> > > like >> > >> Mayo where you go for several days, with them bringing in any >> > type >> > > of >> > >> consult possibly needed while there? >> > >> >> > >> What experience have you had going to Shands with a >> > complicated >> > > case of >> > >> health neuro issues? >> > >> >> > >> thanks in advance. >> > >> >> > >> marfla >> > >> >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > >> > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 9, 2006 Report Share Posted April 9, 2006 Marsha you asked: > when do you know to just stop searching for answers, and just decide to deal > with not knowing? and hope things just get better and not worse? I respond>>> In 2001 when I had DX 'possible ALS' with manditory disability, two company-mandated psychiatric exams and two company gag orders AND my speech improved drastically; I asked that question twice a day. Too much time and energy on my hands, not allowed any real work. The ALS team at Cleveland told me to chill. Pioro's words were MND does what it wants and can even disappear. It is better to have a healthier scenario than your DX than the opposite. As I started dating, traveling, and dancing; I didn't know what to tell people about my slightly slurred speech, all my free time, and being paid enough to travel. Do I blurt out 'ALS'? Do I bring up the poisoning threats? Both lost new friends. I am NOT one to lie. So I settled with " The doctors haven't a clue they thought I had ALS but I'm improving which is a wonderful mystery and I'll just take it one day at a time " Fast Forward a few years with new mysterious symptoms and every Tom, Dick, and Harry wants to be the one to find the exact NAME of what you have.....without really resolving any of the major symptoms. Suddenly they turn from ignoring you to wanting you institutionalized - which is what I've found the last 3 months. If I were you I'd go to the ALS Clinic at St. sburg. Vasquez is a doc there and will see you within 4-8 weeks in the multi-team environment including a neuropsych. Let them observe over 6 or so months and learn together with them what is developing. Meanwhile create your life goals, factor in the worst and the best your health could be and plan for the middle and upward. By 2002 One of my 8 Daily Affirmations back in West Virginia was : I am standing in the doorway of my oceanfront abode feeling the warmth of the sun, the refresh of the breeze, and filling my senses with that mildly salty air. The family pessimists whispered I'd be dead before that happened - I did afterall have ALS. Another group whispered that I made the whole health lie up just to play the system. I could only listen to myself, know I was unique, and rely solely on my faith and spirituality. 2005 I open my backdoor and feel the warmth of the sun, the refresh of the breeze...Daisy and I both stick our noses in the air to take in that mildly salty air.....while the debate over what I really have SINCE I am improving again.....continues. Recognize and Celebrate Ability Hugs Eva Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 9, 2006 Report Share Posted April 9, 2006 Thanks Eva In 2004 i was bad off. so many symptoms, progressing quickly. 2005 not as bad. so far 2006 not so bad either. but i am waiting for the summer months which i tend to have more problems. i continue to work, enjoy and love my job. no plans on giving that up at any point soon. i focus on my job for the most part. its these times i see the doc, find out is not this or that, still possible this or that, suggested i see another specialists etc... that i tend to get frustrated, and little down on self. i still go to Disney which i love doing even though now i go in a scooter. but i still go. I still do things like that just in another way than what i did before 2004 (walking). Looking foward to going down to Ft Lauderdale end of this month to attend a Ghost Tour one night, and the ish festival the next day. So I continue doing just have to find different ways now then i did before this started. For me I need a name dx as i do better knowing what i am dealing with, verus this who knows. I tend to question myself, doubt myself when i can't put a name to something. then trying to explain to others without a specific dx is so difficult. since i was initially told most likely MS i have been using that when ppl ask. Now not sure what to say. i know i don't have to say anything. but i would prefer to be able to tell friends and family something concrete which in turn helps them sorta undersstand rather than having to justify why i can't do this , or why i have to do this this way now etc.... if someone will listen that the heat and humidity plays a major role in my symptoms, although cold plays some role, heat is worse. that many sx's are episodic except for the difficulty walking/standing for any length of time, .. and times i get better and other times i get worse.add all this together there will be an answer for now i welcome the treatment my neuro is offering. and just take day at a time, do the best i can each day. focus on work and going to Disney as much as possible. LOL. gentlehugs marfla Be Blessed Re: Shands? > Marsha you asked: >> when do you know to just stop searching for answers, and just > decide to deal >> with not knowing? and hope things just get better and not worse? > I respond>>> > In 2001 when I had DX 'possible ALS' with manditory disability, two > company-mandated psychiatric exams and two company gag orders AND my > speech improved drastically; I asked that question twice a day. Too > much time and energy on my hands, not allowed any real work. The ALS > team at Cleveland told me to chill. Pioro's words were MND does what > it wants and can even disappear. It is better to have a healthier > scenario than your DX than the opposite. As I started dating, > traveling, and dancing; I didn't know what to tell people about my > slightly slurred speech, all my free time, and being paid enough to > travel. Do I blurt out 'ALS'? Do I bring up the poisoning threats? > Both lost new friends. I am NOT one to lie. > So I settled with " The doctors haven't a clue they thought I had ALS > but I'm improving which is a wonderful mystery and I'll just take it > one day at a time " > Fast Forward a few years with new mysterious symptoms and every Tom, > Dick, and Harry wants to be the one to find the exact NAME of what > you have.....without really resolving any of the major symptoms. > Suddenly they turn from ignoring you to wanting you > institutionalized - which is what I've found the last 3 months. > > If I were you I'd go to the ALS Clinic at St. sburg. Vasquez is > a doc there and will see you within 4-8 weeks in the multi-team > environment including a neuropsych. Let them observe over 6 or so > months and learn together with them what is developing. > Meanwhile create your life goals, factor in the worst and the best > your health could be and plan for the middle and upward. > > By 2002 One of my 8 Daily Affirmations back in West Virginia was : I > am standing in the doorway of my oceanfront abode feeling the warmth > of the sun, the refresh of the breeze, and filling my senses with > that mildly salty air. > The family pessimists whispered I'd be dead before that happened - I > did afterall have ALS. Another group whispered that I made the whole > health lie up just to play the system. I could only listen to > myself, know I was unique, and rely solely on my faith and > spirituality. > 2005 I open my backdoor and feel the warmth of the sun, the refresh > of the breeze...Daisy and I both stick our noses in the air to take > in that mildly salty air.....while the debate over what I really have > SINCE I am improving again.....continues. > Recognize and Celebrate Ability > Hugs > Eva > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted April 10, 2006 Report Share Posted April 10, 2006 Try neurological disorder Re: Shands? > Marsha you asked: >> when do you know to just stop searching for answers, and just > decide to deal >> with not knowing? and hope things just get better and not worse? > I respond>>> > In 2001 when I had DX 'possible ALS' with manditory disability, two > company-mandated psychiatric exams and two company gag orders AND my > speech improved drastically; I asked that question twice a day. Too > much time and energy on my hands, not allowed any real work. The ALS > team at Cleveland told me to chill. Pioro's words were MND does what > it wants and can even disappear. It is better to have a healthier > scenario than your DX than the opposite. As I started dating, > traveling, and dancing; I didn't know what to tell people about my > slightly slurred speech, all my free time, and being paid enough to > travel. Do I blurt out 'ALS'? Do I bring up the poisoning threats? > Both lost new friends. I am NOT one to lie. > So I settled with " The doctors haven't a clue they thought I had ALS > but I'm improving which is a wonderful mystery and I'll just take it > one day at a time " > Fast Forward a few years with new mysterious symptoms and every Tom, > Dick, and Harry wants to be the one to find the exact NAME of what > you have.....without really resolving any of the major symptoms. > Suddenly they turn from ignoring you to wanting you > institutionalized - which is what I've found the last 3 months. > > If I were you I'd go to the ALS Clinic at St. sburg. Vasquez is > a doc there and will see you within 4-8 weeks in the multi-team > environment including a neuropsych. Let them observe over 6 or so > months and learn together with them what is developing. > Meanwhile create your life goals, factor in the worst and the best > your health could be and plan for the middle and upward. > > By 2002 One of my 8 Daily Affirmations back in West Virginia was : I > am standing in the doorway of my oceanfront abode feeling the warmth > of the sun, the refresh of the breeze, and filling my senses with > that mildly salty air. > The family pessimists whispered I'd be dead before that happened - I > did afterall have ALS. Another group whispered that I made the whole > health lie up just to play the system. I could only listen to > myself, know I was unique, and rely solely on my faith and > spirituality. > 2005 I open my backdoor and feel the warmth of the sun, the refresh > of the breeze...Daisy and I both stick our noses in the air to take > in that mildly salty air.....while the debate over what I really have > SINCE I am improving again.....continues. > Recognize and Celebrate Ability > Hugs > Eva > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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