Guest guest Posted May 11, 2006 Report Share Posted May 11, 2006 Hi - I am a newbie here and could use some help. After 10 years of Prozac which was begun for sever post partum depression, OCD, and anxiety I am ready to find another way to begin the weaning process. I tried once several years ago but the crash was so bad (I know realize that I probably came off way too fast) that I resolved not to put my family through that ever again. I would like to try this but honestly I am scared shitless (pardon the profanity). I don't like being drug dependant even though I have nominal side effects. I live a vegetarian/organic/holistic health lifestyle and this doesn't fit. But more than the discomfort with the choice to medicate is my fear of a return of the depression/OCD. My father died at age 59 due to severe complications from alcoholism and self destructive behavior to relieve his depressive anxiety. My grandfather suffered from depressive episodes his entire life including a relapse in his 80's from which he never recovered. I don't want to repeat this pattern and yet I don't want the meds. I am really at a place of searching right now. I want to see if I can find the courage to try this again. I haven't spoken to my husband yet about this because I believe he will want me to stay with the meds since I am doing so well and have so few side issues. I love my life and love the ability I have to process my days and choices clearly. I laugh and cry with equal ease. I cringe when I hear Prozac called a " happy pill " because for me it is not that at all. It has been life preserver that has given me 10 years with my family that I know I would not have been able to have had I continued with untreated mental illness. Yes I have done therapy Yes I have tried every homeopathic/natural remedy I could research Yes I am willing to learn more and listen to your experiences and finally Yes I am willing to wade thru the muck and make the difficult journey it will take to get to the other side, but only if I can come to believe that the other side includes life and not suicide. I appreciate the fact you have listened and value any input you might have - kriss Peace cannot be achieved through violence, it can only be attained through understanding. - Ralph Waldo Emerson It is unpatriotic to lapse into silence in the face of government wrongdoing. - G. McGovern In the end we will remember not the words of our enemies but the silence of our friends - Luther King, Jr. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted May 13, 2006 Report Share Posted May 13, 2006 Dear Kriss, You said: << Hi - I am a newbie here and could use some help. After 10 years of Prozac which was begun for sever post partum depression, OCD, and anxiety I am ready to find another way to begin the weaning process. I tried once several years ago but the crash was so bad (I know realize that I probably came off way too fast) that I resolved not to put my family through that ever again. I would like to try this but honestly I am scared shitless (pardon the profanity). I don't like being drug dependant even though I have nominal side effects. I live a vegetarian/organic/holistic health lifestyle and this doesn't fit. But more than the discomfort with the choice to medicate is my fear of a return of the depression/OCD. My father died at age 59 due to severe complications from alcoholism and self destructive behavior to relieve his depressive anxiety. My grandfather suffered from depressive episodes his entire life including a relapse in his 80's from which he never recovered. I don't want to repeat this pattern and yet I don't want the meds.>> ** It's not necessary to repeat this pattern. The drugs may actually perpetuate it. One of the drug industry's favorite tools for selling drugs is to point out " genetics " . 99% of the time, this is BS. What DOES happen is people learn coping mechanisms from family members, and equally as importantly, eat the same things their parents do when they are children. In your particular case, I'm unsure why you're even seeing the connection. Your father was an alcoholic. Are you? Your grandfather was in his 80's. Most likely the depression was brought on by a drug (or several) he was taking. Could you please post a 5 day food and drink diary? Thanks! Also, pleasegive me an idea of the health of your mother throughthe years, and any siblings you may have. You said: <<I am really at a place of searching right now. I want to see if I can find the courage to try this again. I haven't spoken to my husband yet about this because I believe he will want me to stay with the meds since I am doing so well and have so few side issues.>> ** You can't see what they're doing to you but some day you will end up with diabetes, heart disease, and hypertension. You said: <<I love my life and love the ability I have to process my days and choices clearly. I laugh and cry with equal ease. I cringe when I hear Prozac called a " happy pill " because for me it is not that at all. It has been life preserver that has given me 10 years with my family that I know I would not have been able to have had I continued with untreated mental illness.>> ** Here's the good news. Hang in here with us and you will see that this waas not at all a " mental illness " . It was and still is mostly physiologically-based. We can help you fix that. You said: <<Yes I have done therapy Yes I have tried every homeopathic/natural remedy I could research>> ** Most people look for the answer in one to two substances . This is how conventional medicine has taught people to think. This is so incidious that even some alternative practioners think this way today. It is the synergistic effect of many things that eliminates this problem and restores good health. You said: <<Yes I am willing to learn more and listen to your experiences and finally Yes I am willing to wade thru the muck and make the difficult journey it will take to get to the other side, but only if I can come to believe that the other side includes life and not suicide. I appreciate the fact you have listened and value any input you might have>> ** I'm very comfortable guaranteeing you that if you invest yourself in the process here, you will be able to do this. regards, (list owner) " Human beings, who are almost unique in having the ability to learn from the experience of others, are also remarkable for their apparent disinclination to do so. " -- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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