More bad news for me

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I know that I am beginning to sound like a pity party

over here in Colorado, but everyday since last wk I have

gotten bad news, and now today got even more.

First of all, I saw Dr. Huang today. She took my after

pics, and I requested a before and after pic which she

said she'd get to me so that I may post to the groups.

She said that my breast tissue feels good, but is

extremely concerned about the amt of pain I continue to

have. I broke down and cried in her office when I told

her about my latest bad news related to my cervical

spine and lumbar and sacral spine. When I told her that

I may also be in early renal failure, she just had no

words to say to me. Instead she just hugged me and told

me that someone who is not even 32 yrs old yet should

not have to go through all this. She agreed with me

that the implants are probably at the root of all my

health problems. She was kind enough to say she would

try to find some good pain docs and a good spine/neck

doc for a second/third opinion for surgery.

On the other hand, I was a litter perturbed with her

when I found out that she continues to do lots of

implants. I talked to her nurse Cristen who seemed very

concerned about my health problems and wanted to know if

docs were linking my health problems with my implants.

When I told her yes, she just was shocked and said she

wished me the best and hoped I started feeling better.

I then asked her if Dr. Huang did a lot of implants, and

she said that she did, including silicone. I asked her

if she did more explants, and Cristen said no. She said

that she does " far more implants than explants. " When I

questioned Dr. Huang about this, she said that she

carefully reviews with each woman the potential

problems, shows them the pictures of failed implants and

women sickened by implants (women like myself who had a

rash all over) and tells them that she does remove quite

a few implants, yet even with all this info, woman still

choose to get them. It just blew my mind, and made me

cry even more. I told Dr. Huang that because of those

damn things, I just want to die; that there is nothing

worth living for in life anymore.

Anyway, on to the bad news I got tonight from my

rheumy. I found out that the protein I have in my blood

is being produced in my bone marrow, which is called

monoclonal gammopathy. It is a precursor to myeloma.

For this reason, my rheumy is sending me to a

hematologist for further workup, as well as a renal doc

for further renal workup. But what is really upsetting

me is the fact that I may have CA. What more can go

wrong in a 31 yr olds life? I have absolutely no

support from my family. I have lost all my friends here

in Denver, and I have nowhere to turn. My high school

sweetheart is going to be out Wed and Thurs and I had

been so looking forward to seeing him, as he has been

the only light in my life for the past several months.

And while I have lost lots of weight, I am so afraid for

him to see me and see the person I have become---someone

who truly hates herself, someone who is chronically ill,

and someone who no longer sees joy in anything.

So someone tell me, please, what is there to look

forward to anymore??????

e

[Guest guest]

This in from Sharon - Trying to get her onto the

Essaic Tea. Please write her direct at

ke4tyb@...

--- Sharon Hall <ke4tyb@...> wrote:

More bad news for me

>

> Well my back pain has been so bad I couldn't take

> it any longer. So I went back to the Doc for it

today. I asked for them to get my results from the

> Newest CT Scan they did Thurs, It showed more cancer

> in my spine and pelvis.

>

> There is a possibility that it is not cancer but

> with the other cancer it is

> most likely cancer. So I am going to have to have a

> full body bone scan to

> look for further cancer and to determine what these

> latest spots are.

> Tomorrow test on my heart to see if it is healthy or

> possibly missing ROFL.

> I have decided no brain scans will be allowed it

> might turn up missing too.

> Still waiting for results on the head tumor biopsy.

> Keep me in your prayers I seem to be falling apart

> section by section LOL

> Tim and the kids are hurting worse than I am and

> need lots of prayers too.

> Please.

>

> Sharon Hall

> ke4tyb@...

>

> " Many things are said but few are true " .

>

>

>

>

>

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[Guest guest]

Sharon,

Please listen to ... you need to go on a raw/juice diet and start taking essiac..

You also need to get a positive attitude.. I know this is tough... but cancer or any disease cannot tolerate a positive attitude. Get happy, laugh... I remember some years ago a man who only had months to live... started watching cartoons almost round the clock...(the old cartoons) laughing like crazy... Do you know his cancer disappeared.. the doctors were totally amazed... He refused to give in to their diagnosis. Now with the help of herbs and a good diet.. your body can beat this. The body can heal itself with the right tools.

Suzi Haddaway <iamdunroamin@...> wrote:

This in from Sharon - Trying to get her onto theEssaic Tea. Please write her direct atke4tyb@... --- Sharon Hall <ke4tyb@...> wrote:More bad news for me> > Well my back pain has been so bad I couldn't take> it any longer. So I went back to the Doc for ittoday. I asked for them to get my results from the> Newest CT Scan they did Thurs, It showed more cancer> in my spine and pelvis.> > There is a possibility that it is not cancer but> with the other cancer it is > most likely cancer. So I am going to have to have a> full body bone scan to> look for further cancer and to determine what these> latest spots are. > Tomorrow test on my heart to see if it is healthy or> possibly missing ROFL.> I have

decided no brain scans will be allowed it> might turn up missing too. > Still waiting for results on the head tumor biopsy. > Keep me in your prayers I seem to be falling apart> section by section LOL> Tim and the kids are hurting worse than I am and> need lots of prayers too.> Please. > > Sharon Hall> ke4tyb@...> > "Many things are said but few are true".> > > > > __________________________________________________