PLUTO: My Descent

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Pluto: My Descent

I cross the rivers of Hades

in sleep:

Cocytus, Phlegethon, Acheron, and Styx,

by-passing the blisses of Letho.

Pluto is waiting

black-eyed and curious.

Few people come down this far, he comments.

He is dark and powerful, as I expected,

but he looks wan of skin and somewhat strained.

Why have you come? The plumbing is very bad here.

It is. The cavern walls are streaming

with tears and flashing with slime

and the usual assortment

of creeping red-eyed monsters are

mewling about, obviously not housebroken.

but I am no longer afraid. This is urgent.

I come to learn of evil, I tell him.

I might be called evil because I looked down here before.

So, replies Pluto. Then you have come to the right place.

I sit on a block of stone and he begins.

Everyone at birth has his own share of Hades,

furnished to taste and prevailing custom, of course,

yet caves are most popular and suitable

as symbols of depth, dark, and unknown terrors.

You are all united by a threading river of fire.

Each of you receives a packing case

shipped down to order.

Charon has quite a sideline,

another Greek shipping magnate!

and in the case: —

He counts on his fingers.

Rituals, murders, fears of the race.

tortures. screams, tabus of the tribe.

repressions, distortions, guilts of the family,

and, of course, your personal residue.

Quite a Pandora's Box!

Share and share alike, a human debt

to the generations.

These are released, my friend, by degrees.

Some run about the dreams of childhood,

Some sit and whine in the dark corners of the mind.

Did you not tremble as a child

alone with howls and bears and gropings?

Did you not throw shames down here yourself

for your children's children?

Here is your collection. Here.

All to be faced sooner or later.

You would not believe

the stuff that gets thrown down here

century after century!

Here it festers nicely and seethes and makes power.

But how you use this — ah, that is your affair.

He leans toward me, glowing with emphasis.

What you call evil is primeval energy misunderstood.

He lets the flames of his words sink in.

Why, I ask softly, why you?

Pluto gives a twisted smile as if the question pleases him.

I was the proudest. I wanted the impossible work.

Few know that I exist or care to redeem me.

Persephone never remembers messages!

Would you not want to come up to the sun?.I ask.

At times I do but it saddens me

I grieve for months.

Pluto, I ask, must we have this dark kingdom?

A three-headed dog with phosphorescent fangs

appears. I hold out my hand

and it lays its hideous heads piteously

on my trembling knees, wagging a mangy tail.

Without my dark, Pluto continues,

you would have no desires.

No strengths in your urges, ambitions, or achievements.

Even spirit needs my sinews for earthly matters.

When you use me, I am called good. I become

almost natural. But when I use you

I am called horrible, insulting names

which vary with religions.

Remember all virtues carried to excess become vices.

That can be tricky!

Either way, I am admired, feared, or damned

but love —?

He gives a short laugh and comes close to me.

Cerberus, for such is his name, slinks away

his tail beneath his tattered legs.

Pluto undresses me;

I moan in my sleep.

He put his dark hands on my breasts

but playfully I put my arms around him

and gave him a hug and a kiss

which he needs more.

He hasn't been hugged in eons!

His voice shakes.

Orpheus came down here once.

Let me tell you that

his lyre sang sweeter songs

ever after

because he sang of the Oracles of Night

and lost Eurydice.

He sang for beauty forever denied him

trusting not that it followed behind.

The trees, the grass, the flowers, the springs,

even we held our breath and our tears,

but it was not to be!

Sing of me upon your return, I beg you,

for I am redeemed by art.

I dress again

And Pluto even buttons me up the back.

I give him a chocolate bar, which is all I have

I pity you with all my heart, I tell him.

I will try to understand and to love you.

He rises then majestically and opens his cape.

A swirl of black stars of onyx

falls around me, and I am mortally afraid.

Faintly I hear him singing:

For I am redeemed in you by art, and

I am also fond of pomegranates.

I cannot bid him farewell

for I am gasping up the stairs of my night

into day.

Strangely, I feel cleansed when I awake

and so I reach for paper

and set this down.

a.o.howell

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