Re: Went to PT.. Why do I waste my time? Karla

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Karla,

Have you ever tried soaking in a tub with Epsom Salt in it? It helps

sometimes you might just try it and see. Very sorry about all you are going

through with your hubby. Hang in there sweetie.

Gentle hugs, Debi

-- Re: Went to PT.. Why do I waste my time?

Thanks Jena,

At least I can come here and have people that really understand.. Right now

I wish my husband would drop dead..Or worse, get what I have and then he can

see how it feels to be in so much pain every day.. Awful thing to wish but

if you knew my husband you would too!

I told him what the PT said, and also about MAY have triggered the fibro.

which was a car accident I got into a few years back.. Nothing serious but I

remember every part of my body hurting for several days.. ALL my muscles etc

...

So he gets all nasty and says I am like this because I am fat, and the PT

just wants my money that's why she says not to do anything more than what

she tells me.. Then he goes on to say he better get me a wheel chair and a

handicap sticker for the car since I am so crippled from an a " serious

horrible crash " (sarcastically mind U because it wasn't serious.

He sees me fall onto the bed from pain and crying while I was changing the

sheets and he just walked past me not even offering to help.. He says I am

lazy and sit in front of the computer smoking all day.. This is just a flat

out lie and he knows it. But he says this crap to hurt me..What I do not

understand is WHY does he want to hurt me so much?! He might as well beat me

cus it feels worse when he says these things.

After 23 years together you would think he would grow up! He acts like I

enjoy being in pain.. Heck I don't know what he thinks, this garbage spews

like vomit from his mouth way to often! I have left him 2x and even divorced

him once over his verbal abuse...But I came back like a lost puppy..

Yeah I have a heating pad and I use it A LOT..lol..I need 2 right now, one

for my shoulders and one for my back. I also have a hot tub, and it does

help the muscles, but not the disc issues. Matter a fact I was just out

there and of course it started to rain again..I really hate the rain..

Well I think I will go and watch some TV for a bit and wait for Don to fall

asleep and then go to bed myself.. I am SO exhausted, I don't recall ever

being this exhausted before.

Thanks again!!

Hugs

Karla

-------Original Message-------

Karla, sorry you had such a hard time. these PT's have to push their stuff

so they will have a job. I have been to them 3 different rounds. my ins.

does not pay good for PT at all. and not one of the times did they help me.

I hope you can find you a good dr. do you have a heating pad? that is my

lifesaver. I agree the anti-inflammatory are for the birds all they do is

mess with your stomach. Hoping you can settle down and relax some.

you will be in my prayers. I sure know what pain is all about.

hugs, Jena