2 Line Emails that nada's response took me by surprise

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God, i thought I was done with reacting to my nada.

NOT. Even thought I'm n/c and have blocked her, she

just uses a disposable email, etc.

Here is her first email. My brother's bday is in the

first week of december and mine is 10 days later - i'm

the 2 years younger. First email from nada:

" There are birthday gifts coming within a few days

from me to you via Amazon.com. I hope you both enjoy

these as much as I have. WOW! Please let me know

when they arrive. The are both the same thing. Mom "

WHAT THE ________________!!!!!! What part of n/c does

she not understand, especially when I've blocked her

email address adn she knows that she is trespassing by

creating a fake email. Plus the reason that she

sends the same stupid gift is that she NOW trys to

play it equal btwn me and my brother, despite mom and

dad paying for my brother's 3 college degrees at ivy

league colleges all over the world. When I asked,

growing up, why my brother didn't have to work, they

both replied, " Oh you brother is too sensitive right

now. " 18 years later he's a spoiled brat. And the

last 3 years of Christmas, I've given so much in gifts

to not get even a christmas card or call or anything

from family. So why start the birthday gifts

now???????????? n/c???????

So I replied by writing:

" Mom,

As I said previously, no presents, no nothing. Save

your money. "

She is always saying how broke she is, so that is why

I put in " her " truth about save money. When in

reality she is a multimillionaire.

So she replied:

" This sounds very bitter, Greg. How can you get

better if you are so bitter? Mom "

Get better? See I am the family mental patient,

despite that all of them turned to me to be their

therapist. I asked my psychiatrist what I am

diagnosed with before I left Dallas and he said

" nothing. No more DSM-IV for you, Greg. You worked

through it. "

I think it hit me hard b/c I had an appointment with

my pscyhiatrist today and here in Seattle, we are a

frozen city with nobody going to work. My doc

cancelled due to Icey Roads. I'm glad he put safety

first. I just had some memories coming back to me

about my mom that I needed to process with him today,

but will have to wait until Dec. 5th. Then I got that

email from my mother. I reallly wish she would just

die and put my soul on the fast tract to set me free.

Thank you all for listening. I wish I could just cry

and get these angry tears out, but not yet. God, I

feel liek such a F up. I have got to discover a way

to make n/c mean n/c that she can't bypass.

Greg.

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