Re: (unknown)

September 18, 2011

I worked with a guy who knew my weakness when it came to typing and loud bass lines coming through the wall. He got fired and JUST MY LUCK....got a job in a showroom next to me. So they faced their bass speaker to my wall of my office and would just crank their music all day long. I pleaded with them everyday and asked them to stop. He later told me that the girl who worked in there got a kick out of turning the music up louder when I would ask. It was awful. I would sweat and freak out all day. So, my awesome husband brought some speakers to my office with a bass amp and planted it right against their wall. I could then play my music which would cancel out theirs and I lived happily ever after until my boss decided to change showrooms to another building. The walls

were paper thin, and we were next to a bunch of teenagers who would crank their radio all day. I finally got smart, figured out what radio station they were playing and then I would play the same thing in my office even though it was music I did not like. It's so hard to live in a world where nobody gets it!!!! To: Soundsensitivity Sent: Saturday, September 17, 2011 7:02 PMSubject: Re: (unknown)

Do they supply a laptop?

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> > She may not have wanted you to beat her up, unless she wanted you to get in trouble. Some people find other peoples weakness and use them to pick on them, aka mean girls. lol. I would consider it bullying. It is a very low thing for her to do. have youÃƒâ€šÃ‚ tried to talk to her about it (when ur not angry) ? If she does not stop I definitly think the school should do something about it! her doing that to you is no different then a kid being bullied. I have had a person do this to me when we were on vacation. This was beforeI knew my condition had a name. at this point my family just thought i was crazy, and they (some) would do thing intentionally to see me get angry. My brothers girlfriendÃƒâ€šÃ‚ was popping her gum while we were in the airport walking. She knew it was irritating me because i had asked her to stop. she looked right at me and blew a bubble, as sheÃƒâ€šÃ‚ did i grabbed it with my hand and ripped the gum out of

her mouth. Not the mature thing to

> do ,

> > but then she knew i meant business. Not saying that i recommend you physically do anything to anyone!! just letting you know of one of my experiences.

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> > From: na <cutebriannaluv@>

> > To: Soundsensitivity

> > Sent: Thursday, September 15, 2011 6:39 PM

> > Subject: (unknown)

> >

> > Ãƒâ€šÃ‚

> > I found out that this kid in two of my classes pops her gum and snaps her fingers on purpose because she thinks my pain is funny. I was sitting in math and was so close to beating the crap out of her. I think she was asking for it. She used to be my friend so she knows all about it. She knows that it makes me feel like beating the crap out of the person making the sound(s). I have been failing both classes because I can't concentrate so I don't know what how to do it. I reported it to the school councilor. She will talk to her about it. She also said that if she does it again that I need to report it and she will be in trouble with the principle. I feel so happy that I am at a school that there is a sschool that understands for the most part. I want to know what you think of what she did. Do you think she was asking for me to beat her up?

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September 18, 2011

It is! I am so glad she is moving, but there will always be someone sick,

eating, chewing gum. I try my hardest to be strong. Somedays I doubt my

strength. Somedays(rarely) I feel strong. The think that makes me extremly mad

is the facebook posts that say how we all have many wishes, but people with

cancer has only one wish. I have one wish. My wish is to not have this

condition. I do feel bad for people with cancer, but other things need

attention. My uncle has really bad epilepsy that is life threatening to him and

others. This is a serious cobdition and it effects peoples life a lot. I have

been really suicidal many times because I think death is the only way out of

beibg in pain. i hope oneday the misophonia awareness day becomes a month.

There needs to be foundations created for misophonia.

> > >

> > > She may not have wanted you to beat her up, unless she wanted you to get

in trouble. Some people find other peoples weakness and use them to pick on

them, aka mean girls. lol. I would consider it bullying. It is a very low thing

for her to do. have youÃƒâ€šÃ‚Â tried to talk to her about it (when ur not

angry) ? If she does not stop I definitly think the school should do something

about it! her doing that to you is no different then a kid being bullied. I have

had a person do this to me when we were on vacation. This was beforeI knew my

condition had a name. at this point my family just thought i was crazy, and they

(some) would do thing intentionally to see me get angry. My brothers

girlfriendÃƒâ€šÃ‚Â was popping her gum while we were in the airport walking.

She knew it was irritating me because i had asked her to stop. she looked right

at me and blew a bubble, as sheÃƒâ€šÃ‚Â did i grabbed it with my hand and

ripped the gum out of her mouth. Not

> the mature thing to

> > do ,

> > > but then she knew i meant business. Not saying that i recommend you

physically do anything to anyone!! just letting you know of one of my

experiences.

> > >

> > > From: na <cutebriannaluv@>

> > > To: Soundsensitivity

> > > Sent: Thursday, September 15, 2011 6:39 PM

> > > Subject: (unknown)

> > >

> > > Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â

> > > I found out that this kid in two of my classes pops her gum and snaps her

fingers on purpose because she thinks my pain is funny. I was sitting in math

and was so close to beating the crap out of her. I think she was asking for it.

She used to be my friend so she knows all about it. She knows that it makes me

feel like beating the crap out of the person making the sound(s). I have been

failing both classes because I can't concentrate so I don't know what how to do

it. I reported it to the school councilor. She will talk to her about it. She

also said that if she does it again that I need to report it and she will be in

trouble with the principle. I feel so happy that I am at a school that there is

a sschool that understands for the most part. I want to know what you think of

what she did. Do you think she was asking for me to beat her up?

> > >

> >

>

September 18, 2011

I have anger management issues, i think apart from my misophonia, so it were me

and i found out that people were just messin with me, i probably would have went

over there and started a rumble; luckly(i use that word sparingly) i havent been

in situations where the sound is just beyond ridiculously loud to the point you

could practically call the authorities. we live out in the country though, but

that isnt always better. there is no noise ordinance out here, so when my

neighbors, who have a gun fetish, decide to blast their cannons for rifles so

loudly that it raddles our windows, or there is practically a kennle of dogs at

the other neighbors house on the other side of us that bark at everything in the

world all day and all night, there is no one you can call. but isnt it strange

though when if you have control and make the same noise, it doesnt have the same

effect? like the brain somehow at some point crossed some wires and decided to

short circuit our reactions to other people directly to anger. yours is a

perfect example of what the problem realy is; people are normaly bothered by the

loudness of sounds, but we are bothered by our inability to tune out stimuli

outside of our personal field of infulence. i think we just pay too much

attention do changes, reguardless of weather we percieve them as good or bad;

the problem comes when we try to pay attention to something else, and the brain

wont pull itself away for some reason. that fact makes us upset, and we focus

our anger on the sound itself, rather than our obsessiveness.