Guest guest Posted July 30, 2006 Report Share Posted July 30, 2006 I hate to be the one to inform you this But I was just told that at the school that finished yesterday There where 20 Israelis there!!!! I am so upset I feel less unique now. I used to be the only Israeli representative here The one that hold the Israeli flag, The one that sing the Israeli hymn The one that feels you up with reports from the war battle The one that comes for breakfast lunch and dinner And what now??? 20 more! We have no room for any other Israeli here Show me your passport before you join this group! Maybe I should do the work??? Wouldn't hurt... I feel that I am less special cause 20 more Israeli finished the school Is it true that I am less special now? Yes! I hate them for doing the school They should have stayed at Israel in a bunker, and watch the CNN all day long! (I am such a better women) Can I know for sure that I am less special now? No Some people love me for who I am I am special for them, in there heart and the other 20 Israelis can not jeopardies my place How do I react when I think that I will become less special Due to the " Israeli attack " on 's school? Sad As if I lost my place As if I died (and I am not over reacting!) Not loved Grayish - yak I feel at danger - less attention for me I hate them I feel like I am loosing all your love It brings me back to the time I was in high school and I was competing to be noticed War Underline belief: I need to fight to be loved (that what happens when I combine eft with the work - things come up) I need to fight to be loved? It is a pattern from school, but I cannot know for sure if it requires to fight to be loved How do I react? I cannot just be I need to be alert WHo... Just Tami, and I am so sweet Relaxed TA I don't need to fight to be loved - so true! Who would I be without the thought that I am less special now? Focussing on being me Being in a place where I am always fine TA I feel that I am less special cause 20 more Israeli finished the school I don't feel that I am less special cause 20 more Israeli finished the school I want to go to sleep Good night, T Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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