Guest guest Posted March 7, 2006 Report Share Posted March 7, 2006 Oh my darling nne, in you I see such innocence, like a child who is looking with delight at everything for the first time. Love you for ever, > > Dear Roslyn, > > I have been thinking this question today... and I found an answer....I > would feel delighted if someone called me every day. > > I have a girlfriend who calls me everyday....and she even calls me Mom > (how silly!!!) although she's 10 years older than me. I guess I am her > mommy along with all the kids in the neighborhood. > > How would you feel if someone called you every day? > > Love, nne > > > how would you feel if someone called you every day.. ?? > > > > are you obsessed with alex? > > > > or obsesed with your story of alex ? i should say > > > > love,rh > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 8, 2006 Report Share Posted March 8, 2006 dear nne., Good question.. When i asked that i was being in tamis business. And i wish i had never written it at all since s email i really dont see anything wrong anymore. I also have a girlfriend who calls to talk every day and usually i dont mind She is obsessed with talking usually about other people and i dont mind. I know i really shouldnt gossip and sometimes i wish i didnt. but i enjoy her friendship. Im also sure she talks about me to other people as well.. but i accept that. I was assuming tami was obsessed with alex and of course i dont know that is true .. and it isnt stressful. I was once obsessed in the past and i didnt call but thought about this person all the time. I wish i had other interests back then but how do you have other interests when you arent interested? Also i was assuming Tami would hate it if someone called her every day and maybe she wouldnt at all. ID do the work but it isnt stressful. TAmi should call as much as she likes. I shouldnt call people names or assume something is wrong. or base her experience on mine. oh well sorry tami, love, roslyn I should add the guy i was obsessed over i also was in love with and i still love him but it wasnt meant to be ,im sure of that, reality rules. took years to see it but its clear to me now. The only really lasting relationship is the one with ourselves. right? but then i guess we're all one anyway so i guess we are never apart on that level. i dont really get that but it sounds good. -- In Loving-what-is , " nne " wrote: > > Dear Roslyn, > > I have been thinking this question today... and I found an answer....I > would feel delighted if someone called me every day. > > I have a girlfriend who calls me everyday....and she even calls me Mom > (how silly!!!) although she's 10 years older than me. I guess I am her > mommy along with all the kids in the neighborhood. > > How would you feel if someone called you every day? > > Love, nne > > > how would you feel if someone called you every day.. ?? > > > > are you obsessed with alex? > > > > or obsesed with your story of alex ? i should say > > > > love,rh > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 9, 2006 Report Share Posted March 9, 2006 Hi Rosie, Oh, I think I get it now (maybe)? So I'm hearing from you that you felt that it wasn't a good thing for Tami to call someone everyday....maybe a bad thing to be *obessed*? Ah.... I want to add that I don't see your questioning as a bad thing or in her business. You are just asking questions, right? *How would you like it if someone called you everyday?* It's just such an honest question. Your musings about gossip made me smile. I have a book in my library by His Holiness the Dalai Lama. He reflects that he loves to gossip. It makes him feel connection to people. I love that! because all the women in my family gossip alot and it used to bother me and I believed it was wrong (at least that's what I learned in sunday school). Now I see how it connects them and how much they care about each other. I have been obessed with certain men too. And now I see that it was just what I needed. I needed to fall totally stupidly madly in love. Are you still in touch with the man that you love so much? Also, now I see the man I was in love with and think to myself...what did I ever see in him!??? Ewww! But I think I was seeing something beautiful in him that I couldn't own in myself yet... Love you Angel Roslyn, nne, flying to Sweden today, in my mind, for a wild girl party Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 9, 2006 Report Share Posted March 9, 2006 -dear nne love to join you. I enjoy gossip though sometimes it gets very negative and i then think i bet this friend is saying really bad things about me to others also and i'd stop but theres nothing much to talk about if you stop Im glad the dalai lama sees it as a positive. This friend is very interested in other people and i do think she is uplifting to be around The man i love so much tries to stay in touch about once every 5 years or something like that but its impossible because i actually pass out Which is sort of embarassing. A few emails ago i wrote to veronica about a boyfriend who died and appeared to me and talked to me about my past and my future..WEll then he ran down the hall and his feet disappeared first. I didnt realize i was talking to a ghost except his parents couldnt see or hear him and i could.. He( his body) was in the hospital at the time and he appeared to me in the hallway of my apartment. He was able to recover completely and i know where he lives but i have never tried to communicate with the exception of sending a copy of Loving What IS to his office. (hes a dr) It was such a traumatic thing i still pass out in his presence. or its like passing out around someone whose famous. REally weird. After i pass out i have an amnesia I block out ever seeing him and when i come to I dont remember seeing him at all. I still dont have any idea what his wife looks like and i have probably seen her many many times. weird story huh? He almost died because he was beat up by some people .. I think maybe my brother and his friends and a so called friend but anyway i never intended for that to happen. It was not something i wanted to have happen. I never asked for anyone to beat him up thats for sure. I think there was a trial but i was so out of it and didnt own a tv. luckily. LAter on at a restaurant i was sitting there contemplating suicide and wrote on a napkin his name and my name and mrs. and different ways i could try to kill myself and i think the waitress called the police. I think they thought i wanted to kill his wife. Luckily the police just thought i was a nut which was true at the time. It was a weird time in my life and fortunately i was totally out of it for most of the time which probably saved my life. I didnt actually realize he had been beat up till probably a year after it happened. Because when the police tried to talk to me i kept passing out and i got amnesia This is getting to long but you get the idea. love, roslyn -- In Loving-what-is , " nne " wrote: > > Hi Rosie, > > Oh, I think I get it now (maybe)? > > So I'm hearing from you that you felt that it wasn't a good thing for > Tami to call someone everyday....maybe a bad thing to be *obessed*? Ah.... > > I want to add that I don't see your questioning as a bad thing or in > her business. You are just asking questions, right? *How would you > like it if someone called you everyday?* It's just such an honest > question. > > Your musings about gossip made me smile. I have a book in my library > by His Holiness the Dalai Lama. He reflects that he loves to gossip. > It makes him feel connection to people. I love that! because all the > women in my family gossip alot and it used to bother me and I believed > it was wrong (at least that's what I learned in sunday school). Now I > see how it connects them and how much they care about each other. > ave been obessed with certain men too. And now I see that it was > just what I needed. I needed to fall totally stupidly madly in love. > > Are you still in touch with the man that you love so much? > > Also, now I see the man I was in love with and think to myself...what > did I ever see in him!??? Ewww! > > But I think I was seeing something beautiful in him that I couldn't > own in myself yet... > > Love you Angel Roslyn, > > nne, flying to Sweden today, in my mind, for a wild girl party > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 9, 2006 Report Share Posted March 9, 2006 Dear Rosie, I am fascinated with your experiences! I also see people who have " died " although that's not what they name it. They come and talk to me. Have you ever watched the tv show, Medium? Well that's my life except I don't work for the DA. Your passing out and amnesia experiences excite me for some reason. You are so sweet! You pass out...you mean faint? Have you ever told him or written to him that you saw him as spirit? I wonder if you wanted to kill yourself because your brother and friends beat him up? Was that the reason or something else that was sad for you? I'm so glad you shared this...it is really sweet getting to know you. XXXOOO Love, nne > -dear nne > love to join you. > I enjoy gossip though sometimes it gets very negative and i then think > i bet this friend is saying really bad things about me to others also > and i'd stop but theres nothing much to talk about if you stop > Im glad the dalai lama sees it as a positive. This friend is very > interested in other people and i do think she is uplifting to be around > The man i love so much tries to stay in touch about once every 5 years > or something like that but its impossible because i actually pass out > Which is sort of embarassing. > A few emails ago i wrote to veronica about a boyfriend who died and > appeared to me and talked to me about my past and my future..WEll > then he ran down the hall and his feet disappeared first. > I didnt realize i was talking to a ghost except his parents couldnt > see or hear him and i could.. He( his body) was in the hospital at > the time and he appeared to me in the hallway of my apartment. > He was able to recover completely and i know where he lives but i have > never tried to communicate with the exception of sending a copy of > Loving What IS to his office. (hes a dr) > It was such a traumatic thing i still pass out in his presence. > or its like passing out around someone whose famous. > REally weird. After i pass out i have an amnesia I block out ever > seeing him and when i come to I dont remember seeing him at all. I > still dont have any idea what his wife looks like and i have probably > seen her many many times. > weird story huh? > He almost died because he was beat up by some people .. I think maybe > my brother and his friends and a so called friend but anyway i never > intended for that to happen. It was not something i wanted to have > happen. I never asked for anyone to beat him up thats for sure. > I think there was a trial but i was so out of it and didnt own a tv. > luckily. > LAter on at a restaurant i was sitting there contemplating suicide and > wrote on a napkin his name and my name and mrs. and different ways i > could try to kill myself and i think the waitress called the police. > I think they thought i wanted to kill his wife. > Luckily the police just thought i was a nut which was true at the time. > It was a weird time in my life and fortunately i was totally out of it > for most of the time which probably saved my life. > I didnt actually realize he had been beat up till probably a year > after it happened. Because when the police tried to talk to me i kept > passing out and i got amnesia > This is getting to long but you get the idea. > love, roslyn > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 9, 2006 Report Share Posted March 9, 2006 Dear nne, I love that show medium..That and Larry king and oprah and Curb Your Enthusiasm are the only tv shows i watch Im SO glad your glad i shared it because i have written about it in the past and i feel sort of weird every time. like maybe i shouldnt. Actually over the past years i have written lots of people I wrote a nurse whose friend died in 9-11 and i wrote Nasa when the astronauts died.. and many people. I have never gotten any feedback back. EVER Maybe they all thought i was a nut and that is ok too. I dont mind at all. I have not written to him but i wonder if some of my goofy letters have gotten back to him i wouldnt be surprised and he is a very busy doctor so that is not a good thing. Also as a ghost that day he predicted i would write letters about the experience and i didnt believe him .Im not normally a letter writer.. It happened in 1970 and i didnt write anything till years later Who knew someday i would want to write emails every day on this list. I have never seen a dead person except my boyfriend But I have sensed the presence of my grandmother who came to me in the form of a neighbors dog.. The dog jumped on my lap and licked me and i knew it was my grandmother. A few minutes later the dog became normal, got down .. and i knew my grandmothers spirit had left. /LAter i found out she had died. The dog never acted that way again. I think she came back as my son and he gets so mad when i tell people that but she walked with a knee that didnt bend and when my son was a baby he crawled with one leg straight for a short time.. And i sensed my dads presence next to me the day he died. I couldnt see him but i knew he was there. Even though i was in Arizona and my dad had died in nebr. Im glad i dont see anyone whose died. What is that like? i guess they need someone to talk to. I get a scientology magazine Advance. and some see or sense people who have passed and they tell them to go get another body. a baby that is. ...YEs, I faint.. My sadness was due to the end of our relationship or friendship.. but i was a depressed person way before i met him so it wasn't the only cause WEll now i realize the cause was i spent my life arguing with what is. And it was all fine.. its really sweet having someone acknowledge one of my letters . You are the first.. THANK YOU. XXXOOO love, rosie -- In Loving-what-is , " nne " wrote: > > Dear Rosie, > > I am fascinated with your experiences! > I also see people who have " died " although that's not what they name > it. They come and talk to me. Have you ever watched the tv show, > Medium? Well that's my life except I don't work for the DA. > > Your passing out and amnesia experiences excite me for some reason. > > You are so sweet! You pass out...you mean faint? > > Have you ever told him or written to him that you saw him as spirit? > > I wonder if you wanted to kill yourself because your brother and > friends beat him up? Was that the reason or something else that was > sad for you? > > I'm so glad you shared this...it is really sweet getting to know you. > > XXXOOO > > Love, nne > > > > > -dear nne > > love to join you. > > I enjoy gossip though sometimes it gets very negative and i then think > > i bet this friend is saying really bad things about me to others also > > and i'd stop but theres nothing much to talk about if you stop > > Im glad the dalai lama sees it as a positive. This friend is very > > interested in other people and i do think she is uplifting to be > around > > The man i love so much tries to stay in touch about once every 5 years > > or something like that but its impossible because i actually pass out > > Which is sort of embarassing. > > A few emails ago i wrote to veronica about a boyfriend who died and > > appeared to me and talked to me about my past and my future..WEll > > then he ran down the hall and his feet disappeared first. > > I didnt realize i was talking to a ghost except his parents couldnt > > see or hear him and i could.. He( his body) was in the hospital at > > the time and he appeared to me in the hallway of my apartment. > > He was able to recover completely and i know where he lives but i have > > never tried to communicate with the exception of sending a copy of > > Loving What IS to his office. (hes a dr) > > It was such a traumatic thing i still pass out in his presence. > > or its like passing out around someone whose famous. > > REally weird. After i pass out i have an amnesia I block out ever > > seeing him and when i come to I dont remember seeing him at all. I > > still dont have any idea what his wife looks like and i have probably > > seen her many many times. > > weird story huh? > > He almost died because he was beat up by some people .. I think maybe > > my brother and his friends and a so called friend but anyway i never > > intended for that to happen. It was not something i wanted to have > > happen. I never asked for anyone to beat him up thats for sure. > > I think there was a trial but i was so out of it and didnt own a tv. > > luckily. > > LAter on at a restaurant i was sitting there contemplating suicide and > > wrote on a napkin his name and my name and mrs. and different ways i > > could try to kill myself and i think the waitress called the police. > > I think they thought i wanted to kill his wife. > > Luckily the police just thought i was a nut which was true at the time. > > It was a weird time in my life and fortunately i was totally out of it > > for most of the time which probably saved my life. > > I didnt actually realize he had been beat up till probably a year > > after it happened. Because when the police tried to talk to me i kept > > passing out and i got amnesia > > This is getting to long but you get the idea. > > love, roslyn > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 Dear Rosie, I love reading all your experiences. How beautiful! Sometimes the person comes to me in a dream. Often they just show up in a form that I can see...and I don't know how to explain it. Once I saw my father in law in my bedroom. He appeared as a 30 years old although he died in his 70's. He was holding a shot gun and his favorite champion bird dog was with him. He told me things that I never knew about my husband's family and he told me what he had left for my husband as a rememberance. All is well. The message is they are always well and happy. And I am a little strange or weird, as Dwight pointed out to me. Everyone gets messages, like you do. They just might not believe it is true.....they think it is their wild imagination or some kind of hopefulness....and i wonder if there is anything that is NOT imagination. I'm thinking of you and your grandma today. Also thinking of all my friends at The School for The Work today. XXXOOO Love, nne Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 10, 2006 Report Share Posted March 10, 2006 dear marianne.. thank you. i love your experiences too .. I am finally bored with mine.. I guess i need some new stories. positive that is. did you do the school? I dont have the courage or the money yet. love,roslyn- -- In Loving-what-is , " nne " wrote: > > Dear Rosie, > > I love reading all your experiences. How beautiful! > > Sometimes the person comes to me in a dream. Often they just show up > in a form that I can see...and I don't know how to explain it. Once I > saw my father in law in my bedroom. > He appeared as a 30 years old although he died in his 70's. He was > holding a shot gun and his favorite champion bird dog was with him. He > told me things that I never knew about my husband's family and he told > me what he had left for my husband as a rememberance. > > All is well. The message is they are always well and happy. > > And I am a little strange or weird, as Dwight pointed out to me. > > Everyone gets messages, like you do. They just might not believe it is > true.....they think it is their wild imagination or some kind of > hopefulness....and i wonder if there is anything that is NOT > imagination. > > I'm thinking of you and your grandma today. > Also thinking of all my friends at The School for The Work today. > > XXXOOO > > Love, nne > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 11, 2006 Report Share Posted March 11, 2006 Hi Honey Roslyn, I have not gone to The School. I would love to go...my excuse is that I am financially and emotionally supporting two young men right now, one in college. I have the courage, but not the money or time. I know that Carol Skolnick is staffing this time and I would especially love to meet her in person. I guess is right...I do have my favourites. Love, nne > dear marianne.. thank you. > i love your experiences too .. I am finally bored with mine.. I guess > i need some new stories. positive that is. > did you do the school? > I dont have the courage or the money yet. > love,roslyn- Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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