Guest guest Posted July 29, 2010 Report Share Posted July 29, 2010 Okay... this has probably been REALLY long time coming and I have resisted simply because I LOVE the neurosurgeon that both my daughter had surgery with and I had two surgeries with but, well she's no longer an obstacle. I've known for really a very long time that I have simply gotten past her knowledge of chiari but still I resisted because she is just such a caring fantastic DR. Well, I called several weeks ago,my health is a real mess and I wanted to se her or at least see if she wanted to get a new set of MRIs. I waited patiently to hear back, I know she deals in life or death and it's easy to put cases like me aside so when I didn't hear back I finally called again today. I was totally devastated when was told that wen she recently changed practices she also decided she was no longer going to treat chiari patients. I cried pretty hard, it's very difficult to lose the DR you literally trusted TWICE with your life. She said that she is just too, I Don't know, not upset, but she's had too many cases like mine where they are at first seemingly successful and a year later or whenever the patient gets the symptoms back. She said she just cares too much to put her patients through all that to have them back where they started or worse... like where I am. Her assistant promised to get the names of some DRs from her that she would recommend and then we hung up with me still crying and her still apologizing. So I spent the afternoon in thought and MUCH pain... my newest symptom is some VERY intense leg pain in both legs pretty much all day long. Anyone else deal with tat or have any idea as to WHY I would have it? Could it be chiari related? Anyhow, after thinking I realized that I don't really care who she recommends, just because I trust her it doesn't mean I would trust a DR just because she does. I'm tired, I'm on edge and ask myself all the time what the point even is of going on if I have to live in pain like this for the rest of my life. I CANNOT phathom that! Oh and this is pain that exist despite the fact that I have AWESOME pain management DRs and I'm on heavy nargotics... I wear a 75mcg fentanyl patch that gets changed every other day, I'm on percoset which is for breakthrough pain but I LIVE in breakthrough pain so each month I take the entire 120 I am prescribed. I am also on liquid oxycodone/hydrochloride oral solution for severe pain, I always need all of that as well, I also ave valium, neuontin and phenergan. All this medicine and yet I hurt as if I didn't take any! SOOOOO tonight I finally came to the conclusion that at least need to see if there is any way I can make the Chiari Institute happen for me. This is where I need any help I can get. First, how do you even get them interested in seeing you? Then comes the bigger issues... I know they don't formally accept insurance but I think they will accept what your insurance will pay if they will pay anything. How in the world does THAT work? If they don't take insurance they would obviously be out of network so how do you get your insurance to cover it? Has anyone with Aetna HMO successfully been able to go there with Aetna paying? I know you need to pay out of pocket for the first visit up front, how much is that? If there is just any random information that ANYONE can offer you have no idea how desperate I am for it. I feel like I am clinging to the end of a rapidly fraying rope at this point and I need help! I am crying most nights and man days in pain and frustration because I simply need a break! Can anyone help me? I hope no one is offended but I'm going to cross post this to both groups I belong to because I NEED help and I don't care where it comes from. Thanks and take care all Tina 43 yrs decompressed May 2005 outside spinal leak, re hospitalized 6 das after going home with a spinal drain to stop the leak Rejection of the bovine patch placed on my dura resulting in chemical meningitis Dec 2005 2nd surgery to revisit the site of the first surgery, remove bovine and replace it with material obtained from high up under my skull Also removal of adhesions Almost six glorious nearly symptom free months before everything came crashing back after a tooth extraction I now feel like I live in hell Daughter was decompressed Dec 23 2005 at the age of 16. She is currently 23, married two years and besides some occasional headaches she is doing well (there IS hope!) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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