Guest guest Posted July 2, 2006 Report Share Posted July 2, 2006 There have been tears of frustration this morning, I am so tired and I hate my band today. I'm off to the surgeon in a few hours for more unfill and think I'll get him to take quite a lot out and will stay that way until end of August when I get back from holidays. I want a rest from spitting up muck at night and I want a good night's sleep and I want to know I can hold onto my little meal and enjoy eating again. Yeh Yeh I want, I want - but mostly I want my life back. I'm sick of feeling sick. I'm nervous that the hunger will come back with the unfill and the appetite, but so be it for the moment. I went and wasted money this morning on boomerang pillows and slips to prop myself up at night even though once I'm unfilled I should be able to sleep normally - ah the need to spend in the midst of my little crisis made me feel better momentarily - now I have to go online and check my credit card balance instead of playing ostrich games with myself. Sorry all, that is my whinge for the week. Cherie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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