A Long Talk With A LOT of DRUGS! They were not listening!

February 16, 2006

Good Morning All,

Well, it is about 3:45 AM and I still have not had a

minute of sleep. I had a really bad afternoon and

night earlier. I have not been in this much pain for

years. So I had a meeting at 10PM with Mr Kadian, Mr

Avinza, Mr Remeron, Mr Norco, Mr Abien and seven other

pills, all prescribed to me. I could have been taking

sugar candy for all that these have worked. The

weather ia really nasty here so that might be adding

to the problem.

I am seriously concidering the treatment in Tampa

Bay Florida. I am more than a little nervous about

being put in a coma for 7 days. Also the idea that it

can work but come back like gangbusters so easily

makes me a litter nervous also. I am checking on the

insurance at this point. I do not even know if they

will pay for it, and I just do not have an extra

30,000 to 50,000 dollars laying around at this point.

It is finally going to get COLD around here this

weekend. The January that we did not have is coming to

visit us now.

I am a little, well more than a little, depressed

that I am not going to be able to see my brother for

his birthday next week. He is the first " child " in our

family to turn 50. He has been my best friend

throughout my entire RSD ordeal. The only problem is

that he lives in New Mexico and I am in Illinois. Kind

of a long ride to say Happy Birthday but I wish I

could. I did find him a great gift though. He is a

HUGE Aerosmith fan. I found a guitar that is

autographed by the entire band. I can not wait to see

his face. My Mom and Dad promised me pictures.

Well I have babbled on long enough. Thank you all

for always being there. It is more important than you

will ever know.

You All Take Care

Jim

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