Guest guest Posted January 25, 2006 Report Share Posted January 25, 2006 her husband comitted suicide over this Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 25, 2006 Report Share Posted January 25, 2006 , This must be a very difficult time for you. I hope you are OK. Thanks for thinking of us and sharing this - it is helpful. Kate --- In , " carondeen " <kdeanstudios@v...> wrote: > > My ex-husband committed suicide last week. I didn't want to post it, > but with what happened to Bob, it might just help someone. I will > never know if nuerotoxin was at all responsible for his finall act, > but I know it had a part to play in his finall intense insanity that > led to his leaving the house in handcuffs and our divorce. Men react > differently than women do- and sometimes much more violently to the > illness- the people on this board who have not taken steps yet to > modify or leave there living or work situation need to take a good > look at a possible end result for not taking heed. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 25, 2006 Report Share Posted January 25, 2006 , I am so very sorry to hear of this and I can't believe right now that I am actually tongue tied. I hope you are doing ok and I truly am concerned with you and all that has happened recently. When will the authorities ever learn the deviastating effects these toxins have had on many lives and families. What I'm feeling right now I just can't seem to put into words, because they almost seem so senseless. Is there anybody out there really listening? Do you have to wait for it to affect your personally or a loved one to become alarmed? Grrrr. our thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family and you are more than welcomed to email me personally so that I can contact you. Sincerely, KC & Sharon --- In , " carondeen " <kdeanstudios@v...> wrote: > > My ex-husband committed suicide last week. I didn't want to post it, > but with what happened to Bob, it might just help someone. I will > never know if nuerotoxin was at all responsible for his finall act, > but I know it had a part to play in his finall intense insanity that > led to his leaving the house in handcuffs and our divorce. Men react > differently than women do- and sometimes much more violently to the > illness- the people on this board who have not taken steps yet to > modify or leave there living or work situation need to take a good > look at a possible end result for not taking heed. > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 25, 2006 Report Share Posted January 25, 2006 Janet, What were you trying to post? Everything was deleted except the suicide part. But, one again, many people can't take the odds we're dealing with, and there are a lot more suicides over our losses (doe to mold exposre) than the medical, governmental, or insurance environments want to recognize. Gingersnap1964@... wrote: her husband comitted suicide over this Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 25, 2006 Report Share Posted January 25, 2006 Sharon, I think Janet was asking a question.Nothing had been removed from the post. KC > her husband comitted suicide over this > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 25, 2006 Report Share Posted January 25, 2006 thank you for sharing this with us. I can't imagine how difficult this decision must have been for you. You chose to share a very private part of your life in hopes of helping others. I've seen men with toxic mold illness become very violent. I also wonder if men are more prone to such symptoms as women. Perhaps these two deaths will allow us to become more aware when we see such behavior changes in those exposed to chronic toxic mold. Sadly if they do threaten us or others with physical violence we must protect ourselves as reasoning with them is impossible. Rosie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 26, 2006 Report Share Posted January 26, 2006 I am also very sorry about your ex-husband. Even though you weren't married anymore doesn't take away the pain. My sympathies. > > thank you for sharing this with us. I can't imagine how difficult this > decision must have been for you. You chose to share a very private part of > your life in hopes of helping others. > > I've seen men with toxic mold illness become very violent. I also wonder if > men are more prone to such symptoms as women. > > Perhaps these two deaths will allow us to become more aware when we see such > behavior changes in those exposed to chronic toxic mold. Sadly if they do > threaten us or others with physical violence we must protect ourselves as > reasoning with them is impossible. > > Rosie > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 27, 2006 Report Share Posted January 27, 2006 , I really don't know anyone on this list, partially because being sick is a full time occupation for me. It's consumes to much of my time reading and posting on this group. But I suppose I could rearrange my priorities. I didn't know Bob, but can relate to the pain he was going though. I am shocked and saddened. I wish I could have gotten to know him. I too was exposed to neurotoxins (granular dursban) on a wholesale level and have no doubt that their is a definite connection between my illness and the exposures. I lived happily in my moldy home for 14 years before coming down with this immune disorder. The pesticides were the one thing I did different in my life. I do remember back in 1983 when I first moved in having problems with fatigue and headaches and shrugging it off. It didn't keep me from working 50 hour weeks in the hot sun as a lawn maintenance contractor. I am not sure the pesticides were solely the cabalist that caused my severe immune response to mold but have to wonder if I was not ever exposed on the level that I was if I would be so susceptible to mold as I am today. I think it's possible that I could have gotten sick solely from the mold but will probably never know being as their is liability attached to it and that powerful people will make sure that the truth never comes to light. Don't get me wrong, my house was 50 years old and was a mold pit on wheels. I have pictures of it! I systematically tore it apart looking for what was the cause of my illness before finally throwing in the towel and having a distress sale. If anything could make you sick it was my house. I can't deny that. I had black mold growing inside the walls underneath the drip pan from my ac unit which would overflow on occasions and saturate the ceiling before I discovered it. My kitchen floor was flooded one time and the plywood underlayment was covered with stringy black mold which branched out like a root system does underground only on a 2 dimensional scale. The floor joist underneath the kitchen had green/black mold growing on them. It was a moldpit from hell! I have since moved out of my house and still am sick all of the time and tend to stay in my trailer I bought brand new hoping to escape the mold. It was not my first attempt. I have moved to holiday fl where I had a house that also had mold, I moved to my rental property next door, I slept out on a porch in my rental property next door, I spent two years underneath a carport in my back yard. I finally sold the whole ball of wax thinking that was the only way I will get better is to rid myself of all of it. I bought a sailboat and lived aboard it but it had mold to. People talk about trying to reach others and telling them what they have to do to get better. But I understand completely, it's called denial. When something is to painful to believe you don't want to believe it so you continue to bang your head against the wall. I finally after two years of being sick in the boat am where I am now in a brand new trailer. When I first moved in I was sicker than I was in the boat. I finally realized that the computer monitor I was using had black mold growing on the circuit boards. I always wondered why the longer I spent in front of my computer the sicker I got. I thought it was some type of chemical coming off of the circuit boards. The static electricity in electrical appliances creates a negative charge which causes dust to stick to them. Dust has organic particles in it which is very yummy to black mold. Everyone has seen this on the back of a tv set, on the top of a ceiling fan, etc. Folks when you move if you insist on being stupid like me and taking things with you at least take the cover off and see what you have living inside of it. Blow it off with compressed air if there is any trace of mold on the circuit boards throw it out! You have no idea what that simple act of getting rid of that monitor did for me. I than read a post by eric about pillows and though duhh these pillows are at least 4 years old, maybe I should get rid of them. That made a big difference! I am still sick now and still struggling. I have not gotten to the point of stuffing pillow cases with towels and throwing away everything again including my new monitor. I know how desperate Bob was. I just hope that I can get out of this nightmare somehow one day. Maybe the men and women in medicine will one day grow a conscious and stop prostituting themselves out to the chemical manufactures and the insurance industries and do what people desperately need them to do and that is a simple diagnosis and a simple treatment. Think of how much different it would be if the stooges in that industry actually gave a rats ass about the people who so desperately need their help. Imagine a dr sending a air quality expert out to my home 9+ years ago and telling me that I have to move out immediately. Imagine if the government actually had halfway houses for people who can't afford to pay a mortgage on a mold pit and stay at a hotel simultaneously. And still not be assured that they are going to be safe from mold. I am really pissed off at the people we depend on for our health they suck! I am pissed off at the politicians I have written on more than one occasion. I am pissed off at the epa whom I have written, and I am pissed off at the dept of agriculture whom went out of there way to see that my exposures to pesticides never got documented. I am pissed of at the business leaders that control and coorse all of these people. I understand why someone would stand on top of a tower and start shooting people, I don't condone it but understand it. They simply lost a screw. >My ex-husband committed suicide last week. I didn't want to post it, >but with what happened to Bob, it might just help someone. I Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 27, 2006 Report Share Posted January 27, 2006 Just read your email, I'm so sorry - I hope you are doing ok, My regards to you & your family. Loni n <kdeanstudios@...> wrote: My ex-husband committed suicide last week. I didn't want to post it, but with what happened to Bob, it might just help someone. I will never know if nuerotoxin was at all responsible for his finall act, but I know it had a part to play in his finall intense insanity that led to his leaving the house in handcuffs and our divorce. Men react differently than women do- and sometimes much more violently to the illness- the people on this board who have not taken steps yet to modify or leave there living or work situation need to take a good look at a possible end result for not taking heed. FAIR USE NOTICE: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 27, 2006 Report Share Posted January 27, 2006 , I am so sorry. This all makes me sick!!! (in the heart) Sincerley, Marcie Loni Rosser <loni326@...> wrote: Just read your email, I'm so sorry - I hope you are doing ok, My regards to you & your family. Loni n <kdeanstudios@...> wrote: My ex-husband committed suicide last week. I didn't want to post it, but with what happened to Bob, it might just help someone. I will never know if nuerotoxin was at all responsible for his finall act, but I know it had a part to play in his finall intense insanity that led to his leaving the house in handcuffs and our divorce. Men react differently than women do- and sometimes much more violently to the illness- the people on this board who have not taken steps yet to modify or leave there living or work situation need to take a good look at a possible end result for not taking heed. FAIR USE NOTICE: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 28, 2006 Report Share Posted January 28, 2006 .....you are a true MOLD-WARRIOR.....regardless if divorced or not, these things still hurt, especially if you had children with them? I think perhaps it happens more with men as they are not as likely to admit there are problems.....it is a " man " thing......although Bob had no problem admitting his MOLD problems, he didn't give attention to the Lyme problems.....Neuro-Lyme is deadly and doctors who are not experienced in Lyme disease and its co-infections tend to not put much effort into understanding the effects of neuro Lyme. We are blessed to have doctors like Dr Schaller, Dr Shoemaker, Dr Levin, Dr B, Dr and many more, who are treating Lyme patients. Keep a smile on your face, love in your heart and walk with the angels, holding hands in the " chain of love " ..... Angel Huggzz or Angel L.E.A.P. Arizona, Inc.~~www.leaparizona.com http://leaparizona.com/ LYME Disease MESSAGE BOARD http://www.activeboard.com/forum.spark?forumID=31898 & sparkKey=5deb6043cb822f894a67a93a42ebc294b0 SUBSCRIBE TO: PhotonGenieElectromedicine (email group) PhotonGenieElectromedicine/ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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