[M & F in BALANCE] Connecting to your inner boy and girl

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Connecting

to your inner boy and girl

Morning with Jeshua, October 18, 2007

Dear friends,

Thank you for being here today. Together we celebrate the New Era. It

is present already and it is growing and evolving because of your

inner transformation. You are the forerunners, the pioneers who help

birth a new consciousness on earth today. In the present stage of your

inner transformation, there is still much confusion inside of you. You

have one foot in a new reality, a new way of conceiving and

experiencing things. But the other leg is "in suspension", in a vacuum

so to speak. It cannot get back to the old and familiar ways, but at

the same time you are frightened to make the whole switch and go

forward with both feet on new ground. This new paradigm of

consciousness is unknown territory and it does not seem to resonate

yet with the outside world, the traditional values and habits which

you learned at school or at home.

A large part of society still seems to embrace old and worn out belief

systems, fed by fear or the need to control. But a lot is changing and

much that was self evident before is tumbling down and falling apart.

In western societies, many people experience a lack of meaning in

their lives. People have also started to pay much more attention to

the inner aspect of what happens around them. They are interested in

psychology and spirituality. They are less focused on mere external

success and material wealth. Especially in affluent societies, people

discover that success and material wealth do not necessarily create

true happiness and real contentment. Success is different from

fulfillment. You will feel truly fulfilled in your life when you are

able to connect with and express your own soul energy. That is what

creativity essentially is: discovering what your soul energy is about

and expressing it on earth through your own unique gifts and

abilities. This is what makes you truly happy inside, warm and

radiant. And at that point you will touch others and they get to see

who you really are: an angel of light. You have then become an angel

who consciously brings light to the earth realm that is so often

overshadowed by illusions which prevent you from seeing the inner

light in every living being.

You all have chosen to be here to give shape to your soul energy on

earth. Especially in this stage of history, you are not solely here

for yourself. Your inner development is such that you have much to

share with others. Presently, much is happening on a global and

planetary level. Huge shifts of energy are taking place and can affect

you in your daily life. Whenever people are changing their

consciousness and start to think differently, when they ask new

questions and doubt the existing order, they are inviting a new energy

into their lives. A new dynamic will enter that more often than not

drastically alter your lifestyle and circumstances. Now, part of you

wants this and is constantly trying to achieve it. But other parts of

you resist the new and do not want to go along so easily. These are

the most fearful and distrustful parts of you. The inner tension and

conflict that results, causes a split in your consciousness, and in

the consciousness of millions of people who are in the same process.

This can cause the atmosphere around the earth to be heavy with

resistance and tension at times. It is resistance towards change and

movement, and it is part of being a human being. Even if you live a

very conscious life, you can be affected by this heaviness, because at

some point it resonates with fears and doubts that you have not let go of.

How do you deal with this inner conflict and how do you let go of old

fears and belief systems? How do you connect to your own soul energy

and find a way of expressing it in the world? Today I would like to

approach this question by talking a little about the balance between

the male and the female energies within you.

Every soul has access to both the male and the female energy.

Essentially, the male energy has to do with the aspect of manifesting

yourself outwardly, in the material world. Male energy is related to

focus, discernment and the power to act. It enables you to take up

space, to be an "I" with clear boundaries. The female energy is

naturally inclined to turn inwards, to the inner dimension of things.

It is related to feeling, inspiration and transcending the boundaries

of "you" to connect with others. The female energy is flowing and

receptive and when combined with the male energy, it leads to the

highest form of creativity. Balance between the two enables you to

realize your highest potential.

The feminine energy is in a sense the energy of the unmanifested, the

realm of the potential. It is also the source of true inspiration –

heartfelt desires that spring from your soul. Your feminine energy is

the bridge to your soul. Your soul is formless. Just feel this. At

this moment you experience yourself as having a body that enables you

to be part of this reality. You have eyes, hands and you are either

male or female. But you can feel that although this way of being is

now a part of you, it is not all that you are. You are that which

ensouls the body, the form. You bring it to life from within. But you,

in your essence, are formless, you are pure consciousness, one and

undivided. Feel the freedom and bliss of it! Feel how you, as

consciousness, are totally independent of your body and that you have

freely chosen it to be part of this reality for a while.

You have temporarily merged with your body for a reason. You are here

because you want to be here. The flowing, unbound energy of the female

wanted to enter into a dance with the male energy of manifestation and

form. The male energy enables the soul to enter and experience this

specific physical reality. It helps the soul to express itself

creatively in this particular realm of earth. The masculine and

feminine energies are the building blocks of creation and if both play

together in peace and joy, they bring forth beauty and fulfilment.

However, in many of you the masculine and the feminine have become

artificially separated and they are not working well together. Roughly

speaking, you can either have too much male energy or too much female

energy. If there is a surplus of male energy, the female energy gets

suppressed and there is too much focus on manifestation in the outside

world and being recognized and valued by others. You are cut off from

your soul energy, the living flow of feelings and emotions which

constantly tries to tell you what you need and truly want. If you are

identified too much with the male energy, you are caught up in the

expectations and demands from the outside world. Essentially, you are

driven by insecurity and you try to handle that insecurity by forcing

yourself to comply with standards not your own. You do not feel truly

safe and nurtured by your female energy and seek to establish an

external sense of safety by being competitive and controlling. All of

this makes you very dependent on how others think, feel and act.

Disconnected from your unique inner guidance, you get a tense and

anxious ego that constantly needs recognition and wants to be in

control all the time. It lives by a false image of power that

suffocates the soul.

People who are overbalanced towards the male are afraid to surrender

to the formless, flowing nature of the feminine energy. In your

society, that as a whole has a surplus of male energy, this fear is

apparent from the fact that people are neurotically busy all the time.

They hardly take time for themselves, spent freely without a purpose.

Everything seems to have to be ordered and planned, with an almost

compulsive efficiency. Also, when you long for something and you truly

feel you would like a particular change to happen in your life, you

want to act upon it immediately. You often do not take enough time to

let an idea or purpose grow and evolve and gradually be birthed in

your reality. It is like an organic process. The inner dynamics which

are set in motion once you set your intention to do or have something,

are governed by an natural rhythm that you cannot force or control.

Because of a dominant, or disconnected male energy you are inclined to

think and worry far too much. Your thoughts jump up and down like

crazy. This leads to a general restlessness, a sense of emptiness and

lack of inspiration in your life. You are not really trusting your

feminine energy. She seems to want to head in a very different

direction than you. Your emotions tell you for instance to let go of

things, take time for yourself, and communicate more openly to others.

At a certain point, you will not be able to ignore this call of your

soul anymore. If you try to live solely from the male energy, you are

heading for a crisis in some form, whether it is illness or some other

discomfort. This crisis will essentially be an opportunity to find a

new balance between the male and the female in your life.

What happens when the female energy stands too much on her own and

does not sufficiently connect to the male? As opposed to a tense and

controlling ego, this will lead to a weak and wobbly ego. Being

overbalanced towards the female means that thing easily are "too much"

for you. You are reacting to other people's energies in a highly

sensitive way. It is hard to say no and set clear boundaries around

yourself because the male energy of taking up your own space does not

seem available to you. It is hard to even know what you want as you

get easily drawn into other people's moods and desires. Having a

surplus of feminine energy means that you are empathic and that it is

easy for you to understand what other people feel. You are also

capable of going deep into your own emotions and moods, but you feel

unable to really express yourself emotionally and creatively in the

world. You have insufficient access to the male energies of

self-consciousness, standing up for yourself and feeling centered and

focused. The female energy, which is naturally flowing and receptive,

needs to be anchored to a well defined "I". This is what the male

energy can give to her, if the female part is willing to trust him and

let go of her fear to be a separate "I" with its own needs and clear

boundaries.

This is feared by the female energy in many people, especially women,

because women are taught that it is a good thing to be sensitive,

sweet and compliant (whereas men are taught that it is right to be

tough and competitive). But if they do not develop that male ability

to be centered into one's own being, their creative energy will be

squandered and fragmentised.

Their soul energy will not get adequately expressed and this creates

sadness in the soul, causing melancholy and depression.

This era asks for a rebalancing of the male and the female energies.

It is important to realize that the female is in a sense basic or

primary. I do not mean this in the sense of "better" or "higher". The

feminine and the masculine relate to each other as represented in the

yin-yang symbol: both are equal and complementary. But the feminine

energy within you is the bridge to your soul, your formless essence.

By connecting to your female aspect, you open yourself up to your

deepest inspiration and you get in touch with your purpose of being here.

Just imagine that you are now connecting to your female energy.

Imagine that she is seated in your heart. Feel a soft, warm energy in

your heart that is very familiar to you, very close to who you are.

You feel that energy in your heart and now imagine that she creates an

opening at the back of your heart. From there she connects with light,

the light of Source, the light of your soul. Take a moment to feel

this. Perhaps you are seeing angel like figures or guides, it does not

matter what you see. You just need to feel the presence of loving,

cosmic support, the presence of Home. This is how you channel your

soul energy. Just sense the lightness and lucidity of that energy. It

enters your heart and now you may notice how close we actually are to

you. We "from the other side" are part of a reality that runs right

through yours. You are actually a part of that other reality right

now. Your greater or higher self is there now while it merges with you

on earth.

Now imagine that you are calling upon the male energy inside of you.

You ask this energy to help you ground and connect your heart energy

fully to the reality of earth. Feel the power of the male energy

gently and easily flow into your arms and legs. It creates clarity in

your being, self confidence and focus. You feel how it anchors your

heart energy to your body and to earth. The masculine energy gives you

the qualities of courage, discernment and stability. Realize that your

male aspect loves to connect with the female aspect in this way. It

wants to serve the female energy, to enable the soul energy to embody

itself in time, space and matter. Protected and enveloped by the male

energy, the feminine energy feels safe and joyful. Feel how heaven and

earth connect inside of you.

We go a little further on our inner journey. Imagine you are now

walking through a beautiful forest. The sky is deep blue. It is autumn

and the trees are starting to lose their leafs. Yet the sun is still

warm on your skin. You enjoy walking there and after a while you

notice a nice spot to sit down for a moment. Perhaps there's a bench

or a soft spot beneath a tree. You sit down and become quiet. You

breathe consciously and let go of any tensions you feel in your body.

You feel how the earth carries you. You become still and peaceful

within. Then you hear the sound of gay children's voices in the air.

It moves you and makes you smile. You notice two children are walking

towards you. They are a boy and a girl. And they walk towards you in a

determined way, for they want to give something to you.

They are now standing next to you and their faces look happy and

carefree. Then the girl steps forward and gives you something. It may

be a thing but it doesn't have to be. She may also simply radiate

something by her presence or with her eyes, reminding you. What is she

reminding you of? What quality is she vibrating as she looks you in

the eye? What she gives to you energetically is more important than

what she physically hands to you. Absorb her energy and thank her.

Then ask her to sit down next to you on your left side. You now focus

on the boy, who also wants to give you something. You look at him and

you receive his gift. It may be a symbol, an object or a feeling, or

maybe he simply touches you and you know. You feel his message and

take it in. You thank him and invite him to sit down at your right side.

Feel how these children are a part of you. They are always by your

side to remind you of who you are. Their original qualities belong to

you. Now take their hands, holding them in your lap, and let

everything inside of you that feels old and worn out, dissipate. Fear,

worry, gloom, just imagine how the earth opens up and takes it from

you. It becomes neutral in her womb. Allow the new and fresh energies

of the children to enter your energy field and bring back to you your

zest for life and your childlike sense of magic and trust. When we

come return to the present in a moment, you do not have to let go of

these children. They are a part of you and they keep alive your

original inspiration. Any time you feel tense, uncomfortable or

dissatisfied, you can connect to these children. They can let you know

how to rebalance yourself. When you go to that forest again, or any

other spot you like, you may see just the girl or just the boy wanting

to address you this time. Trust whatever your imagination comes up

with. Just keep it light and playful. This is not supposed to be a

serious exercise. It is just play. It is a means of connecting to the

powerful core energies of the female and male within.

You are all working to create a new balance between these two

energies, which have become so alienated and misunderstood in your

society. Anytime you reconnect the two and recreate that balance

within, you radiate this out to others and help bring about a lighter

and more loving consciousness on earth. We thank you for this. We love

you deeply.

© Pamela Kribbe 2007

www.jeshua.net